As a radio talk show host, I get to speak to some of the most amazing and talented individuals on a regular basis. I owe a lot of my spiritual growth and the path I am on to these bright and centered individuals. I thank God every day for my many Blessings in sharing and learning from such a vast array of abundance. In my opinion, I have met personally the best of the best, the creme of the crop in science, art, business, activism, politics, self sufficiency, spirituality and every other category one could think of.
Of course the flip side of being a controversial radio host is that you also attract the worst of the worst, the weakest of the weak. You get the psychos, the terrorists, stalkers and the feds (I think they are all the same). Even more baffling that you get a whole new life....but is it real life, or is it by design?
All of a sudden everyone knows you, or thinks they do. If your life isn't interesting enough, they will make one up for you. But is it "interesting" they are looking for, or someone to demonize, someone to love to hate to fuel their needs in the ego department.
Teachers on the schoolyard will tell you that bully's are trying to compensate for their lack of confidence. Is it just confidence or is it skill, inner strength, love, finesse, power and the ability to think freely?
Well, I suppose that's debatable, and better left up for discussion at another time, but what is not debatable is that I am human. In fact, all of the demonizers I have met are also human. All humans have free will choice, they also have feelings and emotions.
So these humans choose to hate the villian, based on the words of other humans, humans who are weak that fill their ego by hating on another human...hmmm... And these humans have souls?
Wow, now that is hard to take. But yes they do, we all have souls. We also have hearts and minds and with that comes feelings. It's easy to put people in a box and label them, but how easy would it be for us to reach out to them, know them and love them? Is that even possible?
There is something loving and lovable in every human I have come across, including the stalkers and feds. Believe it or not, there is also something loving and lovable about me. Ouch, I know you didn't want to hear that.
You were having too much fun reading the carefully orchestrated criminal malicious slander and libel about what a druggie prostitute I am...or how I'm supposedly a racist murdering building bomber, or how I'm planning an armed invasion on the state of Georgia, shooting helicopters out of the sky, kidnapping my children and fleeing to Mexico after I guess I shot my dog and choked my children...which of course that was only after I arranged some wild orgy with the cia and some poor helpless homeless women I was prostituting to the militia and minutemen...allegedly.
Whew, yup, I read that too...it's kind of hard not to when you are bombarded with accusations like this daily, where people actually call in to every radio show I've ever heard of, and then some to spread this filth...where they call anyone you've ever talked to, your family, your friends, your employers and associates, and even report these events as actual crimes to law enforcement leaving you susceptible to being roadblocked by a dozen men in black uniforms with no name tag because they received a call saying you are a terrorist (photos below) or having law enforcement show up at your door up to 3 times a day, some even burning you with laser weapons because they know they can get away with it. I've been branded so as far as anyone else is concerned, I do not matter.
But where do these accusations come from? Why would anyone make something like this up about another human, another soul...?
There of course are many possibilities ranging from boredom, to the need to hate, to even paychecks.
Yes, people actually get paid to go around terrorizing other people's lives, and they get paid by your federal government...
Now you would hope that any thinking individual would have the courage to make decisions on their own and the fortitude to see between the lies...or at least the ability to ask themselves if there could possibly be a beneficial reason in getting you to hate the "villain." Perhaps this "villain" has something to say that could change your whole perception on life, the life you feel is about living as a slave in the matrix or the preconditioned box you've allowed others to put yourself in. I think this is where our need to hate takes over. We all mostly want to belong, we all want to be part of the cool crowd so we give up our self, our soul to do what we think will make them, the so called cool people, the in crowd happy. We buy into lies about life, about love, about every subject you are confronted with on a daily basis. We have been conditioned to need a villian...such as 911. America was so content to have osama, the cia asset who supposedly masterminded and pulled off the greatest breach in national security single handedly from a cave in Afganistan, so that all Americans could take their anger out on Al Queada and muslims and their faith after those tragic events. We needed Timothy McVeigh to blame for the Oklahoma City bombing....we had to hate Randy Weaver and his family for being a so called white supremacist, which of course in the minds of Americans justified the feds murdering his lovely wife and daughter. I could go on and on here about how we sheep have fallen for the lies and deceit of others, who have something to gain, by us feeding our need for hate by falling for the deception.
Now what would a grounded loving person do? Would a loving person just buy in to these lies? Would a loving person want to gang up on another human soul to feel better about themselves? We are all innately programmed with a bull shit meter. For purposes of this blog, let's call it your soul, your self, your spirit, your mind. With this also comes free choice, the ability to reason and the ability to love. Free choice dictates whether we choose to live in love or fear, which is where hate comes from, but what if this hate is synthetic? What if you found you hated someone for something that wasn't even real? How would you feel? How does your soul feel? Your soul is yours, not mine. I don't have to look in your mirror and you don't have to look in mine. Only you have to go to bed with your soul at night. You have to wake up with yourself in the morning. Do you want your natural loving self or the artificial hating self?
What happens when you hate?
It is well known that hate leads to all types of disease, such as cancer, heart disease, migraines, diabetes and other disorders stemming from the colon, liver, pancreas and more. When you think about what dis-ease is, it makes perfect sense. A dis-ease is not a life sentence, it is your body's way of tell you that you are not at ease within a certain element of your life path. It can be healed with changes in your lifestyle, diet or sense of self. Your goal at this time should be to get to the root so that you can heal the cause, not the symptoms of your dis-ease. Taking a pill will not heal you. Taking responsibility will.
Wait, Christie, what are you saying here? Are you really saying that it's my fault if I'm sick?
Well, do we really want to lay blame or fault, or do we want to get to the root and heal your soul? There are so many factors contributing to the blame issue, we don't have time in this blog.
Taking responsibility for our efforts or lack thereof would be just one of the components, however I would suggest if what I am saying here is uncomfortable for you, that you explore this idea when your soul is ready.
Just as I am not the judge of you, or your soul. You are not the judge of me.
Although your words, thoughts and actions are energy, manifesting in whatever way you would like it to, it does not affect me. If affects you. It not only affects your perception of reality, it affects your soul's health and wellness.
"Thy will be done..." You can will, manifest, materialize anything you shall. Shall we work for good, positive and healing loving energy, or shall we work against it? The answer is pretty simple to me, call me selfish, but I like what feels good.
Whatever you give out, bad or good, you WILL get in return. It's called the universal law, which precedes mans bogus unlawful laws. If you choose good, good will choose you. If you choose love, love will choose you. If you choose dark and muddy, it will also choose you because you made the free will choice to allow that into your life, your mind, your soul.
Think of yourself in this universe, let's imagine a bowl of water, you are the center. You create a wave of energy, let's just say a drop of water, right directly in the center of the universe, or bowl of water. You will see the rings go to the outer reaches of the bowl, the universe... and you will see them come back to the source. Ah, the source, yes, YOU ARE THE SOURCE, your souls, your spirit, your mind. You can be connected to your source, which is connected to the rest of the universe whether you like it or not, or you can separate yourself from the source and live in the darkness which it brings. Walk in to a room of darkness, turn on the light and what do you have?
You have light! The truth is the light, the way, the source of your soul.
Are you really comfortable with others creating your truth?
As for me, I count on my soul in conjunction with the source, from the Creator, my spirit as part of the whole, where 1 plus 1 equals 1.
Do you want to be part of the whole and live in love and experience the magic in the fullness of our Creation, or do you want to stay in the dark, like a mushroom? An individual like of darkness, control and possession?
Only you can make that choice for you, but I would advise you to not impose your life of darkness upon me.
You have a choice! You can stand up for what's right and be persecuted by weak men, Blessed by the source or you can be praised by men living in the dark because you gave up your soul to fit in.
Blessed Are Those Who Are Persecuted For Righteousness Sake - Matthew 5:10
You can continue to threaten me, lie about me and make yourself feel bigger for that tiny little instant in your created universe, if you will. You can detach yourself from the whole and live in fear if it feeds your ego. Just be aware that those like me will continue to turn the light on and watch the cockroaches run. Don't out yourself...the cool crowd (those that seek to control you) might kick you out too!
My challenge to you is to search within. Check your universal consciousness, which is your soul, your mind, your spirit. Do you want to be part of the cool crowd or the whole? Would you like to experience all the abundance of this beautiful Blessed universe or are you more comfortable hiding in the dark? Only the strong souls will survive these challenges.
Which side are you on? Does picking sides feed your needs or are you looking for something more?
The choice is yours! Live the change you want to see. You must first connect inward to make that decision.
Abundant Blessings await you, it is yours for the taking...living in hate/fear/darkness will only ultimately rob you of the abundant miracles of the fullness of our creation.
Follow your soul...