Yes, I know the title sounds crazy, but when you hear the rest of the story, it will get even more unbelievable, so brace yourself.
A little background:
I am a mother, a single mother of 2 beautiful children. I grew tired of the hustle and bustle of the city, the cost of living, lack of quality education available for my children and the general lack of safety in the city.
I gave birth to both my children in Salt Lake City, Utah. I lived there 8 years and after a separation I decided to move back to my home town which was San Diego in 2003. I thought being close to family would be good for my children since I was having such a hard time getting day care, and after one of my children being kidnapped by a distant "family member" in Oregon, and the other raped and sodomized by the son of a cop who was sleeping with the judge, it became a little hard to trust anyone with my children.
In San Diego, my mother would have babysat while I worked, went back to school and started another business. Eventually we were running the business out of my house, catering desserts for coffee shops, colleges, convenience stores and farmers markets. My children and I had a blast, although the hours were very long. I decided I needed to have a more regular income and a day off here and there, so I got a job managing a restaurant in Chula Vista, where I was Blessed to provide my recipes for the menu and still take part in my hands on love in feeding the people AND getting a regular paycheck.
In 2006, things got really bad for us with the border situation, my children were not learning in school and I had gone to a few assemblies where they were speaking spanish. My children didn't know this language, so I ended up having to fight the school to allow my children to also learn this language so they weren't "left behind" since they couldn't understand anything and clearly were not learning anything. One of my daughters was 2 grades behind. After butting heads and not making any progress and not being able to get them any help, other than me paying private tutors, help with family members and friends, the Sylvan center, etc, I started to become aware of the border situation and how it was affecting our lives. I went out to the border, took part in various protests and events, exposing lying politicians, murders, traffickers, more murderers, vandalizers, etc, but I didn't come in to serious danger until I exposed the sex trafficking ring in Mc Gonigle Canyon. Of course the main stream news will tell you it didn't happen and it was all in my head...right then I immediately became a "racist, delusional, prostitute, child abuser, druggie and every other name under the sun.
I guess I didn't understand how big these things were that I exposed. I just thought that any good person would do the right thing and try to save the little girls and educate people what was going on and who was doing it.
I was then public enemy number one. Everywhere I tried to go, there would be large groups of people trying to stop me from what I was doing, whether it was trying to video tape an event, or try to get a job, I was followed everywhere I went. I became a target by groups on both sides of the issue, as well as law enforcement. I don't want to go in the whole story here because you can read about them in my older blogs or click any of these links herein, but after a series of events, being poisoned, hit with laser weapons by the police on video, getting shot at at the border, raided, beat up multiple times in public, my house robbed, bank account broken in to, my car totaled in my driveway, becoming paralyzed and put in a wheelchair, and more I decided we were in a blatantly dangerous place and if we wanted to live, we must run and find a safe place. It was obvious law enforcement would not do a thing to protect us, but as soon as someone made a false report about me, I was guilty. There were groups of people led by Jeff Schwilk, Celeste Cortes and Jim Stach who would tell all their followers to call CPS or call the fbi or the atf...they tried to make me out to be the dangerous people that they are, which was why I was trying to run away from them! It became clear that they were working WITH law enforcement and it was their job to commit crimes, like the canyon vandalism, trafficking, violence and harassment to insight their targets into violence or something illegal so they could take them out.
After the police being sent to my door another time in San Diego, this time burning me with their handy dandy little laser blinding device while I was still unable to walk, we were able to get things together and take off 10 days later...
We had no idea where we were going, we just knew we needed something affordable in hopefully a small town where there was no border corruption and such nonsense we were forced to deal with in San Diego.
We wanted a place with clean well water, room to grow a garden and become more self sufficient and home school. And that we did...
We ended up in the bible belt, which I actually thought would be a good thing, right? I mean who doesn't want to be around a bunch of people just like Jesus especially after barely escaping something so horrendous? So my first job here was to go around to all the business owners in Branson, MO and talk to them about guess what? Right, politics and immigration! LMAO That being the topic, sometimes the conversations would last hours. They would tell me everything that was going on here in the theatres, hotels, the girls they were bringing in from all over the world. Then I met an ex cop who was fired for investigating the dead bodies in the landing. I was told that they can't investigate things like that because they know who's doing it and because all the towns revenue was made by tourism, so they ahd to keep things like that out of they paper. Then I met some of the women that were trafficked here. It became painfully clear that I ended up exactly where I thought I ran from.
My first instinct was to interview them on video and expose the ring here, then I quickly reminded myself why we were here. I decided to not get involved yet, because we moved here to protect my children, heal and hopefully never let these sex traffickers ever find us again! In fact we kind of hibernated, hid and felt fear in going out in to the public to make friends because we knew we were just a phone call away. The stalkers were still calling everyone they could to try to find me and had stated that they were going to kill me and my children multiple times and reached out to their networks to find me.
As it turns out, we were a phone call away...many phone calls away...
While my stalkers were still trying to do whatever they could to destroy our reputation online, they were still making repeated calls to law enforcement and posting bulletins on their websites and shows asking people to come find me. Several times, Jim Stach posted my address online and sent his "militia" after me....interestingly the same one he accuses me of being part of.
I want to state for the record, I never have been p-art of any militia! In fact the only so called militia people I have come across are these big strong men stalking me!!!
As it turns out, these stalkers made friends with my ex family and my neighbors and reportedly other people in the area...
Our neighbors, the Bayer family were at the helm of continuing the torture and harassment.
When we first met them, I did what I do for everyone, give them home made cookies, breads, fresh garden vegetables, home cooked meals, herbs, oils and basically anything they needed. I was happy that there were children around here in the country for my children to play with.
After a series of happenings, lies, thefts and damage with no responsibility, I made the decision that this family was off limits! They would destroy my garden, slash my tires, damage the landlords vehicle, break in to our house and several others in the area, steal my childrens books, games, ipods, etc...
But, because they were the only children in the area, my thought that any "friend" was better than no friends.
They started to sneak out to play with them when they told me they were taking the dog for a walk. They snuck out with them a couple times while I was on my show.
My preteen was experiencing basically what any other preteen would experience and started to rebel and sometimes violently and physically. Our first year and a half out here, walking was still very hard for me. I would sit in a heating vibrating chair most of the time, till I learned the heat could have been contributing to the swelling and pain. This was the first week of March 2009. I threw out the heat, got rid of that chair and then the swelling and pain started to diminish...
Up until that point where I physically was unable to control a flailing out of control SheRa, I would sometimes ask for help from my neighbor, who moved out here specifically to help us since I was unable to walk at the time and to hopefully help protect us from these stalkers looking for us.
Well now, we are both on trial for abusing and neglecting my children.
On April 12, 2010, sheriff deputy Darin Carter came to my door with Emily Nichols from CPS. I was on my show, so during the break I went downstairs to talk to them since I could see them open my gate and come in my screen door from here where I am sitting now. I asked what I could help them with and they said they needed to talk to me. I said, okay, but I'm on my show right now, I'll be outside soon. Darin Carter deicded that was not the response he wanted, so he proceeded to walk into my house, grab me, step on my right foot and smack my head into my chest as he kicked me in the back of my left knee. At this point my children were screaming and crying, begging for help. 2 of the (good) neighbors came over to witness what was going on and try to make sense of it, since we still had no idea why they were there. They had no warrant, no charges, no victim, obviously no crime being committed, but they were determined to take my children away.
They ended up taking all of us to jail. They got an arrest warrant and made up some charges the next day. I was there for 3 days and while behind bars, SPLC and my stalkers were first on the scene to discredit and slander me all over the news...
The first story was that I tied up my children and locked them out in the woods...
Let me back track a little here...
April 10 was a Saturday, my children and I were planning on having a nice spring day and perhaps going somewhere to swim or something fun. I had a little work to do on the computer so I asked them to get their reading done then we would figure out where we were going to go.
We home schooled so their work was flexible, but one thing they had to do was log their hours and read a certain number of hours. That was not negotiable!!!
Of course, the Bayers had told them on a few weekend where they wanted to play with my children that reading on the weekend, or in the summer was "child abuse."
At this point in time, my children were learning to manipulate me and if I asked them to read or clean their room they would throw in my face, "they said it was child abuse!"
I was now no longer to discipline my children. But there were times I told them I would call CPS or the police if they weren't going to do their work. I mean really, what else can a parent do when your children refuse? I wasn't going to hit them or hurt them and I had to way to lock them in their room, so now what? I would ask them to go or stay in their room, but I was not physically able to make them do so...
They didn't want to read because it was a beautiful day outside and their "friends" wanted to play. I was doing my best to try to get away from them and move on with my day, in hopes that they would do their work and we could go have some fun. I went upstairs, they were quiet for a while, then I went downstairs to get some juice and my babies were kind of egging me on. I was on the phone and wanted them to leave me alone and do their reading, so we exchanged a few harsh words. They followed me around for a while pestering me, being little kids (lol) as I was on the phone and went back upstairs. A few minutes later I heard the door open. I went downstairs again to see what they were trying to do. They had their backpacks packed and told me they were leaving because they didn't have to listen to me. I said, "Okay, have a good day! See you soon!"
They went out side, played around, did the typical things children do and I figured they would be back when the sun went down. It was about 3 pm when they left, so not too much time to wait, then we could work this out and maybe I can explain to them once again why they have to read and why they have to finish their school work.
Then one of my neighbors took them out to dinner...and while he claimed good intent, I was not happy as he did not ask my permission and I found out after the fact when I saw his car leave. I did not see my children outside after that, so I called him and asked what he was doing. That's when I found out he took MY CHILDREN out to eat without my permission or consent while dinner on our table waiting for them. Gee, thanks neighbor! I wanted to report him to the sheriff because to me it was kidnapping, but I already had experience in them not doing a thing about the death threats, the harassment, the damage to our place. Could that have been due to the fact that Robert Bayer works for the county? Maybe that's why when they made the call they were out here in no time, without questions?
Needless to say, that phone call didn't end well. I explained to him that these were MY children and their food was on the table. Him taking them out to dinner like that without talking to me was like enabling them to "run away" or give them some false empowerment so they felt they didn't have to go home to eat and listen to mommy who's going to make them read and do their school work.
When they got back, they went to the other neighbors house, the Bayers...they did not come home that night. It was really hard, but what can I do? I consulted with many of my friends that are parents, and some that are not for advice on how to proceed. I chose the hands off approach and figured I would let them get over their anger and come home when they are hungry. I mean I knew where they were, 30 feel away. It wasn't the end of the world...
We spent the night outside here camping all the time, so I figured let them sow their wild oats and they will be back inside for breakfast. The doors remained OPEN, but they chose to stay outside, although they did come in and out of the house several times. They were trying to hide and play cute and I pretended I didn't see them when they were in the house, so they could play their game and we could finally make some progress on their little rebellion.
I physically saw and spoke at them a few times while they ran back and forth from neighbor to neighbor, but I was not about to go over to the Bayers house because I was in fear of them. There were many reasons like their drug and alcohols habits, their violence, in fact they have killed 8 animals that they brought home and abandoned the rest after they kicked the crap pout of them or beat each other with brooms. I already knew they were in contact with my stalkers because they made that evident months ago when they woke us up early one Sunday morning screaming all these crazy things through our window...teasing my children with some other bullies...
My children were heart broken, so any time they were nice to them, they fell for their game. They would call them names and crazy, but then my children would forgive them because they were in need of having "friends" their age. They thought that anyone their age was automatically their "friend." Even though these "friends" tried to blame one of their burglaries on my children, then when that didn't work, they actually told the landlord it was me!!! LOL
Getting back to that day...everything was fine. I was watching them and they were watching me, but they didn't want to budge and neither was I. They wanted me to tell them that they didn't have to do their school work and that they were allowed to play with the Bayers. My home, my rules, period. It is MY responsibility to guide my children out of trouble, not sit back and let them do whatever they want just because the neighbors are doing it. I mean these kids were involved in sex, drugs and rock and roll! My children were innocent and it was my job to protect them! They were NOT allowed to play with the Bayers while they were living under my roof and they WERE going to read and log their school hours.
This is where the calls from Carissa Bayer and some stalkers out of state came...so without investigation, without a sworn affidavit, reasonable cause, warrant, indictment or anything resembling DUE PROCESS, they came to my door, kidnapped my children and took me to jail. The didn't even tell me why till several hours later sitting in the car handcuffed and my daughter ran over to me to open the door and kiss and hug me...the greatest hug I've ever had and will not soon forget. Emily told me I had locked them out and tied them up.
Funny how she later testified in family court that she never said that, she never reported or even heard that and the documents I got from the court with their letter head and her name were not written by her!
I am now facing 50 years. The charged me initially with 5 felonies, 2 for abuse, 2 for neglect and 1 for resisting arrest! Funny how getting beat up by a cop in your home is now called resisting arrest.
Then about a month later, they filed 2 more abuse charges (all the same code), and changed their previous allegations where they said I tied them up and locked them out in the woods to me locking the IN. They also changed the dates from saying oh, "it wasn't that weekend (April 2010), you did this 15 months ago!!!" Meaning they are referring to the time when I asked for help with my children back in 2008! Hmmmm.....well if what happened was such a crime, why did they wait 15 months to come to my house...?
On the family court documents, they turned me in to me being "anti government", and home schooling became no schooling and me refusing compulsory school attendance, amounting to educational neglect, and us growing our own food and medicine and not taking their drugs, vaccines or fluoride turned in to medical neglect.
So they are charging me with 7 felonies now. You can see all the charges and codes here.
Of course no due process in the family court and they had already testified there was no abuse and can even clearly see on their own paper work in their intake report, yet Judge Justus sent my children out of state anyway and this coming month are planning on transferring custody to 2 different states because in their words, "they achieved their goal of reuniting them with A parent." Funny, the ones that forgot they had children the past decade.
They appointed attorney Reidar Hammond to defend me and while I met him in jail, he seemed very cool and smart and on the ball, being that the first thing he told me was that when he skimmed over my case, it all looked like bullshit. So, I decided to trust him, that he would do the right thing, prepare a case and defend me since that was his job and I wasn't about to go quit my show and my whole life to go learn the corrupt laws all of a sudden. I figured it was a step in fight for me...learning to trust someone in this horrendous system that has already tortured us so bad.
That turned out to be a mistake. He never called me back even once and the one phone appointment we had was October 6, one day before I was supposed to be on trial on October 7. He informed me that they were separating the charges and that day he would ask they be put together so we can answer them all in one day. When I saw him in court each time, he would always say hi and be friendly, I would always give him bread or some kind of homemade teat, but we NEVER talked about the case! Not even once! He would tell me to call him and that I did, dozens of times!
It wasn't until the new year here where I realized...hmmmm....he's really not going to call me back, is he? LOL
So when I returned from my house sitting adventure in January, I filed a motion to have him removed and allow me to proceed. I filed motions to reset and for discovery, but have yet to hear a response. My understanding was that they have 10 days to respond and to date, one month later with a trial scheduled on Valentines day, I have had no response.
So not only no due process from the start, no communication from the court or lawyer defending me, I am supposed to walk in to trial on Feb 14, 2011 and either successfully explain why I cannot receive a fair trial and point out many of their crimes they committed against me from the time they entered my life, o walk in to the lions den and they will proceed just as they have the past 10 months and lock me up where they want me.
Even though I have never been able to answer to these charges to anyone, and in the family court the original charges they stated, they all of a sudden redacted and said they didn't write those reports, yet they sent my children away anyway!!!
They sent them out of state in August 2010 and it has been 6 months since any communication. The court ordered supervised phone contact with a therapist, but that has been close to impossible. For some reason every time they find a therapist, get them approved, etc they all of a sudden run away and disappear within a few days of when we are scheduled to make contact with one daughter.
(EDIT) One bright thing was that I was finally able to speak with one daughter just yesterday, Feb 11 for the very first time in 6 months.
The lawyer they appointed in the family case was not appointed to me until August AFTER they sent my children away and the first time he spoke with me was December 28, 2010...the last being Jan 31, 2011 which is the same day he also filed to be removed from the case. Well, good riddance, he did nothing anyway, other than try to discourage me and try to explain and get me to accept that "allegations are evidence" and there is nothing I can do. Kind of interesting that Dave Collignon is the prosecutor for a neighboring city. You would think that he knew the difference between allegations and evidence...
So here I am, facing 50 years on Monday, my children are gone and according to them there is nothing I can do. 10 months later and still haven't even spoken to anyone about these charges, none of their counsel explained anything to me and when I decided to start filing motions for myself, everyone ignored me! LOL
So I guess we will see how judge Orr handles this in Taney County, Monday, February 14, 2011. Happy Valentines day to me!!!
If you are as fed up with these actions as I am, please feel free to contact this court and sheriff's dept, even the CPS workers and supervisors and let them know you are watching! That is the only hope we have. They need to know they are not doing this unnoticed!
The names and addresses are here.
http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/
You can also hear numerous radio shows I have talked about this on extensively.
I appreciate any help or assistance getting the word about about this abuse by the State of Missouri against me and my beautiful family.
This is what they looked like before they stole my children and put them in Boys and Girls Town...
This is what they looked like after:
http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/?p=879
What happened in court, February 14:
http://truthbrigadelovesronpaul.blogspot.com/2011/02/denied-justice-again.html
Saturday, February 12, 2011
50 Years in Prison for children refusing to Read!
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Still no evidence?
This was my call with Rebecca Pagent the social worker assigned to the case right after that last call with David Collignon, the Ozark city prosecutor.
Notice how none of them can ever answer my questions about their evidence?
How many times are the going to change the story?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzHOvAcJ47w
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0ZI0wPePPE
What's really interesting is that in their own paper work here, they show no abuse!!!
Defense Attorney, I mean Prosecutor David Collignon and his attempts at discouraging me
Defense Attorney, I mean Prosecutor David Collignon and his attempts at discouraging me
This was the attorney that was appointed to me AFTER they sent my children away in August 2010, after illegally kidnapping them on April 12, 2010. Although he was appointed in August, the first time we talked was December and he was claiming then that he was just appointed. Nevertheless, he has refused to do a thing, other than tell me I need to pay him 5-600 dollars for transcripts, when I ordered them at the court the day of on June 4, they told me it was 30, which I wrote a check for promptly. Of course it was sent back and they have told me they are not available to me now.
This attorney who says he is working for me ic clearly trying to discourage me. From the first time we spoke he told me I had no rights and that there was essentially nothing he could or would do and that no judge will let me see my children given these allegations.
Why wouldn't this lawyer know the difference between allegations and evidence?
Doesn't he see something wrong with shooting first and asking questions later, if at all?
My children have been gone almost 10 months now and no end in sight for me.
Hear our phone calls below and let me know...is he doing the right thing?
Did he do his job?
Last call first:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMXsGyZWtcc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImFyipPJJdo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yxy8yBw98W0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=St0nFEF6zq8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFBNJG8wb6s
Sunday, January 23, 2011
YOU ARE FIRED!
I haven't written an update for quite a while on my case, but I guess that's because there really was never anything to update since June 4, when they testified the charges they won't weren't real, didn't happen and even denied writing the reports that were used all over main stream media to slander me.
Well, there finally is an update, well somewhat...
I filed a motion to fire the public defender they appointed, on the grounds that he hadn't called me back even once or talked with me about the case even once. In fact the last time I saw him in the court house November 4, 2010, he told me he still hadn't even looked at the case.
So here we are with a trial scheduled for February 14, after over 9 months and he still hasn't looked at the case? I mean I know they are busy and get way over loaded with all the false charges Prosecutor Merrell likes to bring about on his citizens.
Here's a scary little side note:
The national average for the prison and correction population is 1 in 100...which is obviously way too high in this so called free country knowing that MOST people behind bars never even committed a REAL crime as defined by their laws, but here in Taney County, it's 1 in 32!!!
WOW! So we have a 300% higher concentration of those behind bars here in this tiny little peaceful county...hmmmm....something reeks. Never mind the sex trafficking rings here that NEVER get investigated and when someone does say something, or a good cop does try to look in to it, he gets fired or also ends up in the Landing, like the rest of the disposable females they bring in here from all over the world to fill all their jobs during the season.
I'm not saying ALL people that work here are being trafficked, but there is a very high percentage of them that are and I have met and talked with them!!! I have even talked with police officers that were fired for asking their superiors to look in to it. It's funny, when one things of Branson, they think Bible Belt, everyone worships God and they must be good Christians and since there aren't any reports or investigations into the mob here trafficking these woman, that there is no crime! LMAO Funny how that works. Meanwhile home schoolers and ex girlfriends of cops, single mothers are losing their children and being put behind bars for the rest of their lives and their lawyers can't seem to do a thing about it...YEAH RIGHT!
I'm sorry, but I think I can speak for myself much better than a stranger can, presenting me to 12 more strangers and a dude in a dress! I know I'm not a lawyer and don't know their process, their language or their procedures, but how on earth could I sit back and let someone who works for them speak for me??? Isn't that a conflict of interest to begin with? I still don't even understand the charges and the lawyer never explained it to me! I guess I was under the assumption that I supposedly tied up my children and locked them out of the house, then they changed it and I locked them in...never mind the fact that they denied writing these reports or making these claims in the family court on June 4 which they still won't give me transcripts too. I wonder how judge Justus felt when he had them on the stand testifying that there was NO ABUSE??? We all know you are doing your job Justus, but you also much know we will do ours and expose you till you are off the bench. Why is it that everyone is afraid to run against him in the first place? He has had this seat I believe 22-24 years and NO ONE RUNS AGAINST HIM? Well, I think it will be easy to get someone to run against you next time buddy, especially when they all find out that YOU STEAL CHILDREN!
Getting back to the charges...a simple google search showed me the actual text of what is in the statutory codes they are charging me with:
Here is the text of the actual charges...
next one: (resisting arrest) I guess that's what they call it when you get beat up by a cop who walks in to your house without a warrant or charges to steal your children at gunpoint.
http://www.moga.mo.gov/statutes/C500-599/5750000150.HTM
The removed the original charges here:
https://www.courts.mo.gov/casenet/cases/charges.do
These are 4 of the charges: (2 counts each child)
http://www.moga.mo.gov/statutes/c500-599/5680000060.htm
[quote]"In Missouri, a Class C Felony is a crime that carries a punishment of up to 7 years imprisonment... and RSMo 568.060 is a citation to a Missouri Statute defining this offense:
1. A person commits the crime of abuse of a child if such person:
(1) Knowingly inflicts cruel and inhuman punishment upon a child less than seventeen years old; or
(2) Photographs or films a child less than eighteen years old engaging in a prohibited sexual act or in the simulation of such an act or who causes or knowingly permits a child to engage in a prohibited sexual act or in the simulation of such an act for the purpose of photographing or filming the act.
2. As used in this section "prohibited sexual act" means any of the following, whether performed or engaged in either with any other person or alone: sexual or anal intercourse, masturbation, bestiality, sadism, masochism, fetishism, fellatio, cunnilingus, any other sexual activity or nudity, if such nudity is to be depicted for the purpose of sexual stimulation or gratification of any individual who may view such depiction.
3. Abuse of a child is a class C felony, unless:
(1) In the course thereof the person inflicts serious emotional injury on the child, or the offense is committed as part of a ritual or ceremony in which case the crime is a class B felony; or
(2) A child dies as a result of injuries sustained from conduct chargeable pursuant to the provisions of this section, in which case the crime is a class A felony.
4. As used in this section, the word "fetishism" means a condition in which erotic feelings are excited by an object or body part whose presence is psychologically necessary for sexual stimulation or gratification."[/quote]
next 2:
http://www.moga.mo.gov/statutes/c500-599/5680000045.htm
[quote]"Endangering the welfare of a child in the first degree, penalties.
568.045. 1. A person commits the crime of endangering the welfare of a child in the first degree if:
(1) The person knowingly acts in a manner that creates a substantial risk to the life, body, or health of a child less than seventeen years old; or
(2) The person knowingly engages in sexual conduct with a person under the age of seventeen years over whom the person is a parent, guardian, or otherwise charged with the care and custody;
(3) The person knowingly encourages, aids or causes a child less than seventeen years of age to engage in any conduct which violates the provisions of chapter 195;
(4) Such person enlists the aid, either through payment or coercion, of a person less than seventeen years of age to unlawfully manufacture, compound, produce, prepare, sell, transport, test or analyze amphetamine or methamphetamine or any of their analogues, or to obtain any material used to manufacture, compound, produce, prepare, test or analyze amphetamine or methamphetamine or any of their analogues; or
(5) Such person, in the presence of a person less than seventeen years of age or in a residence where a person less than seventeen years of age resides, unlawfully manufactures, or attempts to manufacture compounds, possesses, produces, prepares, sells, transports, tests or analyzes amphetamine or methamphetamine or any of their analogues.
2. Endangering the welfare of a child in the first degree is a class C felony unless the offense is committed as part of a ritual or ceremony, or except on a second or subsequent offense, in which case the crime is a class B felony.
3. This section shall be known as "Hope's Law". "[/quote]
So, I filed the motion last week, although I haven't heard their response yet. I'm new to this court system and all their laws and procedures so it really was frustrating that this lawyer that was appointed put me off for over 9 months, while my children got sent out of state without due process and a trial! At least now maybe we can make some headway!
I figured the next step would be to file a motion for reset since 2.5 weeks is hardly enough time for me to prepare for a trial being that my representation misled me and left me hanging.
I now am ready to present my motion for discovery and and injunction on the court that the family court not proceed anymore until it is looked at and I am heard on these criminal charges since that is the reason they are using for sending my children away.
I have a feeling they are going to have a real hard time answering this, being that I already know what evidence they have and where they go it!
THEY HAVE NONE AND THEY GOT IT FROM WORD OF MOUTH FROM MY STALKERS!!!
Boy oh boy, I can't wait to depose these people! :-)
And I can't wait to see prosecutor Jeff Merrells face when the jury sees that he did all this illegally and without due process.
I guess he forgets these jurors vote for him...?
Injunction:
As far as the family court goes, I hear they are going to give full custody to the dead beats who forgot they had children and never called me, sent birthday cards or Christmas cards, etc in February, BEFORE I even get to face these bogus charges. The lawyer they appointed in that court AFTER they sent my children out of state told me he doesn't want to waste any time on this for me because with 7 felonies I will never get my children back. That was right after he told me I have no rights and lost them along the way somewhere...hmmm another surprise for me.
To his benefit, at least he is the only one that does return my calls, unlike the worker Rebecca Pagent who didn't return my calls for 4 months, but I mean really...what's the point if none of them want to do anything?
PS I have the phone calls recorded and they WILL be posted soon so you can hear this with your own eyes! As well as the recorded PROOF that Merrell and others got their information about me from my stalkers. :-)
Sleep well little boys...
Saturday, December 18, 2010
To my Angels Samantha and Amberly
To my Angels Samantha and Amberly
| I decided to start posting videos on youtube since I am not allowed any contact with them unless by phone IF I sign documents saying I will never talk about this or the fact that they are forced into therapy that they never needed before. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnnPuYsFh7U&list=UL
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Monday, November 15, 2010
I WILL NOT COMPLY WITH YOU CROOKS!
I know it's been a while since I updated about the traumatic events going on with the kidnapping of my children, but I'm sure you can understand as close to superhuman strength as I am, I still am only human and can only take so much pain at one time. Just because I'm not writing about them everyday here doesn't not mean a minute goes by where I am not thinking of them, dreaming of them, fantasizing about then being here with me where they belong, of the old days in our perfect magical heaven we created...
My last updates were in August, the month that my children were sent away. No notice, no warnings, just here are your babies for your supervised visitation in the courthouse on the 11th, then 13th a court date sending them off without a thing I could do. Not a single person even told me what the court was about and they all acted like they had no idea and it came out of the blue.
Not one word from my babies since...
Here we are over 2 months later. I get a knock at my door today and it's Rebecca and an assistant. They came to deliver a notice about how I can get in touch with my baby Amberly, and asked if I had talked to Samantha yet, since they had delivered the same notice about a month ago to my door. (I love how they continue to come to my home unannounced.)
I got in touch with the woman in charge of handling my baby Samantha to be sent a packet telling me that not only do I have to pay 110-125 per "visit" which takes place over the phone 1500 miles away while my daughter is being forced into a "therapeutic" environment which we are both against, never mind their perfect physical and mental health evaluations when they kidnapped them in April, but I am also basically being given an ultimatum while my children are being used as collateral.
I open my packet, anxious to find out how I can buy time with my angels to find this on the front cover:
Looks pretty benign so far...simple procedure, right?
Page 2:
Oh, I see where they are going to get me...
"I understand that any telephone visitations with my daughter, myself and my daughters therapist Elaine O'Reilly may not be audio taped. In addition, I also understand that these sessions are by law, confidential. As such, I may not disclose the content of these sessions, the fact that my daughter is in therapy, nor share the name of my daughters therapist with others. Especially, I understand and agree that I may not include this information in any blogs, facebooks or other internet correspondences."Ooops, I guess I already broke that "agreement," huh? In fact I broke it two months ago when Rebecca told me that she was looking to find "therapeutic" phone visits with their new found therapists in the states they shipped them to.
I love how they say no audio taping, especially since EACH visit I have had with my children or anyone related with the kidnapping services was completely LIED about to the judge. Audio taping of each session is all I have for posterity and PROOF that they are continuously LYING to the judge to separate our family...but I guess I'm not allowed that now...gee, I wonder what they are going to do when I expose all the audio and video I have already taken of their actions? I wonder how they are going to continue to lie about that...oops, did I just admit in public that I have taped all correspondence with them? Yeah, I did...so now what?
And they KNOW I have them by the balls with my recordings, which is why they want me to sign something saying I will not tape MY sessions I am paying for to speak to MY babies.
I wonder how they are going to love seeing the audio and videos I have...I especially like the one where the worker Rebecca tried to pretend I was causing a problem at a visit with my babies and threatened to have me kicked out of the building...of course I smiled and laughed and said, pretty please go get him...and say hi to my camera right there as I pointed at it...now you know why I REFUSE to do anything with you people that is not taped! When she saw the camera, she knew she lied and there was nothing left for her to do but walk away...since I had her by the balls and she knows she will make a hit on youtube!
Or of course the video of "the-rapist" Shaun Lotter telling me that I was not allowed to blog about certain things on my site regarding MY children and DEMANDED that I take down what I had previously said.
Let's not forget all the meetings we had where they completely lied to me about the course of action for my angels...said one thing in the meetings, in fact even made promises, then completely reneged and did the opposite the following day...like forcing my children to take drugs and shots after being told they might die if they continue to refuse their drugs.
So now they are saying that I am not allowed to ever talk about my babies, the fact that they are being FORCED in to therapy after they were kidnapped from my home and the impact it has upon us? Not to anyone? No friends, family, blogs, show, etc...? Do you really think I'm going to sign something that says I will never talk about my children and what you have done to them? What if one day I decided I actually needed a therapist of my own...would I still not be able to make any mention of my children being in therapy or what we talk about...? Sound like an effective therapy session...NOT!
Do they really think they can use my children again to shut me up?
I mean didn't they just hold my babies hostage in June when the "the-rapist" Shaun Lotter effectively cut off visitation and trumped court ordered visitation with my children because I refused to take down a blog speaking about what was going on. Those blogs can be found here and here.
So this is how they are going to get me to shut up, huh? Incrementally shut down my show, my blogs, my free speech, my soul, the hearts and minds of my angels and myself?
Here is page 3 where they tell me how much all these "services" they are forcing at gunpoint are going to cost me:
(This is where you can hear our last phone call where she is trying to describe the benefit of the "services" they provide.)
Oh wow, that's sweet! They are going to charge me the going rate for their services I don't want or need to speak to my kidnapped children! Boy oh boy! Only 110-125 per session! YIPPIE! What a free american I am...we are so lucky to have all these people protecting us from ourselves at their exorbitant prices and ransom demands!
Need I go on and even waste ink or time describing why I WILL NOT COMPLY?
YOU KIDNAPPED MY CHILDREN AT GUNPOINT! YOU DESTROYED MY FAMILY!
YOU FALSELY ARREST EVERYONE WITNESSING YOUR HORRENDOUS ACTIONS AFTER BREAKING IN MY HOUSE WITH NO WARRANT, NO CHARGES, NO INVESTIGATION!
CHARGE 3 INNOCENT PEOPLE WITH "CRIMES" YOU MADE UP 24 HOURS AFTER THE FACT!
HOLD MY BABIES HOSTAGE AND USE THEM AS LEVERAGE TO SHUT ME UP!
ABUSE, NEGLECT AND MAL-NOURISH MY BABIES WHICH ARE EVIDENT IN THE PHOTOS...AND SO OBVIOUS THE JUDGE HAD TO ORDER NO MORE PHOTOS WHILE IN THEIR "CARE."
NOW YOU TELL ME I CAN PAY TO TALK TO THEM OVER THE PHONE, BUT NEVER SPEAK ABOUT THEM BEING FORCED TO BE IN YOUR CARE, NEVER TALK ABOUT WHAT I DISCUSS WITH MY ANGELS!
ARE YOU PEOPLE SMOKING CRACK???
ARE YOU PURPOSEFULLY TRYING TO GET ME TO SIGN SOMETHING YOU KNOW I WILL NOT COMPLY WITH SO THAT YOU FINALLY HAVE ME WITH A "CRIME" TO JUSTIFY YOUR ACTIONS?
See photos of how well taken care of my babies are after they protected them from their loving mother here!
See thousands of photos of our lovely life BEFORE the kidnapping here!
Sorry, I will not comply.
My children have never needed a the-rapist and as per your intake reports, they didn't need one when you stole them either.
My 850 dollar full day psychological evaluation came out CLEAN, no diagnosis', no issues, with a recommendation of sending my children home immediately. Interesting how that never made it to the judge.
READ IT HERE!
You tell my children that I don't love them and that's why I wasn't there to visit them and that's why they were sent away! Is this what you call protecting my children? Purposefully LYING to them while you continue to brainwash them untouched...then to tell me when I am in "visitation" with them that I'm not even allowed to discuss this case or anything related to it, including that it's not true that I wanted them "gone because I don't love them," as per your independent and sneaky, deceitful evaluation...?
KISS MY ASS!
Yeah, that's what I say to you baby snatching parasites out there! Your fraudulent family and juvenile courts who operate under whatever "law" they decide to make up that day...what kind of country are we in? That's right, Nancy Schaefer told us, she exposed you, but you KILLED her!
Note about "wiretapping"
Before you get all pissy about my recording these calls and meetings without your consent, READ THIS:
* That's me!"MissouriAn individual who is a party to a wire communication, or who has the consent of one of the parties to the communication*, can lawfully record it or disclose its contents, unless the person is intercepting the communication for the purpose of committing a criminal or tortious act. Mo. Rev. Stat. § 542.402. Recording or disclosing the contents of a wire communication by all other persons is a felony."
I consented to recording my calls with all representatives of these unlawful agencies that invaded my life, my home and my family without due process in order to prevent any further criminal acts by those acting unlawfully against my family and myself.
And for the record, I have no special technical abilities to do so...I put my phone on speaker and turned on my video camera. To date, there are no laws in place that say I can not video tape myself while talking on the phone.
I also have skype and pamela, which part of their free "service" they record time and day stamps of all outgoing and incoming calls since the beginning of the service.
Thank you for your services, I will not be needing them.
UPDATE:
I received a response from Eileen and I thank her for such a quick response:
I make it a practice not to go to other websites when clients send me something as you did. If you would like to e-mail me again with the reasons you are not signing in your e-mail, rather then sending me to another site, I would appreciate it. I am assuming that, since I would need these forms signed to set up a phone meeting between yourself and your daughter, that by not signing you are aware that I am not able to set up a phone session with yourself and your daughter. If you elect to sign the forms, or if you let me know directly what issue you have with the forms and there is a way to modify them that still meets my legal criteria, I will then be available to set up the call.Elaine O'Reilly
Okay, I will just copy and paste the blog with my response and update about this situation:
[blog posted here]
Specifically what I will not sign is the fact that I will not talk about this situation with anyone or update my posts about how my children are doing.
I will not sign something saying I will not record.
I will not be financially responsible for a forced "service" that I oppose.
Thank you,
Christie
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Special Edition Broadcast tonight!
Special Edition Broadcast tonight!
Next Episode - Saturday, November 13, 2010:
The Ego Deception
Special Edition Broadcast tonight! Louie Bee of Crotch Shot Radio http://crotchshotradio.com James Burns of Freedom Files http://freedomfiles.us/ and I are going to be clearing up the air here with some silly allegations that have been made about me by Chris Geo and Sheree Dill of Truth Frequency Radio after a series of attempts to reel me in to their deceptions and twisted sex fantasy. Background info: It all started when they invited me over, of course I didn't know that Sheree was bi and that they were going to BEG me to have sex with them...lol This is where it begins, in August. Then in September on my way home from the Wolf adventure, Sheree calls and practically begs me to come over, so I drive all the way down from the 40 to Dallas, 14 hours out of my way, instead of staying on the 40 to go straight home to walk into some serious drama, including more begging, propositions, because they said I was the only one who could save their relationship by having sex with them and lying down and allowing them to worship me like a goddess. So after staying up all night, they pretend that all is well, invite me to dinner, a very nice dinner I must admit, but I had no idea that accepting their dinner invitation would lead to expectations about having a threesome with them that night. I could tell Sheree really didn't want to do it with me because she feared Chris really loved me, so I asked Chris to leave the room and had a several hour conversation with her where she told me all the dynamics of their relationship (ones I did not see in my 5 days there with them) She said if I was just some random person she would love to and they both thanked me and said they respected me for not going through with it. Of course that didn't mean Geo didn't stop trying. Sheree took about 70 pills, 3 different kinds in an attempt to kill herself. I was supposed to be home but I felt it was more important to stay and help nurse her back to health. I mean how can someone walk out after someone does that. Of course I didn't want to involved police, hospitals, psychiatrists, etc, so I stayed and called my friend in Ohio who called her doctor for advice. She spent about 4 hours on the phone with us that day while Sheree was falling down the stairs locking herself the bathroom with a knife, pulling out plants, slamming things, destroying things, etc. We had my van packed twice that day. I was going to either take her home with me to help her get off the drugs and out of her abusive relationship, or to her mothers which would have been another 5 hours out of my way. When I told her she would not be able to bring her drugs with her to my house, she freaked out and decided she wanted to go to her parents since they would allow her and facilitate her drug abuse. It was so weird being there and seeing these people in these conditions, I mean really...don't they talk about infinite love and higher consciousness? Don't they expose the drugs and big pharma? hmmmmm...maybe it's time to practice what one preaches...? Anyway, after that, I really really had to go...Geo was still trying to convince me to smoke dmt and make out with him so he could worship me like a goddess, the epitomy of divine feminine he said and show me heaven. LOL Yeah right little boy..........so after going home, I found Sheree was still there. We had scheduled to do a show together about "Infinite Love" on September 27th. http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,5933.0.html then Chris message me 5 minutes before the start to informed me that Sheree had injured herself and he had to take her to the hospital. He did eventually join us about 20 minute before the end of the show as you will see in the archive...so we had to wing it last minute since I'm certainly not an expert on "infinite love" as Geo claims to be...thought it would be a good topic though. :-) Right after that, Sheree moved out again and kept in contact with a few of my friends, then ultimately asked Louie is I would forgive her and would add her on skype. I did that night and the chat is posted here: She divulges more insight in to what she endured with Chris http://truthbrigadelovesronpaul.blogspot.com/2010/11/drama-continnues-with-mr-infinite-love.html She went form wanting to do a show with us because they had brought the idea up about doing a female round table show on AFR. We invited her to join us occasionally as we are looking for a few different womens perspectives, she expressed how she would not take any more of Chris abuse and came on the phone with us. 7 people present. Then as you can see in the chat, her position changed, she obviously talked to Geo and he told her she couldn't do a show with us, come on baby, do a show with me, you're my twin flame...even though that is what he has been telling me the past couple months as I have been trying to ward off his advances, while professing his undying love for me. LOL After this he decided to contact people on the network, contact other people I have never heard of and ask them to harass me, contact me and Louie under different names, he grabbed at having over 15 fake profiles, then proceed to make posts about how I was chasing him, how I wanted to infiltrate his show and break up him and Sheree...LOL Of course the network knew since they wanted to fire him since August what he was doing, but Geo got his claws in to me while I was out of town so I didn't know what he was doing to the network on my month long vacation. They thought there was something wrong with me for allowing him to infiltrate my show, but they knew since they never had any problems with me, that maybe I could tone him down a bit and that he would chill out. They gave it a go, with Chris and I doing a show together occasionally, but the problems got worse. He even went so far as to try to change my schedule behind my back, meanwhile contacting other hosts on the network stirring up trouble with them. He then start to post scripts on his website about what supposedly happened and said that I was chasing him, that I was in love with , had sex with him, and made up a whole hollywood script about how I supposedly threatened him then put out a video showing HOW he spoofed out chat that never existed. So in retaliation, I decided to post all our REAL chats and some audios. This is what we are going to talk about tonight. here is where you can find all the blogs and audio: http://truthbrigadelovesronpaul.blogspot.com/ http://www.talkshoe.com/tc/90461
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Friday, November 12, 2010
Geo's Response to my Last Gentle NO
Who's Zooming Who?
http://truthbrigadelovesronpaul.blogspot.com/2010/11/whos-zooming-who.html[10/23/2010 12:03:36 AM] Chris Geo: well, I re-read what you wrote me
[10/23/2010 12:03:42 AM] Chris Geo: and it didn't hit me until the second time
[10/23/2010 12:03:52 AM] Chris Geo: and you like... called me out
[10/23/2010 12:03:54 AM] Chris Geo: to the T
[10/23/2010 12:04:00 AM] Chris Geo: so.... what do I have to do?
[10/23/2010 12:04:00 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: oops
[10/23/2010 12:04:03 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I'm sorry
[10/23/2010 12:04:11 AM] Chris Geo: it's ok. I needed it. It broke me.
[10/23/2010 12:04:27 AM] Chris Geo: I just started bursting into tears.
[10/23/2010 12:04:32 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I didn't mean to, I'm sorry...
[10/23/2010 12:04:34 AM] Chris Geo: so I guess that's the negative energy starting to be released
[10/23/2010 12:04:41 AM] Chris Geo: what do I do now?
[10/23/2010 12:04:55 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: well, it depends, what do you want?
[10/23/2010 12:04:55 AM] Chris Geo: we can talk abotu it later
[10/23/2010 12:05:00 AM] Chris Geo: I don't want to bring you down
[10/23/2010 12:05:19 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I'm okay, jsut had a nice long chat with my girlfriend, sh'es getting a healing tomorrow...so I'm glad for her!
[10/23/2010 12:05:26 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I think it would be a very good idea for you too
[10/23/2010 12:05:34 AM] Chris Geo: yea, I'm definitely doing it
[10/23/2010 12:05:37 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I think there is an attachment......
[10/23/2010 12:05:43 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: well do you really want me to be honest with you?
[10/23/2010 12:05:44 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:05:46 AM] Chris Geo: yes
[10/23/2010 12:05:49 AM] Chris Geo: please
[10/23/2010 12:05:50 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you sure?
[10/23/2010 12:05:52 AM] Chris Geo: yes
[10/23/2010 12:05:54 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you won't be mad at me? lol
[10/23/2010 12:05:56 AM] Chris Geo: no
[10/23/2010 12:06:12 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: okay, I think your attachments are to the material plane
[10/23/2010 12:06:18 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: the senses...
[10/23/2010 12:06:22 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: it's not coming from you
[10/23/2010 12:06:36 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: but you are allowing it to occupy you
[10/23/2010 12:06:55 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I think you ahve attchment from past lives that follow you, hence the zach buddy who came in when you were a child
[10/23/2010 12:07:00 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he feeds off life force
[10/23/2010 12:07:07 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: yours and anyone else he can occupt or entice
[10/23/2010 12:07:15 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: occupy
[10/23/2010 12:07:35 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he has been very pleased, but is keeping you freom being where you want to be
[10/23/2010 12:08:20 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I think there is an addiction, but you don't quite see it that way right now...yes, I know you believe sex is the cure all answer and route to god, but the truth is you are using it as a mask
[10/23/2010 12:08:29 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: a way to suppress and not deal with the raw heart of the emotions
[10/23/2010 12:08:38 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so zach feeds your ego
[10/23/2010 12:08:40 AM] Chris Geo: I know
[10/23/2010 12:08:41 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: and sensual desires
[10/23/2010 12:08:44 AM] Chris Geo: I know
[10/23/2010 12:08:49 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: and you can blame him if you want to
[10/23/2010 12:08:57 AM] Chris Geo: I have sexual desires that are not mine. I know they are not mine.
[10/23/2010 12:09:00 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: kind of liek the proverbial "the devil made me do it"
[10/23/2010 12:09:27 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: yes, and there's nothing wrong with simply having those desires..........BUT it will not cure or heal anything when not being done in a pure manner
[10/23/2010 12:09:50 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so if you really want to know what I think, I think you need to banish zach...and reclaim your pieces
[10/23/2010 12:09:56 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: anyone who is holding on to a piece of your soul
[10/23/2010 12:10:00 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: any control issues
[10/23/2010 12:10:10 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: over you or from you...release all....
[10/23/2010 12:10:12 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: say it outloud
[10/23/2010 12:10:16 AM] Chris Geo: we're being honest?
[10/23/2010 12:10:23 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I am done with you ego, I know who you are, you are that little reptilian dude
[10/23/2010 12:10:28 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you are not allowed oin my sphere
[10/23/2010 12:10:36 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: tell them to go away and reclaim yourself
[10/23/2010 12:10:41 AM] Chris Geo: I am afriad to let him go. he makes sure bad shit doesn't happen and everything is good.. as long as I feed him what he wants
[10/23/2010 12:10:48 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I understand
[10/23/2010 12:10:54 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he tried to entice me that night
[10/23/2010 12:10:59 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: and told me I was oging to jail if I don't
[10/23/2010 12:11:08 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he said he would protect me
[10/23/2010 12:11:09 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:11:11 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: total lie
[10/23/2010 12:11:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: but that's what they do
[10/23/2010 12:11:21 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so I understand you being afraid to release him...
[10/23/2010 12:11:23 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: BUT
[10/23/2010 12:11:30 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that's where the REAL healing begins. :)
[10/23/2010 12:11:34 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that's where the fun begons :)
[10/23/2010 12:11:37 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: YOU can do itQ!
[10/23/2010 12:11:40 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: You don't need a crutch!
[10/23/2010 12:11:54 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you don't need to be in fear of a thing....you can let him go and feed YOUR soul
[10/23/2010 12:12:01 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you are not feeding your soul no matter how much sex you get
[10/23/2010 12:12:01 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: now
[10/23/2010 12:12:02 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: why?
[10/23/2010 12:12:08 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: beause it's all going to him
[10/23/2010 12:12:17 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he is sucking your energy dry and anyone you come in contact with
[10/23/2010 12:12:34 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: especially women..................who accept those demons...................which could be a reason Sheree was tripping the way she was
[10/23/2010 12:12:35 AM] Chris Geo: I know. I feel worn down all the time.
[10/23/2010 12:12:41 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: yeah, I'm sorry......
[10/23/2010 12:12:52 AM] Chris Geo: it is what it is
[10/23/2010 12:12:55 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: :)
[10/23/2010 12:12:57 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: it's all good
[10/23/2010 12:12:57 AM] Chris Geo: but I'll do whatever I have to do
[10/23/2010 12:13:04 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: look man, if I can do it, ANYONE can!
[10/23/2010 12:13:28 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: for reasl, I'm nothing special, it's really aseasy as saying it and meaning it....then kleeping up the workl and dedication too not allow him to trick himself back in
[10/23/2010 12:13:32 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he will come in many forms
[10/23/2010 12:13:39 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: many business deals, friends, associates, etc....
[10/23/2010 12:13:41 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: to tempt you
[10/23/2010 12:13:47 AM] Chris Geo: I really love you in a way I've never felt about anyone before. I've never wanted to share my soul with somebody. I'm sorry I'm not ready. I want to be ready.
[10/23/2010 12:14:07 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: :)
[10/23/2010 12:14:16 AM] Chris Geo: I wish you would have told me this earler
[10/23/2010 12:14:19 AM] Chris Geo: earlier
[10/23/2010 12:14:30 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: told you what?
[10/23/2010 12:14:33 AM] Chris Geo: all of this
[10/23/2010 12:14:37 AM] Chris Geo: everything
[10/23/2010 12:14:48 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: well, what could I ahve said...? It's not my job...lol
[10/23/2010 12:14:53 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I mean unless you ask....
[10/23/2010 12:14:53 AM] Chris Geo: everything you told me today. It would have saved me weeks of frustration and heart ache :P
[10/23/2010 12:15:32 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I"m sorry, I hope that people will find out on their own, I guess, I don't like to unduely influence someone who doesn't want what I might have to say....AND I don't want to hurt anyone...I'm sorry...
[10/23/2010 12:15:44 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I'm glad you're asking though, because I Was wondering, how do I tell you, should I even waste my time?
[10/23/2010 12:16:18 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I know the good Chris, but the ZachChris is a bit over bearing and arrogant and immature...which is okay...it's appropriate considering... :)
[10/23/2010 12:16:34 AM] Chris Geo: I know. It's not the first time I've heard that
[10/23/2010 12:16:39 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so I Don't want to over step my bounds and it took me a fwe to really soak it up and understand
[10/23/2010 12:17:06 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that ewxperience I had last week with Zach, I'm not even sure I told you the whole thing, if I forgot to ell you about the jail part and the fear part
[10/23/2010 12:17:09 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: he was trying to play me
[10/23/2010 12:17:15 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: but it took me a while to process it.........
[10/23/2010 12:17:37 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so..........what am I supposed to do? I allow you and everyone to be who they are? What was I suposed to tell you? lol
[10/23/2010 12:17:48 AM] Chris Geo: he's been out of control since I talked to Sakti
[10/23/2010 12:18:00 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: oh yeah, because he knows she can kick his ass if you won't :)
[10/23/2010 12:18:01 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: BUT
[10/23/2010 12:18:03 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: this is the problem
[10/23/2010 12:18:19 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: IF YOU DONT DO THE WORK HE WILL COME BACK....WITH 7 buddies...................
[10/23/2010 12:18:22 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so.................
[10/23/2010 12:18:32 AM] Chris Geo: what do I have to do?
[10/23/2010 12:18:45 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that is the reason I ahd to stop helping Brad, he never did the work, would come to me, blah blah blah...........after a while I ahd to say no more...
[10/23/2010 12:19:01 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: Well, Sakti talked about spiritual purity tonight...
[10/23/2010 12:19:04 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that's one thing
[10/23/2010 12:19:11 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: but you must WILL him gone?
[10/23/2010 12:19:15 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: are you ready to say goodbye?
[10/23/2010 12:19:18 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that's 17 years of your life
[10/23/2010 12:19:28 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: if you don't relaly mean it, he will come back
[10/23/2010 12:19:33 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so......................that's the first step
[10/23/2010 12:19:35 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: make the decision
[10/23/2010 12:19:40 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: decide what you REALLY want
[10/23/2010 12:19:49 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: if you want him to go, don't just ask him, tell him
[10/23/2010 12:19:59 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: and tell him I or Sakti will come after his ass...lol just kidding
[10/23/2010 12:20:04 AM] Chris Geo: haha
[10/23/2010 12:20:15 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: but really mean it, he is not allowed to affect your sphere, any of it
[10/23/2010 12:20:27 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: not your property, not your soul, not your friends, not your whatever..............
[10/23/2010 12:20:32 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: say it ouyt loud
[10/23/2010 12:20:36 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: with your heart, your soul
[10/23/2010 12:20:42 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: cry if you have to
[10/23/2010 12:20:45 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: scream if you have to
[10/23/2010 12:21:11 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: get thee behind me, you are not welcome in my sphere...go back where you came from!
[10/23/2010 12:21:23 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: then do what you can to clean out your body, your temple....
[10/23/2010 12:21:32 AM] Chris Geo: do you want to hear something strange? All of my ex girlfriends ex boyfriends names were Zach for the past 15 years
[10/23/2010 12:21:41 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: slow baby steps, if you want me to give you a regimine, I can..
[10/23/2010 12:21:43 AM] Chris Geo: I just realizedt aht
[10/23/2010 12:21:47 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: wow, weird
[10/23/2010 12:21:54 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I've never had a Zach :)
[10/23/2010 12:22:04 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: maybe a Chris...
[10/23/2010 12:22:05 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:22:08 AM] Chris Geo: Sheree's babies daddy :P is Zach
[10/23/2010 12:22:11 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: wow
[10/23/2010 12:22:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: intersting
[10/23/2010 12:22:18 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you see how he's running your life
[10/23/2010 12:22:18 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: ?
[10/23/2010 12:22:21 AM] Chris Geo: yea. Anthoulas ex boyfriend, Zach
[10/23/2010 12:22:22 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: that's not a coincidnece
[10/23/2010 12:22:27 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you are being controlled by another realm
[10/23/2010 12:22:30 AM] Chris Geo: Ambers ex boyfriend... Zach
[10/23/2010 12:22:31 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: this is not the physical plane
[10/23/2010 12:22:35 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so that's good...you're not a fed
[10/23/2010 12:22:36 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:22:41 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you're just slightly possessed...lol
[10/23/2010 12:22:44 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: :)
[10/23/2010 12:22:49 AM] Chris Geo: of course I'm not a fed
[10/23/2010 12:22:50 AM] Chris Geo: :P
[10/23/2010 12:22:50 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: :D
[10/23/2010 12:22:52 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I know that
[10/23/2010 12:22:53 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:22:56 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: just funning with you :)
[10/23/2010 12:23:06 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you're a good guy, I see your heart, everyone does...........
[10/23/2010 12:23:15 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: BUT, you need to decide what do you really want?
[10/23/2010 12:23:16 AM] Chris Geo: I know. :) A lot of people sya that
[10/23/2010 12:23:29 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: do you really want the path or do you want to just talk about it....either choice is okay, it's up to you!
[10/23/2010 12:23:40 AM] Chris Geo: well you know what they say...
[10/23/2010 12:23:42 AM] Chris Geo: those who can't...
[10/23/2010 12:23:44 AM] Chris Geo: teach
[10/23/2010 12:23:47 AM] Chris Geo: hehehe
[10/23/2010 12:23:53 AM] Chris Geo: I'm joking
[10/23/2010 12:23:55 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:24:20 AM] Chris Geo: yes, I want to do whatever it takes to not have to come back to this god forsaken plane again
[10/23/2010 12:24:31 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: demand he goes now!:)
[10/23/2010 12:24:35 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: spend all weekend doing that
[10/23/2010 12:25:24 AM] Chris Geo: I had 7 demons
[10/23/2010 12:25:31 AM] Chris Geo: the first time I did ayahuasca
[10/23/2010 12:25:35 AM] Chris Geo: I saw them
[10/23/2010 12:25:46 AM] Chris Geo: and I chased them in the astral plane with a sword and cut their heads off
[10/23/2010 12:25:52 AM] Chris Geo: but I couldn't get to zach
[10/23/2010 12:26:08 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: oh nice....so you know about demon slaying
[10/23/2010 12:26:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: practice makes perfect :)
[10/23/2010 12:26:18 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so is that what you REALLY want?
[10/23/2010 12:26:20 AM] Chris Geo: yes. I need to take ayahuasca again
[10/23/2010 12:26:24 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: have Sakti help you............?
[10/23/2010 12:26:29 AM] Chris Geo: it's been a LONG time since I've done it
[10/23/2010 12:26:29 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I would like to take it again too...
[10/23/2010 12:26:36 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you need to teach me how to do it
[10/23/2010 12:26:48 AM] Chris Geo: doesn't love kill the demon?
[10/23/2010 12:26:57 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: well, yes, BUT
[10/23/2010 12:26:59 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: what is love?
[10/23/2010 12:27:07 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: it's not sex and it's not lust :)
[10/23/2010 12:27:11 AM] Chris Geo: I know
[10/23/2010 12:27:16 AM] Chris Geo: that's not what I'm talking about
[10/23/2010 12:27:18 AM] Chris Geo: you know that
[10/23/2010 12:27:37 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: so LOVE yourself and disconnect him from your life
[10/23/2010 12:28:19 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: LOVE yourself by getting enough sleep
[10/23/2010 12:28:21 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: some sunshine
[10/23/2010 12:28:25 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: some nutrition
[10/23/2010 12:28:27 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: some good water
[10/23/2010 12:28:30 AM] Chris Geo: I know. I have a lot of work to do. It starts tomorrow. The new existance in a new place with a gym just a few feet away and solitude
[10/23/2010 12:28:39 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: yup, you can do it
[10/23/2010 12:28:58 AM] Chris Geo: maybe that's why they told you "not yet"
[10/23/2010 12:29:01 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: out door..sunshine
[10/23/2010 12:29:11 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: I can see in your eyes, he is dragging you down
[10/23/2010 12:29:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: we can feel him
[10/23/2010 12:29:19 AM] Chris Geo: we?
[10/23/2010 12:29:20 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: ask him to move on
[10/23/2010 12:29:35 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: we as in me and my helpers...
[10/23/2010 12:29:37 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: spirit
[10/23/2010 12:29:42 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: snickers even
[10/23/2010 12:29:42 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:30:38 AM] Chris Geo: ok
[10/23/2010 12:30:47 AM] Chris Geo: thank you
[10/23/2010 12:30:51 AM] Chris Geo: I won't disappoint you
[10/23/2010 12:30:57 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: make it a point to go outside everyday at least an hour.
[10/23/2010 12:31:00 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: take your shoes off
[10/23/2010 12:31:03 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: ground yourself
[10/23/2010 12:31:10 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: put your feet in the dirt, the grass
[10/23/2010 12:31:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: the clay, whatever you have
[10/23/2010 12:31:19 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: sit with your back up to a tree
[10/23/2010 12:31:23 AM] Chris Geo: the concrete or the carpet?
[10/23/2010 12:31:26 AM] Chris Geo: hehehe
[10/23/2010 12:31:27 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:31:41 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: drink your gallon of water each day
[10/23/2010 12:31:42 AM] Chris Geo: I was actually sitting with my back to a tree when Iwas talking to you on the phone earlier
[10/23/2010 12:31:46 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: PURE SPRING WATER :)
[10/23/2010 12:31:48 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: nice
[10/23/2010 12:32:19 AM] Chris Geo: did you listen tot hat clip by any chance?
[10/23/2010 12:32:25 AM] Chris Geo: when you get a chance, please do
[10/23/2010 12:32:25 AM] Chris Geo: :)
[10/23/2010 12:32:35 AM] Chris Geo: I hope that was one step in teh right direction
[10/23/2010 12:32:35 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: oh no, I forgot, I'm sorry..........I had to switch skypes and then I realized, shit...opps
[10/23/2010 12:32:42 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: okay, I will, sorry
[10/23/2010 12:32:44 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: Louie called
[10/23/2010 12:32:52 AM] Chris Geo: just now?
[10/23/2010 12:33:00 AM] Chris Geo: oh, later
[10/23/2010 12:33:10 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: now :)
[10/23/2010 12:33:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: you want to chat?
[10/23/2010 12:33:19 AM] Chris Geo: sure :)
[10/23/2010 12:33:22 AM] Chris Geo: if you'd like
[10/23/2010 12:33:27 AM] Chris Geo: unless you want to talk to him
[10/23/2010 12:33:37 AM] Chris Geo: we really have been going off the fucking wall lately
[10/23/2010 12:33:42 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:33:47 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: as long as youre having fun...
[10/23/2010 12:33:54 AM] Chris Geo: no. that's not right
[10/23/2010 12:33:57 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:34:03 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: oh, I thought I was a drama queen?
[10/23/2010 12:34:12 AM] Chris Geo: that was zach
[10/23/2010 12:34:14 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: lol
[10/23/2010 12:34:15 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: dick
[10/23/2010 12:34:18 AM] Chris Geo: i know
[10/23/2010 12:34:21 AM] TruthBrigadeDOTcom: :D
[10/23/2010 1:06:41 AM] Chris Geo: thank you
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Demons and Sex don't Mix!
[10/23/2010 5:40:54 PM] Chris Geo: I'm scared.
[10/23/2010 5:41:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: really?
[10/23/2010 5:41:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: nothing to fear INCLUDING fear itself
[10/23/2010 5:41:26 PM] Chris Geo: doesn't being aware of these entities make you that much more suseptable?
[10/23/2010 5:41:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: actually, quite the opposite
[10/23/2010 5:41:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: many people don't know they exist
[10/23/2010 5:41:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so they get sucked on even more........
[10/23/2010 5:42:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the ones that know know what to look for so can prevent it or remove immediately if they so choose
[10/23/2010 5:42:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: had I known what was on my heart, I guearantee you it wouldn't be there...
[10/23/2010 5:42:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/23/2010 5:42:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now I know what to look for
[10/23/2010 5:42:38 PM] Chris Geo: but how do you keep them away?
[10/23/2010 5:42:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: of course that was done to me as a child, so I went my whole liife winthout knowing or even knowing what to look for...jsut knew something was off
[10/23/2010 5:42:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, spiritual purity :)
[10/23/2010 5:43:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we did a show once about the 8 steps to spiritual purity
[10/23/2010 5:43:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I can find that for you or we can go more indepth on another show...
[10/23/2010 5:43:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you won't like the answer from me...I promise
[10/23/2010 5:43:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/23/2010 5:43:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's all the things you know you should do, but don't really want to....................
[10/23/2010 5:43:50 PM] Chris Geo: like what? not have sex?
[10/23/2010 5:44:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, that is one....for now, to learn to detach from that and reharness your power that you forgot you have
[10/23/2010 5:44:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Zach was a patch, a replacement, a fake
[10/23/2010 5:44:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's not true power
[10/23/2010 5:44:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: a sucker
[10/23/2010 5:44:34 PM] Chris Geo: ok but what about this...
[10/23/2010 5:44:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: to prevent you
[10/23/2010 5:44:52 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and that's only one aspect
[10/23/2010 5:44:56 PM] Chris Geo: sex is the greatest gift God gave us. It's the deepest love two people can share.
[10/23/2010 5:45:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes
[10/23/2010 5:45:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: when used properly
[10/23/2010 5:45:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you ahve never had proper sex...no disrespect, but zach has been with you since you were 14, right? that means you ahve never had sex without him
[10/23/2010 5:45:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/23/2010 5:45:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so...............
[10/23/2010 5:45:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: this will opne up the world you are looking for
[10/23/2010 5:45:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: TRUE POWER FROM SEX
[10/23/2010 5:45:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but you cannot fake it
[10/23/2010 5:45:46 PM] Chris Geo: I want tantric spiritual sex
[10/23/2010 5:45:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's what the illuminati wants you to do
[10/23/2010 5:45:50 PM] Chris Geo: with somebody I love
[10/23/2010 5:46:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, you wil have it, but not till you are completely clean
[10/23/2010 5:46:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you can have the fake versions
[10/23/2010 5:46:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: for sure
[10/23/2010 5:46:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and it can feel okay
[10/23/2010 5:46:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: hence when men say any sex is good sex
[10/23/2010 5:46:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's just physical
[10/23/2010 5:46:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you want the higher realms you ahve to be clean and pure
[10/23/2010 5:46:30 PM] Chris Geo: I'm tired of that kind of sex
[10/23/2010 5:46:38 PM] Chris Geo: I dont' even look at porn anymore
[10/23/2010 5:46:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: then it's time to do something idfferent
[10/23/2010 5:46:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/23/2010 5:46:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you can do it
[10/23/2010 5:46:47 PM] Chris Geo: but let me ask you this...
[10/23/2010 5:46:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: work on small steps rigth now
[10/23/2010 5:46:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: start with your body
[10/23/2010 5:46:53 PM] Chris Geo: what about the physical need for sex?
[10/23/2010 5:46:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: your helath
[10/23/2010 5:46:59 PM] Chris Geo: you know when you're pregnant?
[10/23/2010 5:47:02 PM] Chris Geo: same concept
[10/23/2010 5:47:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well...that's a myth...........mind over matter
[10/23/2010 5:47:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's a physical desire that one can overcome
[10/23/2010 5:47:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and direct it appropriately
[10/23/2010 5:47:29 PM] Chris Geo: hmmm
[10/23/2010 5:47:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: pretending to have that sex with someone will not open the doors you are seeking
[10/23/2010 5:47:49 PM] Chris Geo: please forgive me for being crude but I'm not sure how to phrase this
[10/23/2010 5:47:52 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/23/2010 5:48:01 PM] Chris Geo: testicals literally swell up with fluid that has to be released
[10/23/2010 5:48:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: tha'ts not true
[10/23/2010 5:48:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you transform it :)
[10/23/2010 5:48:12 PM] Chris Geo: but it is.
[10/23/2010 5:48:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: into energy :)
[10/23/2010 5:48:21 PM] Chris Geo: When I dont' ahve sex for a while, my balls ACHE
[10/23/2010 5:48:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and you become even MORE energized
[10/23/2010 5:48:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I understnad, but that is an illusion
[10/23/2010 5:48:29 PM] Chris Geo: not sex.. just getting off
[10/23/2010 5:48:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you really think you need to listen to your dick? is your dick smarter and more powerful than your mind and your heart?
[10/23/2010 5:49:01 PM] Chris Geo: brb gotta put the clothes in the dryer
[10/23/2010 5:50:38 PM] Christie Aphrodite: see, that is what THEY want you to think...my dick speaks so I need sex now, that is the only thing that will cure me...lol SEX is NOT INFINITE LOVE.... :) neither is sex love, having sex with the wrong people in the wrong circumstances in the wrong time will only further feed the best
[10/23/2010 5:51:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: if you want what you want, you must do the work to get there :) and that means learning to overcome that frivolus whimsical physical desire and mastering that flow...directing it to whereever you need...
[10/23/2010 5:51:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I will find something for you to read......
[10/23/2010 5:51:34 PM] Chris Geo: I'll do the work
[10/23/2010 5:51:38 PM] Chris Geo: will you wait for me to get there?
[10/23/2010 5:52:07 PM] Chris Geo: here is the thing too though. I haven't had any contact with anyone else in about a month.
[10/23/2010 5:52:07 PM] *** Christie Aphrodite sent Tantric_20Secrets_20393.pdf ***
[10/23/2010 5:52:28 PM] Chris Geo: Yea, I talk a lot of sht on Louie's show. But really, I'm not seeing anyone. I haven't even had so much a a comforting hug
[10/23/2010 5:53:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and there you will find you don't NEED it.....you may want it, but when you clean out the cobwebs so to speak, you will be able to realize what you desire :)
[10/23/2010 5:53:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: on a pure level
[10/23/2010 5:53:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the need to say those things on Louie's show will even go away
[10/23/2010 5:53:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: even those thoughts
[10/23/2010 5:53:46 PM] Chris Geo: but I feel like I'm missing a rib
[10/23/2010 5:54:10 PM] Chris Geo: metaphorically speaking of course
[10/23/2010 5:54:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: isn't god greater than that?
[10/23/2010 5:54:24 PM] Chris Geo: honestly?
[10/23/2010 5:54:31 PM] Christie Aphrodite: GOD is INFINITE LOVE! LOVE IS GOD! LOVE WILL OVERCOME YOUR PHYSICAL DESIRES :)
[10/23/2010 5:54:33 PM] Chris Geo: the love of God is the love of a a good woman
[10/23/2010 5:54:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you may feel that now, but even that is subject to change...so let it... :)
[10/23/2010 5:54:59 PM] Chris Geo: ok. I trust you.
[10/23/2010 5:55:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you can either hange the universe/god to fit your perception or you can change your mind to fit go :)
[10/23/2010 5:55:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: god/universe
[10/23/2010 5:55:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/23/2010 5:55:38 PM] Chris Geo: I just feel like I'm spitting in God's face by denying to enjoy the greatest gift he gave us. The ability to make love.
[10/23/2010 5:55:47 PM] Chris Geo: but there is plenty of time
[10/23/2010 5:55:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's not love Chris
[10/23/2010 5:55:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: how many times has your sex been with love?
[10/23/2010 5:55:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: be honest
[10/23/2010 5:56:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are attached to the illusion that you know
[10/23/2010 5:56:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but that is not the whole truth
[10/23/2010 5:56:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: be willing to accept that possibility
[10/23/2010 5:56:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is more out there, I promise
[10/23/2010 5:56:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's way better than you can imagine right now with the physical attachments :)
[10/23/2010 5:56:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: WAY BETTER :)
[10/23/2010 5:56:51 PM] Chris Geo: ok. I trust you.
[10/23/2010 5:57:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: god doesn't want people to fuck like jackrabbits and have unconsious sex.............that's satan/devil/demons/illuminat/whatever.........
[10/23/2010 5:57:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: god wants you to fuck like jackrabbits with HIM/GOD/GODDES/LOVE
[10/23/2010 5:57:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/23/2010 5:58:16 PM] Chris Geo: I find that flawed, so let me get your take on this idea
[10/23/2010 5:58:23 PM] Chris Geo: if that were true. the species would end
[10/23/2010 5:58:32 PM] Chris Geo: because nobody would be making love or children
[10/23/2010 5:58:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what klind os epcies are we building?
[10/23/2010 5:58:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: a clone speices
[10/23/2010 5:58:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: iunconsious species
[10/23/2010 5:58:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: why?
[10/23/2010 5:58:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: unconsious sex
[10/23/2010 5:58:52 PM] Christie Aphrodite: why is there stds?
[10/23/2010 5:58:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: unconsious sex
[10/23/2010 5:58:57 PM] Christie Aphrodite: unwanted pregnanacies
[10/23/2010 5:59:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: unconsious sex
[10/23/2010 5:59:04 PM] Chris Geo: because they are manufactured by the drug companies
[10/23/2010 5:59:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: with real LOVE and God in our sex that all goes away
[10/23/2010 5:59:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you ahve as much sex as you want, but if you choose to do it in unclean state, it will only reap more uncleanliness and your children will be the poffspring of those demons
[10/23/2010 6:00:00 PM] Chris Geo: ok. I can understand that
[10/23/2010 6:00:16 PM] Chris Geo: I thought you were implying that we have to be celebant (however you spell it:P)
[10/23/2010 6:00:21 PM] Chris Geo: celebate
[10/23/2010 6:00:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: nope, not at all
[10/23/2010 6:00:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: God wants you to have sex
[10/23/2010 6:00:26 PM] Chris Geo: oh. ok.
[10/23/2010 6:00:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: foir sure
[10/23/2010 6:00:31 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but CONSIOUS SEX
[10/23/2010 6:00:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: not unconsious
[10/23/2010 6:00:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: tell me when your sex life has worked out for you
[10/23/2010 6:00:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: when have you been fulfilled?
[10/23/2010 6:00:59 PM] Chris Geo: never
[10/23/2010 6:01:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly
[10/23/2010 6:01:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: isn't it time to try something different?
[10/23/2010 6:01:11 PM] Chris Geo: I've always gotten bored and wanted something different
[10/23/2010 6:01:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: a different woman won't give you that
[10/23/2010 6:01:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yup
[10/23/2010 6:01:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's not outside of you
[10/23/2010 6:01:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's within you :)
[10/23/2010 6:01:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's not the owman
[10/23/2010 6:01:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: woman
[10/23/2010 6:01:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that can give that to you
[10/23/2010 6:01:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you have to give that to you, THEN come together with a woman
[10/23/2010 6:01:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: not until then
[10/23/2010 6:01:52 PM] Christie Aphrodite: IF you really want what you say you want
[10/23/2010 6:02:01 PM] Chris Geo: yea, I really do
[10/23/2010 6:02:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so I suggest working on the addiction to the physical somewhat pleausre of sex.....over come that, transform that...keep yourself clean in all areas............. :)
[10/23/2010 6:02:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: God is bigger than any physical realm addiction
[10/23/2010 6:02:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you can have it all! :)
[10/23/2010 6:10:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4512.0.html
[10/23/2010 6:10:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, I need to finish getting ready, I'm late
[10/23/2010 6:10:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: talk soon :)
Hmmm....so who is pressuring who?
