Monday, September 28, 2009

Do haters have souls?

As a radio talk show host, I get to speak to some of the most amazing and talented individuals on a regular basis. I owe a lot of my spiritual growth and the path I am on to these bright and centered individuals. I thank God every day for my many Blessings in sharing and learning from such a vast array of abundance. In my opinion, I have met personally the best of the best, the creme of the crop in science, art, business, activism, politics, self sufficiency, spirituality and every other category one could think of.
Of course the flip side of being a controversial radio host is that you also attract the worst of the worst, the weakest of the weak. You get the psychos, the terrorists, stalkers and the feds (I think they are all the same). Even more baffling that you get a whole new life....but is it real life, or is it by design?
All of a sudden everyone knows you, or thinks they do. If your life isn't interesting enough, they will make one up for you. But is it "interesting" they are looking for, or someone to demonize, someone to love to hate to fuel their needs in the ego department.
Teachers on the schoolyard will tell you that bully's are trying to compensate for their lack of confidence. Is it just confidence or is it skill, inner strength, love, finesse, power and the ability to think freely?
Well, I suppose that's debatable, and better left up for discussion at another time, but what is not debatable is that I am human. In fact, all of the demonizers I have met are also human. All humans have free will choice, they also have feelings and emotions.
So these humans choose to hate the villian, based on the words of other humans, humans who are weak that fill their ego by hating on another human...hmmm... And these humans have souls?
Wow, now that is hard to take. But yes they do, we all have souls. We also have hearts and minds and with that comes feelings. It's easy to put people in a box and label them, but how easy would it be for us to reach out to them, know them and love them? Is that even possible?
There is something loving and lovable in every human I have come across, including the stalkers and feds. Believe it or not, there is also something loving and lovable about me. Ouch, I know you didn't want to hear that.
You were having too much fun reading the carefully orchestrated criminal malicious slander and libel about what a druggie prostitute I am...or how I'm supposedly a racist murdering building bomber, or how I'm planning an armed invasion on the state of Georgia, shooting helicopters out of the sky, kidnapping my children and fleeing to Mexico after I guess I shot my dog and choked my children...which of course that was only after I arranged some wild orgy with the cia and some poor helpless homeless women I was prostituting to the militia and minutemen...allegedly.

Whew, yup, I read that's kind of hard not to when you are bombarded with accusations like this daily, where people actually call in to every radio show I've ever heard of, and then some to spread this filth...where they call anyone you've ever talked to, your family, your friends, your employers and associates, and even report these events as actual crimes to law enforcement leaving you susceptible to being roadblocked by a dozen men in black uniforms with no name tag because they received a call saying you are a terrorist (photos below) or having law enforcement show up at your door up to 3 times a day, some even burning you with laser weapons because they know they can get away with it. I've been branded so as far as anyone else is concerned, I do not matter.

But where do these accusations come from? Why would anyone make something like this up about another human, another soul...?
There of course are many possibilities ranging from boredom, to the need to hate, to even paychecks.
Yes, people actually get paid to go around terrorizing other people's lives, and they get paid by your federal government...
Now you would hope that any thinking individual would have the courage to make decisions on their own and the fortitude to see between the lies...or at least the ability to ask themselves if there could possibly be a beneficial reason in getting you to hate the "villain." Perhaps this "villain" has something to say that could change your whole perception on life, the life you feel is about living as a slave in the matrix or the preconditioned box you've allowed others to put yourself in. I think this is where our need to hate takes over. We all mostly want to belong, we all want to be part of the cool crowd so we give up our self, our soul to do what we think will make them, the so called cool people, the in crowd happy. We buy into lies about life, about love, about every subject you are confronted with on a daily basis. We have been conditioned to need a villian...such as 911. America was so content to have osama, the cia asset who supposedly masterminded and pulled off the greatest breach in national security single handedly from a cave in Afganistan, so that all Americans could take their anger out on Al Queada and muslims and their faith after those tragic events. We needed Timothy McVeigh to blame for the Oklahoma City bombing....we had to hate Randy Weaver and his family for being a so called white supremacist, which of course in the minds of Americans justified the feds murdering his lovely wife and daughter. I could go on and on here about how we sheep have fallen for the lies and deceit of others, who have something to gain, by us feeding our need for hate by falling for the deception.
Now what would a grounded loving person do? Would a loving person just buy in to these lies? Would a loving person want to gang up on another human soul to feel better about themselves? We are all innately programmed with a bull shit meter. For purposes of this blog, let's call it your soul, your self, your spirit, your mind. With this also comes free choice, the ability to reason and the ability to love. Free choice dictates whether we choose to live in love or fear, which is where hate comes from, but what if this hate is synthetic? What if you found you hated someone for something that wasn't even real? How would you feel? How does your soul feel? Your soul is yours, not mine. I don't have to look in your mirror and you don't have to look in mine. Only you have to go to bed with your soul at night. You have to wake up with yourself in the morning. Do you want your natural loving self or the artificial hating self?
What happens when you hate?
It is well known that hate leads to all types of disease, such as cancer, heart disease, migraines, diabetes and other disorders stemming from the colon, liver, pancreas and more. When you think about what dis-ease is, it makes perfect sense. A dis-ease is not a life sentence, it is your body's way of tell you that you are not at ease within a certain element of your life path. It can be healed with changes in your lifestyle, diet or sense of self. Your goal at this time should be to get to the root so that you can heal the cause, not the symptoms of your dis-ease. Taking a pill will not heal you. Taking responsibility will.
Wait, Christie, what are you saying here? Are you really saying that it's my fault if I'm sick?
Well, do we really want to lay blame or fault, or do we want to get to the root and heal your soul? There are so many factors contributing to the blame issue, we don't have time in this blog.
Taking responsibility for our efforts or lack thereof would be just one of the components, however I would suggest if what I am saying here is uncomfortable for you, that you explore this idea when your soul is ready.
Just as I am not the judge of you, or your soul. You are not the judge of me.
Although your words, thoughts and actions are energy, manifesting in whatever way you would like it to, it does not affect me. If affects you. It not only affects your perception of reality, it affects your soul's health and wellness.
"Thy will be done..." You can will, manifest, materialize anything you shall. Shall we work for good, positive and healing loving energy, or shall we work against it? The answer is pretty simple to me, call me selfish, but I like what feels good.
Whatever you give out, bad or good, you WILL get in return. It's called the universal law, which precedes mans bogus unlawful laws. If you choose good, good will choose you. If you choose love, love will choose you. If you choose dark and muddy, it will also choose you because you made the free will choice to allow that into your life, your mind, your soul.
Think of yourself in this universe, let's imagine a bowl of water, you are the center. You create a wave of energy, let's just say a drop of water, right directly in the center of the universe, or bowl of water. You will see the rings go to the outer reaches of the bowl, the universe... and you will see them come back to the source. Ah, the source, yes, YOU ARE THE SOURCE, your souls, your spirit, your mind. You can be connected to your source, which is connected to the rest of the universe whether you like it or not, or you can separate yourself from the source and live in the darkness which it brings. Walk in to a room of darkness, turn on the light and what do you have?
You have light! The truth is the light, the way, the source of your soul.
Are you really comfortable with others creating your truth?
As for me, I count on my soul in conjunction with the source, from the Creator, my spirit as part of the whole, where 1 plus 1 equals 1.
Do you want to be part of the whole and live in love and experience the magic in the fullness of our Creation, or do you want to stay in the dark, like a mushroom? An individual like of darkness, control and possession?
Only you can make that choice for you, but I would advise you to not impose your life of darkness upon me.
You have a choice! You can stand up for what's right and be persecuted by weak men, Blessed by the source or you can be praised by men living in the dark because you gave up your soul to fit in.
Blessed Are Those Who Are Persecuted For Righteousness Sake - Matthew 5:10

You can continue to threaten me, lie about me and make yourself feel bigger for that tiny little instant in your created universe, if you will. You can detach yourself from the whole and live in fear if it feeds your ego. Just be aware that those like me will continue to turn the light on and watch the cockroaches run. Don't out yourself...the cool crowd (those that seek to control you) might kick you out too!

My challenge to you is to search within. Check your universal consciousness, which is your soul, your mind, your spirit. Do you want to be part of the cool crowd or the whole? Would you like to experience all the abundance of this beautiful Blessed universe or are you more comfortable hiding in the dark? Only the strong souls will survive these challenges.
Which side are you on? Does picking sides feed your needs or are you looking for something more?
The choice is yours! Live the change you want to see. You must first connect inward to make that decision.
Abundant Blessings await you, it is yours for the in hate/fear/darkness will only ultimately rob you of the abundant miracles of the fullness of our creation.
Follow your soul...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Tribute to Dead Beats

Well, here we go again. I have something to say and it's not because I want to say it, but because I am being forced to defend my self once again.
Most know that I will do anything to avoid conflict, but you also know you can only press so far before I say NO MORE!!!
Well, another one of those pivotal moments hit this week where I decided enough was enough and if I have to muddy my blog with personal stuff, I will.
Many of you know that if you talk to me, like me or come on my show you will be harassed by agent provocateurs and stalkers. You will be stalked and you will be threatened if you publicly admit that you like me or talk to me. It's just the way it is when you rat out a bunch of rotten murdering lying FED's, especially if you're a woman who won't take the abuse certain big strong men exert to feel good about themselves.
We are all used to their usual routine where they call me a fraud, a prostitute, liar and say I bomb buildings and other outrageous acts, but this week really crossed the line. They started messing with my children again.
Let me tell you something you rotten pukes!
Everyone knows I am a single mother and not because I wanted to be, but because I had no choice. That's what happens when your husband leaves you for a man when you are pregnant.
So, I did the best I could do raising my children ALONE without a care in the world from the sperm donors. Not once did they care if we had food, didn't care when I was in the hospital or couldn't walk and they certainly didn't care when I was in a wheelchair and my daughter was raped and sodomized.
THEY NEVER CARED ABOUT A THING other than their own selfish needs which did not include my children. Is it just par for the course since I had a dead beat dad like that too?

Of course Mr NAVY SEAL and Secret Service HERO Frank Czajkowski was too busy running black ops and taking orders from his butt buddies in Washington to care at all about his stupid daughter....maybe if I was a man, I would be cool enough. He could dress me up like his twin, like he did my brother to go show off? Gee, that sound fun...
Well, I hear this type of thing is generational, if you don't have a father, your' children won't have a father and so on...honestly, it was no big deal. After knowing who my father is, who would want one like that anyway?
This helped to appease me when my husband, James Keddington walked out on us while I was pregnant, for his self professed boyfriend of 15 years named Kipp. Since I don't believe in breaking commitments I was happy he left me for a man, that way it wasn't my fault.
Well, you know I'm only bringing this up because this week certain youtube and facebook "friends" have been going around sending emails to my friends trying to warn them that I am lying to them about my children and that I stole my children from their loving fathers...LMAO
Yup, that's what the messages say, so I've had enough! I'm not going to take these lies anymore and the more you put out there, the more I will dish about YOUR PERSONAL lives to defend mine and my beautiful innocent children. I'm not going to sit back and be lied about by a bunch of stalkers...besides, if you were so confident in what you were saying, why can't you use your real name, BusyBee???
Anyway, getting back to James, I owned a small restaurant at the time named CJ Taylor's Deli Cafe in the Avenues in Salt Lake City. You can clearly see on the article my address was 382 4th Avenue. I built an apartment next door which initially was a storage room and that address was 376. My sweet loving husband who loved his daughter lived at 315 4th Avenue. After the initial separation, I used to write and beg him to be a father, he just didn't have time for us. In fact he took the special long way home so he wouldn't even drive by us! After a while I thought his boyfriend might be stealing his mail from me so I went to pay my employees to hand deliver letters to him begging him to be a father.
Not once did he respond, and not once did he offer to help in any way. Samantha didn't exist to him. There was a time where he received pressure and pretended he wanted to be a dad while still living in Salt Lake City, of course he called it "babysitting" not spending time with his daughter, but that was quickly cut off when he disappeared and moved out of state without any word to me or Samantha. Come to find out it's some computer job for the federal government...oh big surprise...LMAO Last time we spke he said he was working for NORAD and that is what his mother used to justify him not being a dad, he has too much work to take care of...
What gets really interesting here is that around this time I had some knee surgeries that kept me laid up. The ex's family literally KIDNAPPED my own daughter and fled to Oregon. This slime ball was actually consorting with the parents and siblings of James, my loving ex husband.
So I find out where he is months later from an old babysitter and figure, oh well, what's new, if he wanted to be a daddy, he would be here or would have said something.
To date, not one Christmas or Birthday Card.
I may sound matter of fact about these issues, but it's only because it's been so long. I do have to admit this was very hard for me and hard protecting my children from the pain of not having a father figure....but somehow we made it.
I almost got married in 2001 and I was able to get a hold of James through his mother. I called to ask if he would sign over rights of Samantha so her new "daddy" could have full legal custody. He loved the idea since he would not be liable for child support or any of the other costs he was court ordered to pay. But really what good is a court order anyway, when he is has been court ordered to pay me tens of thousands of dollars all these years??? Do you know how much I got of that? Not one red cent!
Of course the courts say I need to go back to court to pay someone else to enforce the court order. Since I have no respect for kangaroo courts, I have never done that and figure karma would take care of the rest and we would be better off in the long run no matter how hurting we have been financially.
So, of course no enforcement, why would he pay??? This really makes me wonder why certain people are going around trying to defame me in emails and phone calls to my friends, messages on youtube and facebook? In fact on facebook, there is a person there who tried to tag all my photos of MY daughter as a missing child!
Now how is she missing? Who's missing is the "daddy" who claims to love her to his buddies who then go around to all my videos or any video I'm in, then contacting guests of my show to try to scare them away from me making up lies like this:

From: B B
Date: Thu, Sep 17, 2009 at 12:31 PM
Subject: TRUTH

I have seen the beautiful pictures of you and your family....Daughter.....Well, I want you to know that Christie claims Sams dad is out of the picture or doesn't care. No, he pays child support every month and Christie has taken Samantha and he has no idea where to find her. He doesn't get to speak with her, see her except for an occasional picture on myspace. How would you feel to be denied your daughter because your ex up and moved and hid!!! This is what Christie has done. Sam's dad is a very good man. He is caring and would love to just spend time with her. Or even talk to her.....which he has done in the past. He had Sam for the whole summer 2 years ago and offered to have Sam even more. This up set Christie and she has now kept Sam from her dad. She even has Sam saying that he was never in her life???? What was her summer vacation, a dream??? Christie isn't honest and she uses people, unfortunately her own daughters are being used too!!! You seem like a strong and intelligent man. I am sending you this for help in anyway. You probably like Christie, it is normal until you piss her off, or what she thinks is you pissing her off and then, you will be on the BAD Christie side. Hope you never have to know that person. Just be careful.

Come on pukes! Now this is funny and doesn't take a NORAD rocket or computer scientist to figure out...
Don't you think that if he really loved her he would have called by now? DUHHHHHHHHH Don't you think he would have returned an email by now?????????? DUHHHHHHHHHH
Common sense. In fact James is the one that created Samantha's email address! You can't pretend he doesn't have it, never mind her youtube account that Busy Bee thinks he can harass by emailing 7 times per day! I know for a fact that they know where we are and how to get ahold of us...not to mention the fact that if his stalker buddies no where, he can figure it out too.
So now there is an army other other people supposedly fighting for him, but he just loves her so much he can't speak for himself? You freaks are so transparent! At least use your real name when you are tyring to convince somene what a fraud you think I am! LMAO

Here are some emails to Samantha's youtube account...

BusyBee12341 has sent you a message:
Your dad
Your dad didn't leave you. If he didn't take a better job, your mom wouldn't of gotten all the child support that your dad has given her. He has helped out more too. Your dad thought of you all the time. You just had a great summer with your dad, wouldn't you like to do that again, or even see him on a more regular basis ?? Family tries to understand each other, your dad wanted to have a good job to help make your life better.....that counts!!!

BusyBee12341 has sent you a message:
Sam, I am writing because your dad tries. I think your mom is deleting the messages!!! He sends tons and tons of stuff all the time. He hasn't gotten credit for anything he has done for you. How would you know when it is being hidden from you. Sure, you love your mom BUT your dad would protect you too !!! He helps your mom out every month. You could call him. He calls and no one ever answers. Why don't you call him tonight and hear what he has to say. It doesn't hurt to talk to someone. Maybe he wasn't there as much as your mom would of liked BUT there is more to it than you know. But it is okay, you can make up for lost time. Its ok. You use to talk, you spent time with him, don't you want to do that again??

So what is this Busy Bee up to anyway? What does he have to gain by interfering in my life trying to subvert me and lie to my daughter?
Samantha is a lot smarter than you stalkers give her credit for! She knows who loves her and who doesn't. She knows who is there and who is not. She also knows who emails or calls her as she runs her OWN email, which I do not ever log in to in fact don't even know the password! But, James does.......since he set it up, so if anyone is supposedly deleting emails it would be him.

Gee James, you are really reaching! Have you ever considered returning a phone call or email? Well, for the record I have saved every thing I have sent and every thing you have sent. Do you really think you can lie and get away with this?
What is it that you have to gain?

I think it's very interesting that Samantha gets not one card her entire life, for 10 years, then you show up out of the blue and demands to take her from me? Hmmmmmmmmmmm, could that have something to do with your employer? Kind of interesting that you communicate with the people that have been trying to silence and even kill us, but you don't have time to talk with us??? LMAO

STALKING US ON THE INTERNET WITH THE HELP OF YOUR G-MEN isn't going to make you a good daddy.
Please take a look in the mirror and see what you have done to this little girl. I am sorry she's not as stupid as the rest of your family who thinks it's okay to kidnap and lie to courts to get what they want. Don't you think it's interesting I've won every single court action??? Do you know why? Because you are liars and I am not and the record speaks for itself.
That is why I have full custody. YOU LEFT YEARS AGO, I moved last year to get away from your stalker buddies and now all of a sudden that's a crime?
Don't you remember when we talked with you about this while I was in a wheelchair. I told you we needed to find a safe place. You laughed, denied, then disappeared again and this is how you try to be a father?

BACK OFF LITTLE COWARD! ALL OF YOU!!! If you want to be a daddy, why don't you try picking up the phone and going from there? You want to take it to the internet, no problem. I feel quite comfortable going after slime trying to hurt us in the open. If I hear of even one more email to any of my friends, you wil have a restraining order slapped on you in a pair of Busy Bee, if you are really trying to help hium, wqhy don't you suggest he pick up the phone rather than hide like the coward he is and blame everyone else for walking out on us without a care for a decade!

PS, you missed her birthday again...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Coward in Training

Damn, I had to smoke another one this week....maybe one day they will leave me alone...LMAO
But I hope not, because this is quite fun...

This is a perfect example of what has happened to amerika and the pay-to-riot movement.

WARNING: Explicit language will be heard so if it offends your pretty little ears, please don't listen. Yes, even happy loving people lay into those who need it most.

This was one of the witnesses in the shooting I reported and filmed what I could, which of course put me on a list to be taken out. He changed his story several times in this audio then of course finished with admitting it, albeit reluctantly. Then even continued talking to me...I wonder if he learned this in school, the navy or...?

I start to lay in to him at about 8-9 minutes, but getting to know him and the mentality in the mean time is also entertaining, although admittedly slow. Get's pretty heavy around 15-20 mins and beyond.

He actually JUSTIFIED assissting in crucifying me to save his own ass, discounted the murder of Brisenia Flores and other shootings we witnessed, including the life of my children and myself.

This will show you the mentality of the common man and why we are so backwards and upside down. This will not be a waste of your time.
You also have free reign to do with it what you will. Post in blogs, use for shows, sound clips, videos, etc...

You would think people who've betrayed me would have learned not to mess with me??? Well, as luck would have it, some still have the nerve to try to snow me.
The last time this guy called I made it clear I don't trust him because of what he did. Then I noticed his webcam was on while he was talking to me asking pointed questions. He was actually writing them down as I watched...(change agent in training?)

Unfortunately for him, he had the nerve to call me again so I had to teach him a lesson he will not soon forget.

Come on people, stop being cowards and letting fear control you! There is a difference between right and wrong and somebody has to stand up and say no...or are you going to wait for a girl to do it?

Audio link here:

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Weekend at the Mint Farm

Many of you are already aware that our so called controllers are doing everything they can to put mom and pop out of business to make way for more poison coming from China we can't pay for and even our own government run factories and corporations backed by evil doers. For decades, corporations like Monsanto have forcefully stolen family farms by way of the legal system, despite all the screaming and complaining. It appears there is no end in sight to this atrocity unless we ALL wake up and learn to say NO! JUST SAY NO! We CAN take our country back, but IF and ONLY IF you decide to stand up and do something about it.
After our show Thursday, August 27, 2009 with Peppermint Jim Crosby of the Crosby Mint Farm in St Johns, Michigan, I felt compelled to make the overnight trek to their property in hopes of helping what I could on their final day at their family farm with a 98 year history.

Listen To The Archive Here!

Photos here:

I mean, I knew it was bad before scheduling this show, but I had no idea how bad which was why sacrificing a couple days of sleep and food meant nothing to me. On the show, we found out that GREENSTONE banksters had evicted them from their property and gave them 4 days to remove 98 years of history! They had before 5 PM to remove everything or face arrest by the local sheriff.

I had nothing to offer, only myself, love, heart and shoulders. I couldn't believe that every single local farmer in the country wasn't there to offer support so we hopped in the van and raced around the clock to make in there in time to do at least SOMETHING...key work here folks, none of us can do EVERYTHING, but everyone can do SOMETHING.

My secret for being able to stay up for 2 days.....MINT! Sorry guys, I don't do drugs...

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The weather was a bit drab (which was fitting considering the circumstance), but that didn't stop me from finding the beauty in this situation, nor did it deter 30 other great patriots and community members from going out to help on the last day they were allowed by bogus bankster illegal laws to be on their property. I mean, come on! how do you remove a family farm operated for 98 seasons in 4 days???

The answer is, you don't. No matter what the thieves try to do, they will not remove that history, that heart and soul, the backbone of America that made our country strong.

I thought I knew the American Spirit, but until I was there, face to face with some of the most beautiful people in the world, I had no idea how strong, how pure, how grounded, aware and determined one family can be. I am truly humbled and honored by this experience.

It was difficult holding back the tears, tears of joy at witnessing first hand what happens when a community comes together in love for a common cause. I got to meet people who got married on the farm, those who went to school with Jim and Lynette and of course all their faithful employees and neighbors who were busting their butts doing all they could to move their supplies, equipment and most importantly offer love and support. This farm is not just any farm, it is very special, near and dear to many hearts and lives. Not only is their product necessary and useful AND THE BEST ONE AVAILABLE, each and every plant out there was grown and bottled with love. There is nothing more powerful than love!

The property itself is abundant, over 100 acres of pure mint, along with many other medicinal "weeds" (God's medicine) at their disposal. I can seen why the banksters would want to steal that from these remarkable people.
Of course, not to produce another quality product, but to yank it from you! To rip out the hearts and souls of those who have been so productive all these years and replace it with some fancy concrete.

Please do what you can to support this farm! They are not asking for handouts! They actually have enough product to sell and pay their enormous illegal debt.
Consider this...last year, they owed 325,000 in legal loans. Through various sources, the banksters have received over 3 MILLION, and they are now faced with a 550,000 bill!

Ask yourself, not only how that can happen, but what you can do to help turn it around! Can you repost this blog with links to the farm and send to your email lists? Can you forward the show to your email list? Do you have 5 dollars to spare to purchase a dram of pure oil, candles, candy or tea? Can you repost on twitter, facebook and any other social networking sites?
Like I said before, no one can do everything, but every one can do something! Is that too much to ask to help preserve 98 years of history in a proven natural medicinal and therapeutic product that has been used throughout all the ages in history?
What is your health and history worth to you???
When it happens to one of us, it happens to all of us! If you do nothing now, you will have only yourself to blame IF they are not able to find a financier or sell enough product to meet the deadline.
The deadline is now at 22 days and counting...
WE CAN TURN THIS AROUND and Peppermint Jim Crosby has made a promise that he will not give up and just walk away despite the pressure and illegal legal maneuvers they are using to block him out of his farm.

Just some of the uses of peppermint are:
headaches, nausea, toothaches, acne, bronchitis, diarrhea, convulsions, constipation, shock, sea sickness, heartburn, heart palpitations, sore throat, fevers, fainting and MUCH MUCH MORE...

Hundreds of uses of peppermint have been around for centuries. Why are you taking the doctor prescribed and over the counter medicines when you can be taking God's medicine?

Please consider helping this farm today! Don't wait, don't think about it any longer, DO IT NOW!!! The life you save may be your own!

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I will be posting videos just as soon as my computer allows. Please check back for some heartwarming experiences with some of the most beautiful people on the planet!

Peppermint Jim's farewell...