Thursday, November 11, 2010

The Drama Continues with Mr infinite Love

Apparently my last warning didn't work. Ego has decided to completely fabricate stories to spread to his "followers" to try to cover his reputation. Since I don't have the time or the desire to respond to all the ridiculous allegations, because anyone who matters already knows what happened since they were informed or present as these events took place, so I just want to post my response to ego's latest blog about what I supposedly did to him, his show his relationship and completley MADE up and FAKE skype conversation to post!!!
This is great...but here is our REAL last conversation:

Since I doubt he will allow my response, I'm going to post it here for posterity.
The next blog will contain geo's pleas along with audios of what REALLY happened.

Stay tuned..........

Nope, I'm not going to sit back and let you lie about me like this!
Why don't you tell people what really happened Geo? Did you forget Julia was on the phone while you drove Sheree to suicide with your abuse?
Too bad you couldn't have just kept I will enjoy exposing you and handing everything over to those interested in making the Geo deception.

My reply to Chris (Castillo) Geo of Truth Frequency Radio who likes to use people and their names to give him a bigger ego:

Are you seriously going to lie like that and completely fabricate conversations?

Well, the thing is, I pdf'd our chats immediately and sent them to several people for preservation, so go ahead and make up what you will ego...LOL
You are totally acting like the way, I heard when you called Louie, in fact Danny I were sitting there listening in! I bet you don't know he recorded it and is dying to post your calls with you crying about me and how much you love me.
Now you're trying to make it look like we had sex?!?!? In your many times did you BEG me??? How many times did you say I was the perfect woman for you and you needed to worship me like a goddess...YOU SICK PUKE! You are just like jim stach, jeff schwilk and the rest of the misogynists!
I love that you showed your true colors and I love that I was on to you from the start. Sorry, your silly line and pressure didn't work with me...I'm not a drugged up demon worshipper.
You know I QUIT your show and that YOU tried to infiltrate MY show, everyone knew that, that's why they confronted me with YOU there, so that I knew you were working behind my back. :-)
Anyway, you really are begging for it so here you go...a dose of truth!

Here is the chat where you allege that I supposedly outed you for kiddie porn. You might want to check with your angel of light this week...

[10/29/2010 11:04:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: how are you doing?
[10/29/2010 11:04:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: (F)
[10/29/2010 11:05:10 PM] sheree.dill: i'm doing pain, but workin on that one
[10/29/2010 11:05:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh good...everything going okay?
[10/29/2010 11:05:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: looking up?
[10/29/2010 11:05:29 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, definitely
[10/29/2010 11:05:31 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/29/2010 11:05:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good for you! :)
[10/29/2010 11:06:07 PM] sheree.dill: i'm sorry if i hurt your feelings with what i said back when things were going bad with youknowwho
[10/29/2010 11:08:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's okay...I know it was fueled and I know how you were feeling...Chris is very manipulative and I'm sure despite all the times I said NO he was still fueling his fantasy of what was going on....his little buddy Zach has taken total control and I believe is the reason you felt you needed to go on those fucked up you know that when having sex with a man who has demons that he is not only implanting the woman, but also SUCKING HER LIFE FORCE DRY?
[10/29/2010 11:09:04 PM] sheree.dill: no wonder i felt so much better the day after i came home
[10/29/2010 11:09:12 PM] sheree.dill: even though i'm lonely a lot of the time
[10/29/2010 11:09:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I understnad, but you are getting stronger! :)(
[10/29/2010 11:09:26 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i am
[10/29/2010 11:09:29 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/29/2010 11:09:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you don't need a man
[10/29/2010 11:09:58 PM] sheree.dill: i know, and i don't really want sex from anyone anymore...not even myself, lol
[10/29/2010 11:10:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:10:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, when it's your time
[10/29/2010 11:10:09 PM] sheree.dill: i don't know if that's too healthy or not, but i don't care
[10/29/2010 11:10:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but not before then :)
[10/29/2010 11:10:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: nothing wrong with taking time to get to know yourself :)
[10/29/2010 11:10:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and cleanse from that experience :)
[10/29/2010 11:11:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we were thinking of a new show on the network...
[10/29/2010 11:11:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: 9-11 sunday night
[10/29/2010 11:11:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:13:26 PM] sheree.dill: who are you thinking?
[10/29/2010 11:13:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:13:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: take a guess
[10/29/2010 11:13:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:14:31 PM] sheree.dill: you and louie? lol
[10/29/2010 11:14:32 PM] sheree.dill: jk
[10/29/2010 11:14:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: how do you feel about doing a show?
[10/29/2010 11:17:20 PM] sheree.dill: i would love to...i've got a great story to start off with, and i think that we'd make a great team if I could do the exposing the lies about mainstream medicine and you'd be great at integrating the healing aspect of it--kind of a health-related'd be kind of hard to find guests, but i'm good at medical terminology and can decipher a scientific journal paper better than anyone i know who's not a doctor
[10/29/2010 11:17:22 PM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/29/2010 11:18:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, we were thinking either you could do a show if you want..........OR then Danny suggested that we do a female roudtable....3 -4 women or so shooting the shit, talking about whatever....
[10/29/2010 11:18:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: AND
[10/29/2010 11:18:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: if you would like to cohost with me on some shows...?
[10/29/2010 11:18:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: on my new show, butterfly effect radio :)
[10/29/2010 11:19:02 PM] sheree.dill: that'd be great! give me a few weeks, my grandparents are starting up a new ministry for pastors and their families, and i'm trying to help them out with it
[10/29/2010 11:19:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: NICE! :)
[10/29/2010 11:19:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and we won't force you to do something you don't want to d
[10/29/2010 11:19:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:19:23 PM] sheree.dill: wonderful
[10/29/2010 11:19:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: won't make you say something you don't want to talk about
[10/29/2010 11:19:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:19:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are free to be you
[10/29/2010 11:19:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:19:34 PM] sheree.dill: awesome, that'd be a breath of fresh air
[10/29/2010 11:19:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I just set up a doctor to come on every monday night on our show
[10/29/2010 11:19:56 PM] sheree.dill: oh wow, AWESOME!
[10/29/2010 11:20:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I thyink you will like all our health show archives, vaccines, herbs, etc..
[10/29/2010 11:20:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he charges thousands for his teleseminars, but he's going to do it all on our show
[10/29/2010 11:20:32 PM] sheree.dill: sounds great!
[10/29/2010 11:20:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: awesome!@
[10/29/2010 11:20:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what do you think?
[10/29/2010 11:20:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you want to do your own show too on the weekend, or would you prefer a roundtable of females?
[10/29/2010 11:21:23 PM] sheree.dill: i think a roundtable would be better, at first at least
[10/29/2010 11:21:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: alrigth then...I know some great women and a femal shaman, a REAL shaman, not just the hey baby, your a goddess, smoke some dmt with me and get naked'
[10/29/2010 11:21:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:21:58 PM] sheree.dill: NICE
[10/29/2010 11:22:02 PM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/29/2010 11:22:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is soooo much more to the words chris speaks than what he
[10/29/2010 11:22:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: just so you know
[10/29/2010 11:22:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:22:17 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know
[10/29/2010 11:22:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sh'es a REAL shaman and she can help you if you want
[10/29/2010 11:22:36 PM] sheree.dill: i'm a skeptic, but i'll be open-minded about it
[10/29/2010 11:22:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah ,well you don't have to agree with her, with me or with anyone
[10/29/2010 11:22:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's the beauty of a roundtable
[10/29/2010 11:23:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the more opinions, ther merrier
[10/29/2010 11:23:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:23:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but we will talk about womens issues
[10/29/2010 11:23:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what women really want, don't want, etc....
[10/29/2010 11:23:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: whatever they talk about on the view...we could be the over view :)
[10/29/2010 11:23:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: or something like that
[10/29/2010 11:23:53 PM] sheree.dill: nice
[10/29/2010 11:23:59 PM] sheree.dill: what women really think
[10/29/2010 11:24:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yup
[10/29/2010 11:24:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:24:12 PM] sheree.dill: and god knows it's not what those bitches think, trust me
[10/29/2010 11:24:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: be you and that's it! we are all students and teachers of each other :)
[10/29/2010 11:24:26 PM] sheree.dill: i watch the view sometimes, want to wring their necks for their idiocy
[10/29/2010 11:24:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and you ahve a lot to offer!
[10/29/2010 11:24:33 PM] sheree.dill: i hope so
[10/29/2010 11:24:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: don't let these little asshole/vampires bring you down
[10/29/2010 11:24:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: in fact we are doing a show about psychic vampirwes this tuesday so you might like to tune in to that... :)
[10/29/2010 11:25:09 PM] sheree.dill: he claimed that i was a psychic vampire
[10/29/2010 11:25:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/29/2010 11:25:17 PM] sheree.dill: i tried my best not to be
[10/29/2010 11:25:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's the other way around dude
[10/29/2010 11:25:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:25:44 PM] sheree.dill: lol, i think we can all be sometimes, when we're unhappy with our current standards
[10/29/2010 11:25:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: this is some good reading..
[10/29/2010 11:26:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: check it out...that's what we will be talking about this week, I think Tuesday
[10/29/2010 11:26:40 PM] sheree.dill: ok, i have a doctor's appointment on thursday, so i think i'll be able to make it
[10/29/2010 11:28:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: nice :)
[10/29/2010 11:32:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so for reals you want to do this?
[10/29/2010 11:33:11 PM] sheree.dill: i need to pray and meditate on it, and depending on what happens in the next few days, but I will definitely let you know within a week, ok? I have to make decisions slowly and carefully now...but it sounds totally awesome!
[10/29/2010 11:33:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: very cool...I was thinking that the roundtable could rotate...
[10/29/2010 11:33:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sometimes Julia, sometime Sakti, sometimes Joy...or any other storng woman :)
[10/29/2010 11:33:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Leah...and other ladies...
[10/29/2010 11:34:08 PM] sheree.dill: i like the idea of an all-woman show, really--alternative radio really needs one
[10/29/2010 11:34:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: me thinks someone might not have a show here anymore and Danny and everyone liked you better...we all knew that YOU were the one that did all the work for the shows
[10/29/2010 11:34:25 PM] sheree.dill: the movement needs it too
[10/29/2010 11:34:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, I agree
[10/29/2010 11:34:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so..................if you want to do that, that's where we're headed with it..a weekend evening...all women...we could have a male guest once in a while...
[10/29/2010 11:35:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we are certainly not sexist
[10/29/2010 11:35:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:35:13 PM] sheree.dill: well, i know absolutely nothing about the technology involved, though, he did most of the work on the website and the graphics and the board
[10/29/2010 11:35:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: just need to talk about women, from women
[10/29/2010 11:35:16 PM] sheree.dill: i just researched
[10/29/2010 11:35:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I know, but you made the show
[10/29/2010 11:35:25 PM] sheree.dill: but i've got a lot of new research to talk about
[10/29/2010 11:35:32 PM] sheree.dill: aww
[10/29/2010 11:35:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: without Chris's token cohost he would have no show
[10/29/2010 11:35:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:35:36 PM] sheree.dill: well, thank you
[10/29/2010 11:35:45 PM] sheree.dill: i really hope he does ok
[10/29/2010 11:35:54 PM] sheree.dill: i haven't listened since i left
[10/29/2010 11:35:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so..................................if you want a show you can have one, but perhaps for now, jsut do a roundtable with us and then take your time, get more comfortable and we go from there :)
[10/29/2010 11:36:07 PM] sheree.dill: sounds great
[10/29/2010 11:36:10 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/29/2010 11:36:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: DO NOT LET HIM WORM HIS WAY BACK IN TO YOUR LIFE!
[10/29/2010 11:36:19 PM] sheree.dill: he almost did
[10/29/2010 11:36:27 PM] sheree.dill: he's really, really, really good
[10/29/2010 11:36:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he's going nuts and really thinks he wants you back...but see, he's telling me alll those same things...he suypposedly loves me, I broke his heart, blah blah blah
[10/29/2010 11:36:48 PM] sheree.dill: omg
[10/29/2010 11:37:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now he's trying to say it's because I don't knwo what I'm doing, tryied to control and have a shitty voice everyone complains about?!?!? lmao
[10/29/2010 11:37:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he actually went so far as to set up a little deal with joe rogan...and more, we will talk about that later
[10/29/2010 11:37:30 PM] sheree.dill: i know, right? your show was always doing great
[10/29/2010 11:37:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have audios and texts too ifyou want to know more
[10/29/2010 11:37:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but what he wrote is total bs
[10/29/2010 11:37:42 PM] sheree.dill: holy shit
[10/29/2010 11:37:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he's been wqhining to Louie, Danny, Case andeveryone else about how much heloves me
[10/29/2010 11:37:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: then of course what a piece of shit I am
[10/29/2010 11:37:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/29/2010 11:38:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so he's trying to use you AGAIN to try to get ME
[10/29/2010 11:38:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:38:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's SICK!
[10/29/2010 11:38:08 PM] sheree.dill: i'm sorry
[10/29/2010 11:38:17 PM] sheree.dill: i had nothing to do with it, trust me
[10/29/2010 11:38:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's okay, I just want you to know DO NOT FALL FOR IT!
[10/29/2010 11:38:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: STAY STRONG!
[10/29/2010 11:38:21 PM] sheree.dill: ok
[10/29/2010 11:38:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: YOU WIL BE SOOOO MUCH BETTER OFF IN NO TIME!
[10/29/2010 11:38:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: IN FACT YOU ALREADY ARE!
[10/29/2010 11:38:41 PM] sheree.dill: i will, you know--it wasn't an accident that night, just to let you know
[10/29/2010 11:38:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what do you mean...?
[10/29/2010 11:39:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what night, what accident?
[10/29/2010 11:39:47 PM] sheree.dill: my arm...when he "opened the door", it wasn't "opening"...he either kicked it or shoved it or something, and left a hairline fracture on my arm
[10/29/2010 11:39:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow
[10/29/2010 11:40:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I knew something didn't sound right
[10/29/2010 11:40:13 PM] sheree.dill: and then told me to lie to the doctors on the way to the hospital or they'd take him to jail
[10/29/2010 11:40:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: then he kept trying to tell us, you know it was an accdident, right?
[10/29/2010 11:40:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow
[10/29/2010 11:40:31 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know
[10/29/2010 11:40:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we were like...yeah, sure Chris
[10/29/2010 11:40:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:40:49 PM] sheree.dill: and no one would believe me, so i just went home as soon as i could
[10/29/2010 11:41:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you know I would believe you...........
[10/29/2010 11:41:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I know what you were going through
[10/29/2010 11:41:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I wanted to take you home with me
[10/29/2010 11:41:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but I am not sure you remember all
[10/29/2010 11:41:22 PM] sheree.dill: i'm actually doing ok here
[10/29/2010 11:41:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm glad :)
[10/29/2010 11:41:41 PM] sheree.dill: i miss him a lot, but i know it's not really him anymore
[10/29/2010 11:41:48 PM] sheree.dill: it's zachariah taken over
[10/29/2010 11:42:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he loves zach
[10/29/2010 11:42:15 PM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/29/2010 11:42:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and he will not look in the mirror
[10/29/2010 11:42:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is nothing anyone can do
[10/29/2010 11:42:32 PM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/29/2010 11:43:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he is digging his own grave :)
[10/29/2010 11:44:27 PM] sheree.dill: well, i knew that eventually, he was going to get in a lot of trouble for a lot of different shit, and i didn't want to lose my son over it
[10/29/2010 11:44:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I totally understand
[10/29/2010 11:48:26 PM] sheree.dill: i wrote this to him regarding his post on his website:
[10/29/2010 11:48:27 PM] sheree.dill: well, i just read and re-read the "article" you posted a few times over, and i feel like you have confused the show with real life, in a way. I feel like your impression that you made of both me and my grandparents was extremely one-sided, and incredibly unfair, given the situation with christie was the reason why i left and the "pain" resulting from what you put me through with her. But you wouldn't say that because you don't want people to think badly of you. So, you're lashing out at my family, my hometown, and my religion to negate the fact that you were emotionally abusive and manipulative during our relationship. Also, I feel that because your public image is intertwined with your true self, that you are letting the show and the listeners take control of your life, your sense of self, and your purpose in this life. I would recommend that you put the show on hold for a while, release another album, and get back to being a real person, instead of a personality. I don't hold it against you that you want to look good to other people, anyone would. But to blame others for the way you mistreated me, chose another woman over me, and continued to put us in situations where I could have easily lost my child if you were to get caught is not only selfish, it's the most narcissistic rant I've ever read. My gut feeling was right about you: you haven't changed a bit in your month of "isolation".
[10/29/2010 11:55:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good for you! :)
[10/29/2010 11:56:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: take some time away from relationships, start a loving relationship with yourself right now and surround yourself with loving people who iwll not judge you or tell you what to do :)
[10/29/2010 11:56:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have some very good friends and we all love you, so you ahve plenty of good people to chat withy...other women and we have all BEEN THERE DONE THAT! :)
[10/29/2010 11:56:43 PM] sheree.dill: there are so many things i could say right now about how bad things actually were with chris, but i'm not going to, because eventually it'll come out
[10/29/2010 11:57:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so................just know I am not judging you at all, I know what you were going through, I would like to do whatever it takes to help you become strong again! :)
[10/29/2010 11:57:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, go ahead, talk all you want...
[10/29/2010 11:57:17 PM] sheree.dill: well, thank you so much for your support...really
[10/29/2010 11:57:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Louie will kick his ass
[10/29/2010 11:57:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:57:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he even called Chris out on his show!
[10/29/2010 11:57:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he was PISSED when he found out Chris was lying to him
[10/29/2010 11:57:39 PM] sheree.dill:, the FBI would probably go after him. i'm not kidding
[10/29/2010 11:57:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he's like , really? you played Christie like that?
[10/29/2010 11:57:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he said he felt bad about you and though, oh shit, maybe he lied to be about Sheree I said, uh huh.... lol
[10/29/2010 11:58:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow, I'm sure................
[10/29/2010 11:58:10 PM] sheree.dill: there's a lot of fucked up shit he's involved with
[10/29/2010 11:58:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: still dealing drugs?
[10/29/2010 11:58:21 PM] sheree.dill: worse
[10/29/2010 11:58:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he told us abour some crazy shit, but I don't know if it's fbi worthy, I guess I don't know HOW bad it is...
[10/29/2010 11:59:00 PM] sheree.dill: let's just say, hope he wipes his hard drives before any cops search 'em
[10/29/2010 11:59:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: why?
[10/29/2010 11:59:15 PM] sheree.dill: i'm not saying anything else
[10/29/2010 11:59:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: ll
[10/29/2010 11:59:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you gonna make me guess?
[10/29/2010 11:59:31 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you know I can find out if I have to... :D
[10/29/2010 11:59:34 PM] sheree.dill: initials: kp
[10/29/2010 11:59:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I don't know what that means
[10/29/2010 11:59:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh
[10/29/2010 11:59:46 PM] sheree.dill: don't tell anyone, ok? he's one sick fuck
[10/29/2010 11:59:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I get it
[10/29/2010 11:59:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: no, I know
[10/30/2010 12:00:00 AM] sheree.dill: he'll get caught eventually
[10/30/2010 12:00:01 AM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah....not surprised, I jsut didn't want to say it
[10/30/2010 12:00:08 AM] Christie Aphrodite: why do you think he wil get caught?
[10/30/2010 12:00:19 AM] Christie Aphrodite: the crazy stuff he told us about were like parties, dungeons, etc
[10/30/2010 12:00:24 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he said they were parties
[10/30/2010 12:00:28 AM] sheree.dill: because he registers with a credit card on a site called
[10/30/2010 12:00:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: are any of these people being used by force?
[10/30/2010 12:00:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: oh, I don't know what diva is?
[10/30/2010 12:00:43 AM] Christie Aphrodite: is that young people?
[10/30/2010 12:01:25 AM] sheree.dill: no, they're czech girls or something who's parents get paid to make their daughters get naked and pose for cameras
[10/30/2010 12:01:34 AM] Christie Aphrodite: wow, damn
[10/30/2010 12:01:52 AM] sheree.dill: don't tell anyone, they're going to catch him, i pray for it every day
[10/30/2010 12:02:18 AM] sheree.dill: i told him to stop, but he says that zach does good things for him when he looks at it or some shit
[10/30/2010 12:02:30 AM] sheree.dill: he said he'd stop, but never did
[10/30/2010 12:02:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, he told me that too
[10/30/2010 12:02:49 AM] sheree.dill: he told you?
[10/30/2010 12:03:17 AM] sheree.dill: about all of this?
[10/30/2010 12:03:22 AM] sheree.dill: or just about the zach thing?
[10/30/2010 12:03:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: well he told me about how Zach takes care of him, makers it so bad things can't happen to him, he just odes what he wants once in a while and tha'ts why he was afraid to get rid of him
[10/30/2010 12:03:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: THEN
[10/30/2010 12:04:00 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I told him look, if I'm going to hang out with someone, they can't be proud of their demon, you ahve to be storng enough to get rid of him
[10/30/2010 12:04:08 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so
[10/30/2010 12:04:11 AM] sheree.dill: he said he got rid of him
[10/30/2010 12:04:14 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he told me okay, he's gone
[10/30/2010 12:04:15 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/30/2010 12:04:17 AM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/30/2010 12:04:20 AM] sheree.dill: whatever
[10/30/2010 12:04:25 AM] Christie Aphrodite: would be on the computer doing some whatever...saying zach was making him do it
[10/30/2010 12:04:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he was sooo horny andneeded me
[10/30/2010 12:04:33 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/30/2010 12:04:35 AM] Christie Aphrodite: really weird
[10/30/2010 12:04:41 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so I really don't know what he was doing on the computer
[10/30/2010 12:04:45 AM] Christie Aphrodite: but I know what he typed to me
[10/30/2010 12:04:51 AM] sheree.dill: i don't want to know
[10/30/2010 12:05:16 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I think it's funny that he said he talked to me about my shitty voice and asked me to sexy it up
[10/30/2010 12:05:16 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/30/2010 12:05:24 AM] sheree.dill: he used to play-act during sex, which was fun until he started the slapping and treating me like a dog
[10/30/2010 12:05:34 AM] Christie Aphrodite: THE ONLY time he told me to talk sexy was one night he was tyring to tel me what he wanted to do to me, how good he is, etc....
[10/30/2010 12:05:43 AM] sheree.dill: and then it was just degrading
[10/30/2010 12:05:44 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so I just laughed and said, ocme on dude, you don't get it, do you!
[10/30/2010 12:05:57 AM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I know he was in to that
[10/30/2010 12:06:00 AM] sheree.dill: i feel like i never want to have sex again
[10/30/2010 12:06:03 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he told me he would teach me
[10/30/2010 12:06:14 AM] sheree.dill: i'm glad you didn't let him
[10/30/2010 12:06:14 AM] Christie Aphrodite: you will get over it, I promise! :)
[10/30/2010 12:06:17 AM] Christie Aphrodite: and you will be a rose!
[10/30/2010 12:06:22 AM] Christie Aphrodite: NO WAY, he NEVER TOUCHED ME!
[10/30/2010 12:06:27 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I do not break my promises! :)
[10/30/2010 12:06:29 AM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/30/2010 12:06:41 AM] Christie Aphrodite: do you know about the prank call to his mother?
[10/30/2010 12:06:42 AM] sheree.dill: he's also in trouble with the IRS, didja know?
[10/30/2010 12:06:56 AM] sheree.dill: yeah, that was horrible
[10/30/2010 12:06:58 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he told me he was in jail, but everyone took care of everyting for him...
[10/30/2010 12:07:10 AM] Christie Aphrodite: said he was in other trouble owed a bunch of money, but didn't tell me the details, I nevr asked
[10/30/2010 12:07:19 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I honestly had better things to do than entertain him 24/7
[10/30/2010 12:07:27 AM] sheree.dill: yeah, hasn't paid taxes in like, 7 years
[10/30/2010 12:07:38 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so they are after him too?
[10/30/2010 12:07:40 AM] sheree.dill: yep
[10/30/2010 12:07:43 AM] Christie Aphrodite: ouch
[10/30/2010 12:08:02 AM] sheree.dill: i'm telling you, i wanted out, but because of the show, i couldn't without being publicly humiliated
[10/30/2010 12:08:14 AM] sheree.dill: and he's such a damn good liar
[10/30/2010 12:08:29 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I agree! lol
[10/30/2010 12:08:33 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I understand.......
[10/30/2010 12:08:42 AM] sheree.dill: i'm sorry, i need to go smoke a cigarette
[10/30/2010 12:08:45 AM] sheree.dill: have to go outside
[10/30/2010 12:08:58 AM] sheree.dill: i'm crying a bit, tell the others i'll brb
[10/30/2010 12:09:14 AM] Christie Aphrodite: okay, honey, it's okay, I'm sorry......I wont tell you any more if you don't want to know, I don't want to hurt you
[10/30/2010 12:25:04 AM] sheree.dill: it's ok, i'm just about to go to sleep, actually--it's been a rough day. just please, keep what i told you between us...for now, at least. I've been in a lot of pain the last few days, and I need some rest. I just want to let you know that I never hated you or wanted revenge on anyone, not even with chris now. I wish him all the best, although I dream about him sometimes and wish he'd been a good guy.
[10/30/2010 12:25:50 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I undeerstand that....but when one door opens, another one do not need to settle! Wait for your prince charming! :)
[10/30/2010 12:26:36 AM] sheree.dill: i'm not even hoping for that, i'm just hoping for healing at this point
[10/30/2010 12:26:58 AM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly, and you don't need to hope for it, just do it! :) it's happening whether you like it or not! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:09 AM] sheree.dill: i love myself enough to know that i deserve better than what i got the past year
[10/30/2010 12:27:17 AM] Christie Aphrodite: AMEN! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:29 AM] Christie Aphrodite: that's what it takes and when you don't feel that way, we can remind you! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:35 AM] Christie Aphrodite: eat lot's of ice cream too! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:38 AM] Christie Aphrodite: and chocolate :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:40 AM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/30/2010 12:27:42 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/30/2010 12:27:44 AM] sheree.dill: i will, thanks
[10/30/2010 12:27:47 AM] sheree.dill: good night
[10/30/2010 12:28:07 AM] Christie Aphrodite: nighty night! sweet dreams!
[10/30/2010 12:28:15 AM] Christie Aphrodite: write them down too if you can! :)
[10/30/2010 5:27:52 PM] sheree.dill: hey, I think I'm gonna have to turn you down on that offer for the show. It seems like the idea's upsetting a lot of people, and I don't want to make any enemies
[10/30/2010 5:28:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow, what do you mean by that?
[10/30/2010 5:28:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: who would care who you do a show with?
[10/30/2010 5:28:49 PM] sheree.dill: it's nothing against you, or danny, or anyone else, I just don't think i can handle the pressure right now, and i don't want to hurt anyone
[10/30/2010 5:30:01 PM] sheree.dill: well, a few of my friends, some of my past friends, and it looks like i'm going to have to work on getting a job really soon, and so, i'm gonna be pretty busy
[10/30/2010 5:30:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: okay, I understand...very cool for you! :)
[10/30/2010 5:30:34 PM] sheree.dill: not really, but thank you for understanding
[10/30/2010 5:30:40 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/30/2010 5:30:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: not really? you don't sound to sure of yourself...are you happy?
[10/30/2010 5:32:45 PM] sheree.dill: um, i'm not really anything right now...i'm happier than when I was with chris, but I feel kind of numb
[10/30/2010 5:33:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm sorry...
[10/30/2010 5:33:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: are you doing what's best for YOU every moment each day? :)
[10/30/2010 5:33:48 PM] sheree.dill: i'm trying to
[10/30/2010 5:33:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what is stopping you?
[10/30/2010 5:34:56 PM] sheree.dill: i don't know...well, i do know but i can't really talk about it freely
[10/30/2010 5:35:44 PM] sheree.dill: it's supposedly the reason why chris stopped loving me, but it's the only thing that keeps me from being a crazy person
[10/30/2010 5:36:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: chris didn't stop loving you, he doens't even know what love is...that was not LOVE, despite his baseless words
[10/30/2010 5:36:42 PM] sheree.dill: well, it's what he told everyone, anyway
[10/30/2010 5:36:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol, yeah, he's a pretty good manipulater :)
[10/30/2010 5:37:15 PM] sheree.dill: but anyways, i've tried herbs and supplements and stuff, but i still go crazy sometimes
[10/30/2010 5:37:31 PM] sheree.dill: like, certifiably insane crazy, like what ya'll saw that day
[10/30/2010 5:37:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we ll relying on herbs, medications or anything other than the self/God within will never work...we must realize all those are crutches
[10/30/2010 5:38:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are not crazy Sheree
[10/30/2010 5:38:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's programmed
[10/30/2010 5:38:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that was not YOU!
[10/30/2010 5:39:00 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know, i guess everyone has their own demons, except mine are self-destructive, instead of wanting to destroy others
[10/30/2010 5:39:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, they are because you believe they are :)
[10/30/2010 5:39:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it all starts in the mind
[10/30/2010 5:39:40 PM] sheree.dill: yes, it does
[10/30/2010 5:39:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: all dis-ease is due to what we THINK in our mind first
[10/30/2010 5:40:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we must change that if you want to be completely free of the things you are trying to change
[10/30/2010 5:40:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and BELEIVE, not just belive, but KNOW YOU CAN!
[10/30/2010 5:40:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are stronger than this other BS...isn't God stonger than anything?
[10/30/2010 5:40:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: God is within YOU TOO!
[10/30/2010 5:40:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: rely on HIM!
[10/30/2010 5:40:45 PM] sheree.dill: i do now
[10/30/2010 5:40:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: a pill is not smaerter than God! :)
[10/30/2010 5:40:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: YOU WILL OVER COME!
[10/30/2010 5:41:00 PM] sheree.dill: that's funny that you mention that, the guy at church the other day said the exact same thing
[10/30/2010 5:41:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: because it's true! :)
[10/30/2010 5:41:28 PM] sheree.dill: that we rely on everything but God to give us our strength
[10/30/2010 5:41:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yup
[10/30/2010 5:41:56 PM] sheree.dill: the only catch in the church is that you have to be a christian to have that god
[10/30/2010 5:42:03 PM] sheree.dill: which i don't believe
[10/30/2010 5:42:30 PM] sheree.dill: but i'm a christian because it's the closest thing to true love that i've seen in a long time
[10/30/2010 5:42:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I understand the feeling...
[10/30/2010 5:42:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: churches are hard, but you know what God is, so that's all that matters :)
[10/30/2010 5:43:16 PM] sheree.dill: just the idea of loving someone so much, that you would do whatever it took to show that love, including dying for don't see that on earth anymore
[10/30/2010 5:43:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, that's not true...we must wait for the right person, not just jump in and hope... :)
[10/30/2010 5:43:38 PM] Christie Aphrodite: God is greater than that :)
[10/30/2010 5:43:44 PM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/30/2010 5:43:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there are some people who love no matter what
[10/30/2010 5:44:17 PM] sheree.dill: i still love my parents, even though they abandoned me when i was 2
[10/30/2010 5:44:29 PM] sheree.dill: i still love chris, even though he did what he did
[10/30/2010 5:44:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there are many different types of live
[10/30/2010 5:44:52 PM] Christie Aphrodite: love
[10/30/2010 5:45:56 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, but sex isn't love
[10/30/2010 5:46:12 PM] sheree.dill: it can be an expression of love, i guess, but i never had that with anyone
[10/30/2010 5:46:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly and that's why I usggest waiting
[10/30/2010 5:46:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it will be owrth it
[10/30/2010 5:47:03 PM] sheree.dill: friendship is also an expression of love, but even people who aren't my friends--or who are my self-proclaimed enemies-- i still love
[10/30/2010 5:47:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly
[10/30/2010 5:48:35 PM] sheree.dill: i just want to love the world, and everything and everyone in it...and when i die, i want to leave behind a legacy of love so that people understand that love is really all that we have
[10/30/2010 5:49:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and that is why finding out what love really is, and isn't is part of the path...what you ahd with Chris, sorry, was not love...
[10/30/2010 5:49:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it was control
[10/30/2010 5:49:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: manipulation
[10/30/2010 5:49:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: possession
[10/30/2010 5:49:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: obsession...
[10/30/2010 5:50:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sensory stimuation
[10/30/2010 5:52:34 PM] sheree.dill: well, i wish that that night hadn't turned out like that. i wish i would've just said no to the whole idea to begin with, i'm so embarrassed
[10/30/2010 5:53:21 PM] sheree.dill: i was trying to make him happy, and not only did he miss the point entirely, he went further and accused me of messing around with you while he was downstairs, lol
[10/30/2010 5:53:44 PM] sheree.dill: funny, huh?
[10/30/2010 5:54:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/30/2010 5:54:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I was there... :D
[10/30/2010 5:54:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I had no idea that he was encouraging you to try to get naked with me...that must not have felt good...I'm sorry
[10/30/2010 5:54:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I really had NO IDEA!
[10/30/2010 5:54:45 PM] sheree.dill: omg, really?
[10/30/2010 5:54:47 PM] sheree.dill: wow
[10/30/2010 5:55:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have never had a thought cross my mind where I would even look at a boy that was in a relationship, so I honestly had NO IDEA he was interested in me likfe that or I never would have been there!
[10/30/2010 5:56:04 PM] sheree.dill: wow, he said the exact opposite
[10/30/2010 5:56:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/30/2010 5:56:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I NEVER HAD ANY SUCH CONVERSATION WITH HIM!
[10/30/2010 5:56:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED AND SURPRISED!
[10/30/2010 5:56:22 PM] sheree.dill: i need a cigarette, i'll brb
[10/30/2010 5:56:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO....
[10/30/2010 5:56:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k
[10/30/2010 5:56:33 PM] sheree.dill: i'm so sorry
[10/30/2010 5:56:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I would have never gone there in the first place if I tought he was going to try to lure me in to a situation like that
[10/30/2010 5:57:06 PM] sheree.dill: it was humiliating for me, but i felt like it would maybe prove to him how much i loved him
[10/30/2010 5:57:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's okay, it's not your fault...but it was a little interesting...haven't been in quite that type of situation before...I was only trying to please everyone and be there for you becaus eI could see you didn't like it either.
[10/30/2010 5:57:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, well girl, you need to know you NEVER HAVE TO DO ANYTHING AGAINST YOUR WILL TO PROVE TO A MAN YOU LOVE HIM!
[10/30/2010 5:57:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that is degrading!
[10/30/2010 5:57:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you want a man who can lift you up! NOT PUT YOU DOW AND FORCE YOU TO DO THINGS YOU DON"T WANT TO DO!
[10/30/2010 5:58:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I ahve felt horrible
[10/30/2010 5:58:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: like WTF was he thinking?
[10/30/2010 5:58:19 PM] sheree.dill: about himself
[10/30/2010 5:58:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and to think he could use me to make you jealous or manipulate you??? or anyone for that matter?!?!?
[10/30/2010 5:58:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's insane!
[10/30/2010 5:58:32 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know
[10/30/2010 5:58:45 PM] sheree.dill: i'll brb though, i need a cigarette really bad
[10/30/2010 5:58:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm glad you are away and I promise you will heal and be even stronger than you could ever imagine...
[10/30/2010 5:59:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I rememeber feeling how you felt...been there, done that :)
[10/30/2010 6:06:25 PM] sheree.dill: well, i've been keeping myself busy researching this eugenics shit...and collaborating on it with research from a friend of mine i've known since our prison planet forum days...but the pain's gotten really bad lately and so i can't really read anymore. i'm stuck watching movies and typing for about an hour i guess maybe that's what's making me think about this whole chris thing more lately
[10/30/2010 6:07:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I see...I understand...
[10/30/2010 6:09:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, if there is anything I can do, let me know! :)
[10/30/2010 6:10:48 PM] sheree.dill: thanks
[10/30/2010 6:11:26 PM] sheree.dill: i think i want to come on lots of different radio shows, just not as a co-host or host, at least not right now
[10/30/2010 6:11:38 PM] sheree.dill: want to see the basis of what i'm researching right now?
[10/30/2010 6:11:41 PM] sheree.dill:
[10/30/2010 6:12:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good for you! :)
[10/30/2010 6:12:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you might find some very good information in our forum...we've done plenty of those shows and have another doc coming on soon... :)
[10/30/2010 6:12:58 PM] sheree.dill: apparently, the vaccine manufacturers think it's ok to let retroviruses in the vaccines
[10/30/2010 6:13:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, and they even laugh about it
[10/30/2010 6:13:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: like aids, merck
[10/30/2010 6:13:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: bayer
[10/30/2010 6:13:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: ets
[10/30/2010 6:13:20 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know, but usually they're not this blatant about it
[10/30/2010 6:13:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well they ahve been for some time :)
[10/30/2010 6:13:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: even according to the cdc's very own stats, no vaccine has EVER helped anyone
[10/30/2010 6:14:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: their own statistcis even prove that when they introduced the vaccines, the disease rate went up!
[10/30/2010 6:14:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: even on what they vaccinated for!
[10/30/2010 6:14:15 PM] sheree.dill: i've been reading ed hooper's "the river" and i think i've thrown up about 5 times this week over something i've read in there
[10/30/2010 6:14:19 PM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/30/2010 6:14:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I don't know what that book is :)
[10/30/2010 6:15:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you want to meet another woman who understands? she said she liked your voice
[10/30/2010 6:16:02 PM] sheree.dill: really? you've never read it? omg, lemme get the link
[10/30/2010 6:18:02 PM] sheree.dill:
[10/30/2010 6:18:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I did a talk at a womens center about vaccines and pharmaceuticals a couple years ago
[10/30/2010 6:18:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: made some fliers, passed out to thousands of people
[10/30/2010 6:18:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I can send you some of my notes if you like
[10/30/2010 6:19:08 PM] sheree.dill: btw, i hope this doesn't make you angry or anything, but i told chris i'd come on his show on the 13th for a eugenics show...but with a disclaimer that if he tried to turn it into some kind of lovey-dovey reunion, i'd hang up
[10/30/2010 6:19:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol, okay, so did you tell him about doing a show with us maybe?
[10/30/2010 6:20:53 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, but not what time, lol
[10/30/2010 6:21:10 PM] sheree.dill: just that i was asked to do a roundtable with a group of women
[10/30/2010 6:21:21 PM] sheree.dill: and he immediately supposed that it was going to be about him, lol
[10/30/2010 6:21:34 PM] sheree.dill: i was like, are you THAT narcissistic?
[10/30/2010 6:21:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so you told him you talked to me?
[10/30/2010 6:21:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm not sure that was the wisest thing to do...
[10/30/2010 6:22:19 PM] sheree.dill: he talks shit about everyone nowadays, i just kept changing the subject
[10/30/2010 6:22:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: hmmmmmmm do you want to talk to a female shaman?
[10/30/2010 6:22:46 PM] sheree.dill: i do
[10/30/2010 6:22:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you have time now, I'm on with her on chat
[10/30/2010 6:23:03 PM] sheree.dill: right now? cool
[10/30/2010 6:23:09 PM] sheree.dill: gimme the link
[10/30/2010 6:23:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, let me call her
[10/30/2010 6:23:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I sent you her link last night
[10/30/2010 6:23:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the one about psychic vampires
[10/30/2010 6:24:40 PM] sheree.dill: oh ok, she's the one who wrote that?
[10/30/2010 6:24:51 PM] sheree.dill: cool
[10/30/2010 6:24:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, she is VERY wise
[10/30/2010 6:25:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and she has also been there...
[10/30/2010 6:25:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Christie Aphrodite is away. This is an auto-reply message.
[10/30/2010 6:25:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's not true, I'm here
[10/30/2010 6:25:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: don't know why that popped up lol
[10/30/2010 6:25:37 PM] sheree.dill: i don't want to talk about chris, though, i'm trying to stay neutral on the whole thing
[10/30/2010 6:25:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: wnat me to call you now, we can call her too
[10/30/2010 6:25:56 PM] sheree.dill: sure, i just need to get a drink of water real fast
[10/30/2010 6:26:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, me too...I'll brb, going to get some toast or something :)
[10/30/2010 6:26:19 PM] sheree.dill: ok
[10/30/2010 6:34:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, I'm back, just muching away
[10/30/2010 6:34:47 PM] sheree.dill: lol, we could do it tomorrow night if you want, i'm kind of tired right now
[10/30/2010 6:35:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, maybe, who knows...? Maybe we will be here...looks like her skype is acting up right now knows when we will be able to all hook up :)
[10/30/2010 6:38:14 PM] sheree.dill: that's ok
[10/30/2010 6:40:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, her skype quit working just as she went to plug in her I guess it's not meant to be tonight :)
[10/30/2010 6:41:02 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, and my neck's starting to hurt a bit anyway, and we have to pray in a little bit
[10/30/2010 6:41:07 PM] sheree.dill: we pray as a family every night
[10/30/2010 6:41:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sound nice and it sounds like they care about you very much! :)
[10/30/2010 6:42:18 PM] sheree.dill: they really do
[10/30/2010 6:42:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and that's what you need... :)
[10/30/2010 6:42:56 PM] sheree.dill: enough to get me the medical help i need, anyway--until DARS gets their shit together and helps me out
[10/30/2010 6:43:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: whats DARS?
[10/30/2010 6:47:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Well Sakti is back...did you want to talk with her?
[10/30/2010 6:48:41 PM] sheree.dill: i'm on the phone with my mom, sorry
[10/30/2010 6:48:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k
[10/30/2010 7:15:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite:
[10/31/2010 11:10:41 AM] sheree.dill: hey, how's it going?
[10/31/2010 12:47:54 PM] sheree.dill: christie, you need to apologize to chris for sending those transcripts out. seriously. he's gone crazy and is going to post something that you sent him
[10/31/2010 12:48:36 PM] sheree.dill: did you ever send nude pics of yourself?
[10/31/2010 12:48:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Christie Aphrodite is away. This is an auto-reply message.
[10/31/2010 12:49:28 PM] sheree.dill: well, if you did, he's about to send them to everyone...plz just make peace with him--that's all i want, and i know that's all you want, too
[10/31/2010 1:04:30 PM] sheree.dill: ok, i made him promise not to do it
[10/31/2010 1:42:27 PM] sheree.dill: i stood up for you...but just to let you know, i'm going to drop off the radar again for a while. i just want it all to stop...i want people to stop posting other people's IM's, stop backstabbing each other, stop trying to break people's relationships up, stop all the fighting, and eventually live in peace, working together to save whatever's left of this fucking hellhole we call earth
[10/31/2010 1:43:45 PM] sheree.dill: i'm not accusing you of anything, this is something that i'm sending out to everyone
[10/31/2010 2:31:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: dude, this is insane...why can't Chris move on??? I'm sooo tired of this garbage and if I hear one more thing about this I have a blog that is set to go up about him...with everything I learned, everything you told me and everything we experienced
[10/31/2010 2:31:38 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so, if I hear one more thing, the blog is posted
[10/31/2010 2:32:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I did nothing other than tell him no, he is the one wasting time going around talking to it's time for me to strike back, I will not stay silent much longer
[10/31/2010 2:32:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: end of story, so you can go tell him whatever the hell you want, but I want nohtihng to do with either of your games! ggod bye and good luck, thank you
[10/31/2010 2:32:37 PM] sheree.dill: no, seriously...we're not attacking you
[10/31/2010 2:32:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm done, listen to my words
[10/31/2010 2:32:50 PM] sheree.dill: i stood up for you
[10/31/2010 2:32:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I ahve not lied to you yet and I am not lying now
[10/31/2010 2:33:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: if you want to protect your boyfriend, you tell him to forget about me now or the blog goes up
[10/31/2010 2:33:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: all I ahve to do is push the buttn
[10/31/2010 2:33:11 PM] sheree.dill: ok, done
[10/31/2010 2:33:21 PM] sheree.dill: he's not even my boyfriend anymore
[10/31/2010 2:33:37 PM] sheree.dill: but he's stopped talking about you
[10/31/2010 2:33:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and your stories sheree will ALSO get posted
[10/31/2010 2:33:57 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so please mark my words and please calm him the fuck down
[10/31/2010 2:33:57 PM] sheree.dill: about what?
[10/31/2010 2:34:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he is the only one goping around making up stories trying to make life hell for me
[10/31/2010 2:34:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: this is my last warning
[10/31/2010 2:34:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you calm him down or you both are exposed
[10/31/2010 2:34:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: thank you and have a good day :)
[10/31/2010 2:35:03 PM] sheree.dill: ok ok, we're calm...just, please, hear me out
[10/31/2010 2:35:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is nothing to hear out...I'm tired of all the drama ou two have brought in to my life
[10/31/2010 2:35:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: here I am thinking you guys are friends, but all your trying to do is recruit me into some crazy sex cult
[10/31/2010 2:35:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: come on
[10/31/2010 2:35:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm tired of this
[10/31/2010 2:35:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: every day has been interruted with sopmething about you and Chris
[10/31/2010 2:35:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: can I please have my life back?
[10/31/2010 2:36:02 PM] sheree.dill: not by me
[10/31/2010 2:36:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm about to spill the beans
[10/31/2010 2:36:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Sheree, you can't be trusted, come told Chris everything so don't lie to me
[10/31/2010 2:36:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm not stupid
[10/31/2010 2:36:35 PM] sheree.dill: i told chris what chris vortex sent me
[10/31/2010 2:36:38 PM] sheree.dill: that's all
[10/31/2010 2:36:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you see how you guys atarted all this shit the past couple months?
[10/31/2010 2:37:01 PM] sheree.dill: and he went on a rampage and wanted to post a bunch of shit about you and I STOOD UP FOR YOU AND SAID TO LEAVE YOU ALONE
[10/31/2010 2:37:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: is this faur to me?
[10/31/2010 2:37:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Sheree, I've had enough of your games
[10/31/2010 2:37:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I am going to press the button if I hear one more thing about Chris
[10/31/2010 2:37:27 PM] sheree.dill: i'm not playing games
[10/31/2010 2:37:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the blog is up, I only have to press the button
[10/31/2010 2:37:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: literally every damn day has been distrubed by you and Chris and your drama
[10/31/2010 2:37:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you have both tried to use me to get to the other
[10/31/2010 2:37:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I am not going to ahve any more of it
[10/31/2010 2:38:42 PM] sheree.dill: i haven't. i don't know what else to say but i'm sorry if i ever offended you. i thought that you were my friend
[10/31/2010 2:38:55 PM] sheree.dill: i thought that i could trust you
[10/31/2010 2:39:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I thought to soo Sheree, then you went and told Chris everything because ultimately you are not well and you want to be with him
[10/31/2010 2:39:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I was there for you
[10/31/2010 2:39:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: have been there for you
[10/31/2010 2:39:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: an d I'm not going to continue this destructive cycle
[10/31/2010 2:39:21 PM] sheree.dill: no i didn't
[10/31/2010 2:39:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now he is using you to get to me and I ahve had enough
[10/31/2010 2:39:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's bullshit Sheree
[10/31/2010 2:39:31 PM] Christie Aphrodite: don't liei to me
[10/31/2010 2:39:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm not Chris
[10/31/2010 2:39:50 PM] sheree.dill: chris vortex sent me the transcripts, no one else
[10/31/2010 2:40:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what does that have to do with you telling Chris
[10/31/2010 2:41:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: stop changing the subject, I'm not having any more of your garbage infecting my7 life
[10/31/2010 2:41:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: one of these days you guiys will grow up
[10/31/2010 2:41:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I told you know, I told yOU BOTH no and you ahve hauinted me ever since
[10/31/2010 2:41:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I do not deserve this and I'm not going to take it anymore
[10/31/2010 2:41:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I hear one more thing and I promise the blog is poste
[10/31/2010 2:41:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: dand if you want to know why I sent the transcripts....
[10/31/2010 2:41:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: for back up because of exactly this!
[10/31/2010 2:42:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you and Chris tag teaming me, not listeing, making shit up
[10/31/2010 2:42:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I feel like you guys must be wokring for jim and them
[10/31/2010 2:42:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have never met anyone who could turn my life upside down so quickly just because I said NO
[10/31/2010 2:42:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so............sorry you ahve a problkem with that, but it's YOUR lies you gueys have to watch out for...I was an innicent bystander who was there to help
[10/31/2010 2:43:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now, I'm done, my hands are washed of you two....and I promise if I here ONE MORE THING ABOUT CHRIS MAKING SHIT UP THE BLOG IS POSTED!
[10/31/2010 2:43:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and I promise it is complete!y
[10/31/2010 2:43:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you can pass that on to your boss/handler
[10/31/2010 2:43:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good bye
[10/31/2010 2:54:15 PM] *** Christie Aphrodite blocked sheree.dill ***

Since I know you're too chicken to allow this post, I am copied the whole thing and posting the docs on my blog. :-)

Thank you for the fun!

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