When Ego gets jolted

Wow, I am still laughing my butt off at that scripted conversation that supposedly took place with me and ego... LOL
I really thought that Chris would at least post a real conversation with REAL time stamps. Instead as my skype and docs show that we never even had a conversation that day! I blocked him on the 25. On the 28th he contacted me under a fake name, raziel225 after he sent me a message about wanting to come see me. He was upset that I didn't answer him or accept his repeated advances so he signed up in fake names to send me messages which I had copied in Louie Bee's skype as they came in, AND posted in a word doc.

That conversation is copied and pasted here.

You will see, the ONLY reason I responded to raziel was because I didn't know that it was Chris Geo stalking me in chat rooms to beg to come to my house and show me how much I supposedly love him.

This was his first message that came in on skype:

[10/28/2010 10:24:21 PM] Chris Geo: Hey. I just had the most horrible yet awakening dream. I don't hate you. In fact, quite the contrary. I'm just in a lot of emotional pain right now and have been for a while. I tas reading a few of our skype chats and it seems like you were fueled by my loving answers and replies. I just hit my breaking point. But in the end, we control our own reality. We have a choice between anger and love. I want to choose love. I was thinking about making a surprise visit tomorrow beause after all, what does internet bullshit have to do with real life?? As sweet as that sounds, I am a bit afraid of driving 15 hours round trip only to be yelled at and spoken to in a very low manor. So i guess my question to you is, how important is internet bullshit vs. real life, real time interaction with other people?? And one more question, are you capable of treating me with the respect and love I deserve or will you continue to treat me like I'm sub-human to cover your feelings for me, whatever they are??\

I did not respond at all to that skype, which was the only one I had received from him since I walked out on his show on the 24th of October with Joe Rogan and the chat we exchanged on October 25 where I ultimately asked him to FUCK OFF since he wasn't going away after begging kindly for months!!! Then he contacted me at the Irritate the State chat room during Louie's show playing undercover, pretending he wasn't online...
The first message I did not copy since I didn't realize who it was. The question was "Are you there?"
I responded "Yes" and the following was what transpired.
I quit responding after explaining to him I was not interested in his games.

Chris's chat in RED, mine in GREEN (they are posted this way in skype because there is no way to save the im's at chatroll and I had a feeling I should let someone else know that he was contacting me in there since we had all asked him to leave me alone.)

[10/28/2010 11:34:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

this is chris . I was just listening to Louie's show on this account. I'm not getting involved with chatrooms or forums anymore. Anyway, I just sent you a skype message. I had a bad dream about you. Can you read it and let me know what you think??

What do you want from me? What am I supposed to do about your dream? If you think I need to know your dream, send it to me on skype. All I want to know is who did it?

[10/28/2010 11:40:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

Well, I'm not sure what you mean. What are you supposed to do about it? Well, whatever you'd like really. You're free to love me or hate me. I just felt like I should reach out one more time I guess. Who's idea was what?

[10/28/2010 11:41:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I received a call from someone in the joe rogan forum...I know about the pm's now I just want to know who orchestrated it? I don't hate you , never did, but I don't like what you're doing.

[10/28/2010 11:43:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

Butterfly. I'm not a vengeful person. I'm not sure what you think I'm "doing" but I've been writing music all day and trying to forget about this horrible bullshit. I'm not sure what PM's you are talking about or what the guy from the Joe Rogan board said.

[10/28/2010 11:46:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: not a vengeful person? there were only 3 people that could have done it...who was it?

[10/28/2010 11:46:29 PM] Can you give me a call instead of typing on this thing? I'd love to understand what's going on and try to help you get to the bottom of it, or offer whatever input i can on the matter

[10/28/2010 11:47:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what are you trying to do?

[10/28/2010 11:47:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

I don't know butterfly.

[10/28/2010 11:48:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

well, I was trying to put this 5 sense reality stuff behind us and go above that to a higher consciousness level where all of these stresses and spites don't mean anything. That level exists, I know it. But obviously something else is going on with you. I'

[10/28/2010 11:49:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you really think what you're doing doesn't mean a thing?

[10/28/2010 11:50:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

sweetheart. I'm not doing anything. I wrote a blog addressing some of the e-mails. Even in the blog I said you have great insight and raise great questions, etc. etc. I'm not sure what else is going on. Butterfly, I'm not psychic, spell it out for me pleas

[10/28/2010 11:51:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: bullshit it was a straight up attack

[10/28/2010 11:52:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

ok sweetheart. You've been treating me very poorly and I've been responding with love and kindness. I got tired of being treated badly and reached my breaking point. How many times can I say "I understand, I didn't realize, I'm sorry" and how many times ca

[10/28/2010 11:53:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: responding with love and kindness? treating you bad by not accepting your advances? you have disrespected me repeatedly and I know what you did with the pm's messages and comments

[10/28/2010 11:54:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

can you accuse me of doing shit on purpose until I finally just snap and start yelling fuck you?? I'm a man after all. Most men would have snapped WAY before that. But I bit my tongue for hours and hours. I wish you'd see that.

[10/28/2010 11:54:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: snap for me saying no...? you do not respect me, you are not respecting my boundaries and then blaming me for not accepting them like I should in your mind.

[10/28/2010 11:55:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

it would be easier to talk either on the phone or skype, or even skype IM. Can we do that??

[10/28/2010 11:59:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

what advances? How can I make advances over skype?? Really christie, get grounded for a moment and stop living in your fantasy world for a moment and realize that you've treated me REALLY badly. I tried to learn from you and you just kept yelling at me

[12:00:16 AM] Christie Aphrodite: what did I do to you that was bad?

[12:03:52 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

For instance, you got mad about the Joe Rogan thing and inisted I did it on purpose. I said I'm sorry and I will reflect on it and you replied FUCK YOU, YOU DID IT ON PURPOSE. I admit I'm wrong about something but it isn't good enough for you. You still ha

[12:04:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so what did I do to deserve your disrespect? this feels a lot like harassment? you wrote blogs about me and started shit, not me...can you please not hurt me anymore? thank you

[12:04:53 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

have to yell at me for it for an hour while I'm packing stuff and carrying boxes up and down the stairs. Things like that.

[12:05:18 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I did not yell at you, I was laughing the whole time wondering why you still can't hear me...

[12:05:28 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

and the worst of all... you say over and over that all I want is sex from you. As if I can't get any and I have to drive 7.5 hours just for sex! It hurts so bad when you say that because it discounts all of these feelings I have for you. If you don't want

[12:06:04 AM] Christie Aphrodite: then why can't you seprate a physical relationship from the show?

[12:06:11 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

I can't type on this thing. I keep getting cut off. Can you please call me on my cell??

[12:06:42 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I really dohn't feel like talking, I feel like I'm being harassed and I feel really drained, I really don't think there is anything to talk about...please think about what you did...

[12:08:25 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

I wrote blog about Sheree and mentioned you for two sentences by saying that I agree that your voice doesn't fit but you offer a lot of great insight etc. etc. and you call that an attack??

[12:08:31 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol

[12:08:55 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

I can separate a relationship from the show. I definitely don't want to do the show with you, I know that. Fuck the show.

[12:09:38 AM] Christie Aphrodite: and I told you that's all I was interested in even though it was YOU who suggested that. I never asked to be on your show! now you say I was tyring to control your show? lmao

[12:10:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol

[12:11:27 AM] Christie Aphrodite: if I'm sooo bad, why do you want to talk to me? I thought you blocked me everywhere and took down my archives and videos you made?

[12:12:02 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

then why were you tripping out when I was running my show then?? I didn't say a word when I was on your show. I let you run everything and cut me off over and over mid sentence. But it's ok, it's your show.

[12:12:39 AM] Christie Aphrodite: that was not the case Chris...what do you want from me?

[12:12:49 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

Can you be honest with me for a second?? What happened butterfly? We use to spend hours and hours talking to each other, talking about seeing each other, etc. etc. What happened? How did we get here??

[12:14:03 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I think that's something you need to reflect on...how did you contribute...did you really show infinite love and choose that each moment? did you respect my boundaries or keep pusing me? did you slander me or let me go away peacefully?

[12:14:13 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

Can we please talk on the phone or on skype IM?? This is getting annoying getting cut off everytime I want to say something becaue of the text limit.

[12:14:42 AM] Christie Aphrodite: just tell me everything you want me to know in skype...where you said you blocked me and if I feel I need to respond, I will let you know...

[12:14:55 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

what do I want? To forgive, forget and love. That's it. If you say I don't know how to love.. well show me how then.

[12:15:57 AM] Christie Aphrodite: then do it...I don't think you are hearing me...I really don't see the point. You pried things out of me, I gave it to you, and you chose not to listen, I don't want to do this again...I think you need to check your ego...why are you so bothered by me?

[12:16:07 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

I let you go away peacefully. I respected your boundries. You put a bunch of our personal stuff out there. You felt I was pushing because I was "talking" about stuff. You felt I was "advancing" on you over "skype". Simply because I wanted the same respect

[12:16:53 AM Edited 12:17:23 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I am going to bed, you are not hearing me, this conversation is over. Good night! :)

[12:17:07 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

that's another thing that hurt by the way. a few things you said "it's beyond your perception" and "I don't even know if it's worth my time to tell you". I guess nobody practices this "infinite love" everyone preaches now a days. That's why I'm done with t

[12:17:43 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

I did? Where?

[12:20:26 AM] Christie Aphrodite: Raziel225

Everyone seems to "attack" you Christie. Maybe it's not something wrong with eveyone else. Maybe it's something wrong with you.

After this, he continued to contact me on skype, to which I did not respond:
and THIS is where his story changes...

[10/28/2010 11:19:35 PM] Chris Geo: this is the last message we exchanged on skype
[10/28/2010 11:19:44 PM] Chris Geo: before you called me to yell at me more
[10/28/2010 11:19:49 PM] Chris Geo: I replied with nothing but love
[10/28/2010 11:19:53 PM] Chris Geo: as I did on the phone
[10/28/2010 11:20:21 PM] Chris Geo: then on the phone you kept yelling at me
[10/28/2010 11:20:34 PM] Chris Geo: while I was moving and packing and carrying boxes up and down stairs
[10/28/2010 11:20:40 PM] Chris Geo: because I respected you, I listened
[10/28/2010 11:20:58 PM] Chris Geo: finally at the end, I reached my breaking point
[10/28/2010 11:21:06 PM] Chris Geo: you tell me you have "spirit helpers"
[10/28/2010 11:21:13 PM] Chris Geo: but you call mine "demons"
[10/28/2010 11:21:43 PM] Chris Geo: you tell everyone you love them
[10/28/2010 11:21:46 PM] Chris Geo: literally
[10/28/2010 11:22:00 PM] Chris Geo: but I get the cold shoulder because I'm... what? In love with you??
[10/28/2010 11:22:25 PM] Chris Geo: so because I feel strongly about you, that means you have to be colder to me?? Colder than you are to strangers??
[10/28/2010 11:22:46 PM] Chris Geo: and you call this an attack??
[10/28/2010 11:22:52 PM] Chris Geo: "As for Christie, I completely agree that her voice and ideas do not compliment the show. After reading your e-mails I tried to get her to soften it up a bit and maybe put a little more sexy into it but she acted like she had no idea what I was talking about. I didn’t want to force anything on and I definitely didn’t want to hurt her feelings so I tried to be subtle, but she just didn’t get it. On the brighter side, Christie has some great insight and raises a lot of great questions. So she really has her moments. But yes, I totally agree that the voice doesn’t work with Truth Frequency. She’s no longer the co-host of Truth Frequency so I am sorry for jumping the gun and posting her as the new co-host."
[10/28/2010 11:24:49 PM] Chris Geo: and then you say over and over that I just want sex. As if you have this magical golden pussy that I have to drive 7.5 hours for.
[10/28/2010 11:24:53 PM] Chris Geo: What's really going on?
[10/28/2010 11:25:06 PM] Chris Geo: Is it really that hard to believe that someone actually loves you?
[10/28/2010 11:25:13 PM] Chris Geo: Does it have to be about sex with you ALL THE TIME?
[10/28/2010 11:25:29 PM] Chris Geo: Is your self esteem that low that you think that is all you are worth? A peice of ass?
[10/28/2010 11:26:54 PM] Chris Geo: I wish you would just say something like "I'm not attracted to you" or "I simply don't like you" or whatever. But to stab me repeatedly with your words for the simple fact that I'm in love with you and you can't handle that is, well... it's sick Christie.
[10/28/2010 11:29:53 PM] Chris Geo: Anyway, I just had this bad dream that something happened to you and I never got to make amends with you. So I thought I'd write and try to and maybe create a paralell timeline where we rectified our differences instead of dwelling on all of this negativity. But some people love negativity I guess. do you feel incomplete without drama in your life???
[10/28/2010 11:33:50 PM] Chris Geo: Anyway, I'm sorry I even bothered. I think I'd rather go outside and talk to the wall. It's warmer there and it responds in a more human like manner. I guess what it all comes down to is I just wanted to be treated like you treat everyone else but instead, I am somehow LESS than everyone else because I have the potential to be MORE in your life. So you can't handle success or happiness because God knows if you are happy you can't achieve "spiritual enlightenment" so you make yourself miserable all the time in hopes of some great reward in the afterlife because of all of your suffering. But the reality of it is God, the universe or whatever is just going to look at you and say "why didn't you enjoy and apprecaite the life I gave you??" and who knows what happens from there. So.... it is what it is... fuck it... I'm done... enjoy your misery.... and good night. You're like a vortex of bad energy and once you get sucked into the Christie vortex then you can't get out because it follows you everywhere you go and even haunts your dreams.
[10/28/2010 11:34:14 PM] Chris Geo: I was sooooo close to saying "I'm busy right now, I'd love for you to stop by but it's not a good time"
[10/28/2010 11:34:43 PM] Chris Geo: And as every minute passes I regret not doing that.
[10/28/2010 11:35:44 PM] Chris Geo: I reached my hand out to your for help and you just yelled at me because I was reaching out to you.
[10/28/2010 11:36:10 PM] Chris Geo: I was honest and open about my feelings and so you became cold because I expessed them
[10/28/2010 11:36:31 PM] Chris Geo: So I don't know. Obvously you have a problem responding to love.
[10/28/2010 11:36:55 PM] Chris Geo: Maybe it's you who needs to "practice what you preach"
[10/28/2010 11:37:05 PM] Chris Geo: Infinite love is total bullshit: Everything else is an illusion
[10/28/2010 11:38:04 PM] Chris Geo: do you know what it's like to offer your mind body and soul to someone and they just step all over it???
[10/28/2010 11:38:32 PM] Chris Geo: and I'm not talkng about not accepting it. But I'm talking about responding with ICE COLDNESS because of it
[10/28/2010 11:38:57 PM] Chris Geo: it's as if you thrive on returning loving emotions with hate
[10/28/2010 11:39:27 PM] Chris Geo: what's wrong with "Chris, I love you but I'm not ready for a relationship with anyone"??
[10/28/2010 11:39:44 PM] Chris Geo: instead you treated me lower than you treat a stranger in your chatroom
[10/28/2010 11:39:50 PM] Chris Geo: how the hell do you think that made me feel?
[10/28/2010 11:40:06 PM] Chris Geo: why do I have to sit here with my heart in peices and tears running down my fucking eyes???
[10/28/2010 11:40:49 PM] Chris Geo: GODDAMMIT!
[10/28/2010 11:43:11 PM] Chris Geo: I'm not worth your fucking time... Yea, I know!
[10/28/2010 11:43:25 PM] Chris Geo: I didnt' do anything but love you
[10/28/2010 11:43:45 PM] Chris Geo: biggest fucking mistake I've made in a long time
[10/28/2010 11:44:02 PM] Chris Geo: I'm worth so much more than you could ever imagine
[10/28/2010 11:44:41 PM] Chris Geo: you had no right to treat me like I was nothing
[10/28/2010 11:47:26 PM] Chris Geo: It's not worth your time to help someone who is seeking spiritual healing??? Yet that someone is supposed to help beef up your show and build you a new website??
[10/28/2010 11:47:46 PM] Chris Geo: Just admit it... you tried to use me and I didn't fall for it and so we ended up here.
[10/30/2010 12:32:56 AM] *** Christie Aphrodite blocked Chris Geo ***

Next blog I will post him begging me to be with him, what a wonderful couple we would be, all he's going to do for me if I get over my "fear of infinite love," and how perfect I am for him, how much he loves me and will always love me because I am the best thing that ever happened to him...
LOL

Oh, and all of this was AFTER Louie had told him to back off and he said he was going to disappear online for a few days...LOL
Well why was he contacting me in fake names?

[10/28/2010 12:45:27 PM] Chris Geo: yea, I know. Maybe I am self centered and egotistical. Everyone's been telling me that lately. Like EVERYONE.

[10/28/2010 12:46:21 PM] Chris Geo: yea I know. But the other day my dad told me that shit all day, then Christie called and her and I got into it (I was letting her yell at me while I was carrying boxes up and down the stairs trying to move), then Sheree calls to tell me that too.... I don't know. The universe is trying to tell me something for sure.

[10/28/2010 12:47:00 PM] Chris Geo: so yea... honestly, man to man... what should I do different? Do I not listen to people enough? Do I ingore people? Do I talk about my shit too much?

[10/28/2010 12:48:55 PM] The Crotch Shot Radio Show: you need to reflect

[10/28/2010 12:49:07 PM] The Crotch Shot Radio Show: and see what your doing wrong

[10/28/2010 12:49:17 PM] Chris Geo: ok

[10/28/2010 12:49:24 PM] Chris Geo: I'm going to disappear for a couple of days

[10/28/2010 12:49:31 PM] Chris Geo: gimmie a call on my cell if you need me

[10/28/2010 12:49:33 PM] The Crotch Shot Radio Show: see i cant tell u cause you need to see

[10/28/2010 12:49:46 PM] Chris Geo: ok

[10/28/2010 12:49:56 PM] Chris Geo: thanks brother. Love ya

[10/28/2010 12:50:45 PM] The Crotch Shot Radio Show: love ya too

The Drama Continues with Mr infinite Love

Apparently my last warning didn't work. Ego has decided to completely fabricate stories to spread to his "followers" to try to cover his reputation. Since I don't have the time or the desire to respond to all the ridiculous allegations, because anyone who matters already knows what happened since they were informed or present as these events took place, so I just want to post my response to ego's latest blog about what I supposedly did to him, his show his relationship and completley MADE up and FAKE skype conversation to post!!!
LMAO
This is great...but here is our REAL last conversation: http://recordings.talkshoe.com/TC-90461/TS-417716.mp3

Since I doubt he will allow my response, I'm going to post it here for posterity.
:-)
The next blog will contain geo's pleas along with audios of what REALLY happened.

Stay tuned..........

Nope, I'm not going to sit back and let you lie about me like this!
Why don't you tell people what really happened Geo? Did you forget Julia was on the phone while you drove Sheree to suicide with your abuse?
Too bad you couldn't have just kept quiet...now I will enjoy exposing you and handing everything over to those interested in making the Geo deception.
LOL

My reply to Chris (Castillo) Geo of Truth Frequency Radio who likes to use people and their names to give him a bigger ego: http://truthfrequencyradio.com/?p=2915

Are you seriously going to lie like that and completely fabricate conversations?

Well, the thing is, I pdf'd our chats immediately and sent them to several people for preservation, so go ahead and make up what you will ego...LOL
You are totally acting like kindergarten...by the way, I heard when you called Louie, in fact Danny I were sitting there listening in! I bet you don't know he recorded it and is dying to post your calls with you crying about me and how much you love me.
Now you're trying to make it look like we had sex?!?!? In your dreams...how many times did you BEG me??? How many times did you say I was the perfect woman for you and you needed to worship me like a goddess...YOU SICK PUKE! You are just like jim stach, jeff schwilk and the rest of the misogynists!
LMAO
I love that you showed your true colors and I love that I was on to you from the start. Sorry, your silly line and pressure didn't work with me...I'm not a drugged up demon worshipper.
You know I QUIT your show and that YOU tried to infiltrate MY show, everyone knew that, that's why they confronted me with YOU there, so that I knew you were working behind my back. :-)
Anyway, you really are begging for it so here you go...a dose of truth!

Here is the chat where you allege that I supposedly outed you for kiddie porn. You might want to check with your angel of light this week...

[10/29/2010 11:04:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: how are you doing?
[10/29/2010 11:04:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: (F)
[10/29/2010 11:05:10 PM] sheree.dill: i'm doing ok...in pain, but workin on that one
[10/29/2010 11:05:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh good...everything going okay?
[10/29/2010 11:05:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: looking up?
[10/29/2010 11:05:29 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, definitely
[10/29/2010 11:05:31 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/29/2010 11:05:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good for you! :)
[10/29/2010 11:06:07 PM] sheree.dill: i'm sorry if i hurt your feelings with what i said back when things were going bad with youknowwho
[10/29/2010 11:08:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's okay...I know it was fueled and I know how you were feeling...Chris is very manipulative and I'm sure despite all the times I said NO he was still fueling his fantasy of what was going on....his little buddy Zach has taken total control and I believe is the reason you felt you needed to go on those fucked up drugs....do you know that when having sex with a man who has demons that he is not only implanting the woman, but also SUCKING HER LIFE FORCE DRY?
[10/29/2010 11:09:04 PM] sheree.dill: no wonder i felt so much better the day after i came home
[10/29/2010 11:09:12 PM] sheree.dill: even though i'm lonely a lot of the time
[10/29/2010 11:09:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I understnad, but you are getting stronger! :)(
[10/29/2010 11:09:26 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i am
[10/29/2010 11:09:29 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/29/2010 11:09:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you don't need a man
[10/29/2010 11:09:58 PM] sheree.dill: i know, and i don't really want sex from anyone anymore...not even myself, lol
[10/29/2010 11:10:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:10:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, when it's your time
[10/29/2010 11:10:09 PM] sheree.dill: i don't know if that's too healthy or not, but i don't care
[10/29/2010 11:10:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but not before then :)
[10/29/2010 11:10:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: nothing wrong with taking time to get to know yourself :)
[10/29/2010 11:10:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and cleanse from that experience :)
[10/29/2010 11:11:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we were thinking of a new show on the network...
[10/29/2010 11:11:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: 9-11 sunday night
[10/29/2010 11:11:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:13:26 PM] sheree.dill: who are you thinking?
[10/29/2010 11:13:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:13:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: take a guess
[10/29/2010 11:13:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:14:31 PM] sheree.dill: you and louie? lol
[10/29/2010 11:14:32 PM] sheree.dill: jk
[10/29/2010 11:14:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: how do you feel about doing a show?
[10/29/2010 11:17:20 PM] sheree.dill: i would love to...i've got a great story to start off with, and i think that we'd make a great team if I could do the exposing the lies about mainstream medicine and you'd be great at integrating the healing aspect of it--kind of a health-related show...it'd be kind of hard to find guests, but i'm good at medical terminology and can decipher a scientific journal paper better than anyone i know who's not a doctor
[10/29/2010 11:17:22 PM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/29/2010 11:18:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, we were thinking either you could do a show if you want..........OR then Danny suggested that we do a female roudtable....3 -4 women or so shooting the shit, talking about whatever....
[10/29/2010 11:18:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: AND
[10/29/2010 11:18:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: if you would like to cohost with me on some shows...?
[10/29/2010 11:18:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: on my new show, butterfly effect radio :)
[10/29/2010 11:19:02 PM] sheree.dill: that'd be great! give me a few weeks, my grandparents are starting up a new ministry for pastors and their families, and i'm trying to help them out with it
[10/29/2010 11:19:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: NICE! :)
[10/29/2010 11:19:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and we won't force you to do something you don't want to d
[10/29/2010 11:19:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:19:23 PM] sheree.dill: wonderful
[10/29/2010 11:19:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: won't make you say something you don't want to talk about
[10/29/2010 11:19:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:19:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are free to be you
[10/29/2010 11:19:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:19:34 PM] sheree.dill: awesome, that'd be a breath of fresh air
[10/29/2010 11:19:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I just set up a doctor to come on every monday night on our show
[10/29/2010 11:19:56 PM] sheree.dill: oh wow, AWESOME!
[10/29/2010 11:20:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I thyink you will like all our health show archives, vaccines, herbs, etc..
[10/29/2010 11:20:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he charges thousands for his teleseminars, but he's going to do it all on our show
[10/29/2010 11:20:32 PM] sheree.dill: sounds great!
[10/29/2010 11:20:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: awesome!@
[10/29/2010 11:20:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what do you think?
[10/29/2010 11:20:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you want to do your own show too on the weekend, or would you prefer a roundtable of females?
[10/29/2010 11:21:23 PM] sheree.dill: i think a roundtable would be better, at first at least
[10/29/2010 11:21:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: alrigth then...I know some great women and a femal shaman, a REAL shaman, not just the hey baby, your a goddess, smoke some dmt with me and get naked'
[10/29/2010 11:21:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:21:58 PM] sheree.dill: NICE
[10/29/2010 11:22:02 PM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/29/2010 11:22:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is soooo much more to the words chris speaks than what he says....lol
[10/29/2010 11:22:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: just so you know
[10/29/2010 11:22:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:22:17 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know
[10/29/2010 11:22:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sh'es a REAL shaman and she can help you if you want
[10/29/2010 11:22:36 PM] sheree.dill: i'm a skeptic, but i'll be open-minded about it
[10/29/2010 11:22:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah ,well you don't have to agree with her, with me or with anyone
[10/29/2010 11:22:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's the beauty of a roundtable
[10/29/2010 11:23:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the more opinions, ther merrier
[10/29/2010 11:23:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:23:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but we will talk about womens issues
[10/29/2010 11:23:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what women really want, don't want, etc....
[10/29/2010 11:23:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: whatever they talk about on the view...we could be the over view :)
[10/29/2010 11:23:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: or something like that
[10/29/2010 11:23:53 PM] sheree.dill: nice
[10/29/2010 11:23:59 PM] sheree.dill: what women really think
[10/29/2010 11:24:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yup
[10/29/2010 11:24:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:24:12 PM] sheree.dill: and god knows it's not what those bitches think, trust me
[10/29/2010 11:24:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so............you be you and that's it! we are all students and teachers of each other :)
[10/29/2010 11:24:26 PM] sheree.dill: i watch the view sometimes, want to wring their necks for their idiocy
[10/29/2010 11:24:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and you ahve a lot to offer!
[10/29/2010 11:24:33 PM] sheree.dill: i hope so
[10/29/2010 11:24:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: don't let these little asshole/vampires bring you down
[10/29/2010 11:24:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: in fact we are doing a show about psychic vampirwes this tuesday so you might like to tune in to that... :)
[10/29/2010 11:25:09 PM] sheree.dill: he claimed that i was a psychic vampire
[10/29/2010 11:25:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/29/2010 11:25:17 PM] sheree.dill: i tried my best not to be
[10/29/2010 11:25:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's the other way around dude
[10/29/2010 11:25:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: :)
[10/29/2010 11:25:44 PM] sheree.dill: lol, i think we can all be sometimes, when we're unhappy with our current standards
[10/29/2010 11:25:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: this is some good reading.. http://www.way-of-the-wild-rose.com/vampires_48.html
[10/29/2010 11:26:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: check it out...that's what we will be talking about this week, I think Tuesday
[10/29/2010 11:26:40 PM] sheree.dill: ok, i have a doctor's appointment on thursday, so i think i'll be able to make it
[10/29/2010 11:28:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: nice :)
[10/29/2010 11:32:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so for reals you want to do this?
[10/29/2010 11:33:11 PM] sheree.dill: i need to pray and meditate on it, and depending on what happens in the next few days, but I will definitely let you know within a week, ok? I have to make decisions slowly and carefully now...but it sounds totally awesome!
[10/29/2010 11:33:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: very cool...I was thinking that the roundtable could rotate...
[10/29/2010 11:33:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sometimes Julia, sometime Sakti, sometimes Joy...or any other storng woman :)
[10/29/2010 11:33:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Leah...and other ladies...
[10/29/2010 11:34:08 PM] sheree.dill: i like the idea of an all-woman show, really--alternative radio really needs one
[10/29/2010 11:34:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: me thinks someone might not have a show here anymore and Danny and everyone liked you better...we all knew that YOU were the one that did all the work for the shows
[10/29/2010 11:34:25 PM] sheree.dill: the movement needs it too
[10/29/2010 11:34:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, I agree
[10/29/2010 11:34:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so..................if you want to do that, that's where we're headed with it..a weekend evening...all women...we could have a male guest once in a while...
[10/29/2010 11:35:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we are certainly not sexist
[10/29/2010 11:35:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:35:13 PM] sheree.dill: well, i know absolutely nothing about the technology involved, though, he did most of the work on the website and the graphics and the board
[10/29/2010 11:35:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: just need to talk about women, from women
[10/29/2010 11:35:16 PM] sheree.dill: i just researched
[10/29/2010 11:35:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I know, but you made the show
[10/29/2010 11:35:25 PM] sheree.dill: but i've got a lot of new research to talk about
[10/29/2010 11:35:32 PM] sheree.dill: aww
[10/29/2010 11:35:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: without Chris's token cohost he would have no show
[10/29/2010 11:35:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:35:36 PM] sheree.dill: well, thank you
[10/29/2010 11:35:45 PM] sheree.dill: i really hope he does ok
[10/29/2010 11:35:54 PM] sheree.dill: i haven't listened since i left
[10/29/2010 11:35:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so..................................if you want a show you can have one, but perhaps for now, jsut do a roundtable with us and then take your time, get more comfortable and we go from there :)
[10/29/2010 11:36:07 PM] sheree.dill: sounds great
[10/29/2010 11:36:10 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/29/2010 11:36:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: DO NOT LET HIM WORM HIS WAY BACK IN TO YOUR LIFE!
[10/29/2010 11:36:19 PM] sheree.dill: he almost did
[10/29/2010 11:36:27 PM] sheree.dill: he's really, really, really good
[10/29/2010 11:36:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he's going nuts and really thinks he wants you back...but see, he's telling me alll those same things...he suypposedly loves me, I broke his heart, blah blah blah
[10/29/2010 11:36:48 PM] sheree.dill: omg
[10/29/2010 11:37:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now he's trying to say it's because I don't knwo what I'm doing, tryied to control him...lol and have a shitty voice everyone complains about?!?!? lmao
[10/29/2010 11:37:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he actually went so far as to set up a little deal with joe rogan...and more, we will talk about that later
[10/29/2010 11:37:30 PM] sheree.dill: i know, right? your show was always doing great
[10/29/2010 11:37:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have audios and texts too ifyou want to know more
[10/29/2010 11:37:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but what he wrote is total bs
[10/29/2010 11:37:42 PM] sheree.dill: holy shit
[10/29/2010 11:37:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he's been wqhining to Louie, Danny, Case andeveryone else about how much heloves me
[10/29/2010 11:37:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: then of course what a piece of shit I am
[10/29/2010 11:37:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/29/2010 11:38:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so he's trying to use you AGAIN to try to get ME
[10/29/2010 11:38:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:38:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's SICK!
[10/29/2010 11:38:08 PM] sheree.dill: i'm sorry
[10/29/2010 11:38:17 PM] sheree.dill: i had nothing to do with it, trust me
[10/29/2010 11:38:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's okay, I just want you to know DO NOT FALL FOR IT!
[10/29/2010 11:38:20 PM] Christie Aphrodite: STAY STRONG!
[10/29/2010 11:38:21 PM] sheree.dill: ok
[10/29/2010 11:38:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: YOU WIL BE SOOOO MUCH BETTER OFF IN NO TIME!
[10/29/2010 11:38:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: IN FACT YOU ALREADY ARE!
[10/29/2010 11:38:41 PM] sheree.dill: i will, you know--it wasn't an accident that night, just to let you know
[10/29/2010 11:38:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what do you mean...?
[10/29/2010 11:39:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what night, what accident?
[10/29/2010 11:39:47 PM] sheree.dill: my arm...when he "opened the door", it wasn't "opening"...he either kicked it or shoved it or something, and left a hairline fracture on my arm
[10/29/2010 11:39:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow
[10/29/2010 11:40:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I knew something didn't sound right
[10/29/2010 11:40:13 PM] sheree.dill: and then told me to lie to the doctors on the way to the hospital or they'd take him to jail
[10/29/2010 11:40:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: then he kept trying to tell us, you know it was an accdident, right?
[10/29/2010 11:40:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow
[10/29/2010 11:40:31 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know
[10/29/2010 11:40:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we were like...yeah, sure Chris
[10/29/2010 11:40:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:40:49 PM] sheree.dill: and no one would believe me, so i just went home as soon as i could
[10/29/2010 11:41:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you know I would believe you...........
[10/29/2010 11:41:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I know what you were going through
[10/29/2010 11:41:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I wanted to take you home with me
[10/29/2010 11:41:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: but I am not sure you remember all that...lol
[10/29/2010 11:41:22 PM] sheree.dill: i'm actually doing ok here
[10/29/2010 11:41:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm glad :)
[10/29/2010 11:41:41 PM] sheree.dill: i miss him a lot, but i know it's not really him anymore
[10/29/2010 11:41:48 PM] sheree.dill: it's zachariah taken over
[10/29/2010 11:42:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he loves zach
[10/29/2010 11:42:15 PM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/29/2010 11:42:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and he will not look in the mirror
[10/29/2010 11:42:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is nothing anyone can do
[10/29/2010 11:42:32 PM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/29/2010 11:43:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he is digging his own grave :)
[10/29/2010 11:44:27 PM] sheree.dill: well, i knew that eventually, he was going to get in a lot of trouble for a lot of different shit, and i didn't want to lose my son over it
[10/29/2010 11:44:46 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I totally understand
[10/29/2010 11:48:26 PM] sheree.dill: i wrote this to him regarding his post on his website:
[10/29/2010 11:48:27 PM] sheree.dill: well, i just read and re-read the "article" you posted a few times over, and i feel like you have confused the show with real life, in a way. I feel like your impression that you made of both me and my grandparents was extremely one-sided, and incredibly unfair, given the situation with christie was the reason why i left and the "pain" resulting from what you put me through with her. But you wouldn't say that because you don't want people to think badly of you. So, you're lashing out at my family, my hometown, and my religion to negate the fact that you were emotionally abusive and manipulative during our relationship. Also, I feel that because your public image is intertwined with your true self, that you are letting the show and the listeners take control of your life, your sense of self, and your purpose in this life. I would recommend that you put the show on hold for a while, release another album, and get back to being a real person, instead of a personality. I don't hold it against you that you want to look good to other people, anyone would. But to blame others for the way you mistreated me, chose another woman over me, and continued to put us in situations where I could have easily lost my child if you were to get caught is not only selfish, it's the most narcissistic rant I've ever read. My gut feeling was right about you: you haven't changed a bit in your month of "isolation".
[10/29/2010 11:55:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good for you! :)
[10/29/2010 11:56:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: take some time away from relationships, start a loving relationship with yourself right now and surround yourself with loving people who iwll not judge you or tell you what to do :)
[10/29/2010 11:56:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have some very good friends and we all love you, so you ahve plenty of good people to chat withy...other women and we have all BEEN THERE DONE THAT! :)
[10/29/2010 11:56:43 PM] sheree.dill: there are so many things i could say right now about how bad things actually were with chris, but i'm not going to, because eventually it'll come out
[10/29/2010 11:57:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so................just know I am not judging you at all, I know what you were going through, I would like to do whatever it takes to help you become strong again! :)
[10/29/2010 11:57:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, go ahead, talk all you want...
[10/29/2010 11:57:17 PM] sheree.dill: well, thank you so much for your support...really
[10/29/2010 11:57:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Louie will kick his ass
[10/29/2010 11:57:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/29/2010 11:57:24 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he even called Chris out on his show!
[10/29/2010 11:57:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he was PISSED when he found out Chris was lying to him
[10/29/2010 11:57:39 PM] sheree.dill: lol...no, the FBI would probably go after him. i'm not kidding
[10/29/2010 11:57:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he's like , really? you played Christie like that?
[10/29/2010 11:57:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he said he felt bad about you and though, oh shit, maybe he lied to be about Sheree too...lol I said, uh huh.... lol
[10/29/2010 11:58:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow, I'm sure................
[10/29/2010 11:58:10 PM] sheree.dill: there's a lot of fucked up shit he's involved with
[10/29/2010 11:58:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: still dealing drugs?
[10/29/2010 11:58:21 PM] sheree.dill: worse
[10/29/2010 11:58:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he told us abour some crazy shit, but I don't know if it's fbi worthy, I guess I don't know HOW bad it is...
[10/29/2010 11:59:00 PM] sheree.dill: let's just say, hope he wipes his hard drives before any cops search 'em
[10/29/2010 11:59:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: why?
[10/29/2010 11:59:15 PM] sheree.dill: i'm not saying anything else
[10/29/2010 11:59:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: ll
[10/29/2010 11:59:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you gonna make me guess?
[10/29/2010 11:59:31 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you know I can find out if I have to... :D
[10/29/2010 11:59:34 PM] sheree.dill: initials: kp
[10/29/2010 11:59:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I don't know what that means
[10/29/2010 11:59:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh
[10/29/2010 11:59:46 PM] sheree.dill: don't tell anyone, ok? he's one sick fuck
[10/29/2010 11:59:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I get it
[10/29/2010 11:59:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: no, I know
[10/30/2010 12:00:00 AM] sheree.dill: he'll get caught eventually
[10/30/2010 12:00:01 AM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah....not surprised, I jsut didn't want to say it
[10/30/2010 12:00:08 AM] Christie Aphrodite: why do you think he wil get caught?
[10/30/2010 12:00:19 AM] Christie Aphrodite: the crazy stuff he told us about were like parties, dungeons, etc
[10/30/2010 12:00:24 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he said they were parties
[10/30/2010 12:00:28 AM] sheree.dill: because he registers with a credit card on a site called diva.com
[10/30/2010 12:00:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: are any of these people being used by force?
[10/30/2010 12:00:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: oh, I don't know what diva is?
[10/30/2010 12:00:43 AM] Christie Aphrodite: is that young people?
[10/30/2010 12:01:25 AM] sheree.dill: no, they're czech girls or something who's parents get paid to make their daughters get naked and pose for cameras
[10/30/2010 12:01:34 AM] Christie Aphrodite: wow, damn
[10/30/2010 12:01:52 AM] sheree.dill: don't tell anyone, they're going to catch him, i pray for it every day
[10/30/2010 12:02:18 AM] sheree.dill: i told him to stop, but he says that zach does good things for him when he looks at it or some shit
[10/30/2010 12:02:30 AM] sheree.dill: he said he'd stop, but never did
[10/30/2010 12:02:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, he told me that too
[10/30/2010 12:02:49 AM] sheree.dill: he told you?
[10/30/2010 12:03:17 AM] sheree.dill: about all of this?
[10/30/2010 12:03:22 AM] sheree.dill: or just about the zach thing?
[10/30/2010 12:03:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: well he told me about how Zach takes care of him, makers it so bad things can't happen to him, he just odes what he wants once in a while and tha'ts why he was afraid to get rid of him
[10/30/2010 12:03:40 AM] Christie Aphrodite: THEN
[10/30/2010 12:04:00 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I told him look, if I'm going to hang out with someone, they can't be proud of their demon, you ahve to be storng enough to get rid of him
[10/30/2010 12:04:08 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so
[10/30/2010 12:04:11 AM] sheree.dill: he said he got rid of him
[10/30/2010 12:04:14 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he told me okay, he's gone
[10/30/2010 12:04:15 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/30/2010 12:04:17 AM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/30/2010 12:04:20 AM] sheree.dill: whatever
[10/30/2010 12:04:25 AM] Christie Aphrodite: would be on the computer doing some whatever...saying zach was making him do it
[10/30/2010 12:04:30 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he was sooo horny andneeded me
[10/30/2010 12:04:33 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/30/2010 12:04:35 AM] Christie Aphrodite: really weird
[10/30/2010 12:04:41 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so I really don't know what he was doing on the computer
[10/30/2010 12:04:45 AM] Christie Aphrodite: but I know what he typed to me
[10/30/2010 12:04:51 AM] sheree.dill: i don't want to know
[10/30/2010 12:05:16 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I think it's funny that he said he talked to me about my shitty voice and asked me to sexy it up
[10/30/2010 12:05:16 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/30/2010 12:05:24 AM] sheree.dill: he used to play-act during sex, which was fun until he started the slapping and treating me like a dog
[10/30/2010 12:05:34 AM] Christie Aphrodite: THE ONLY time he told me to talk sexy was one night he was tyring to tel me what he wanted to do to me, how good he is, etc....
[10/30/2010 12:05:43 AM] sheree.dill: and then it was just degrading
[10/30/2010 12:05:44 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so I just laughed and said, ocme on dude, you don't get it, do you!
[10/30/2010 12:05:57 AM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I know he was in to that
[10/30/2010 12:06:00 AM] sheree.dill: i feel like i never want to have sex again
[10/30/2010 12:06:03 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he told me he would teach me
[10/30/2010 12:06:14 AM] sheree.dill: i'm glad you didn't let him
[10/30/2010 12:06:14 AM] Christie Aphrodite: you will get over it, I promise! :)
[10/30/2010 12:06:17 AM] Christie Aphrodite: and you will be a rose!
[10/30/2010 12:06:22 AM] Christie Aphrodite: NO WAY, he NEVER TOUCHED ME!
[10/30/2010 12:06:27 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I do not break my promises! :)
[10/30/2010 12:06:29 AM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/30/2010 12:06:41 AM] Christie Aphrodite: do you know about the prank call to his mother?
[10/30/2010 12:06:42 AM] sheree.dill: he's also in trouble with the IRS, didja know?
[10/30/2010 12:06:56 AM] sheree.dill: yeah, that was horrible
[10/30/2010 12:06:58 AM] Christie Aphrodite: he told me he was in jail, but everyone took care of everyting for him...
[10/30/2010 12:07:10 AM] Christie Aphrodite: said he was in other trouble owed a bunch of money, but didn't tell me the details, I nevr asked
[10/30/2010 12:07:19 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I honestly had better things to do than entertain him 24/7
[10/30/2010 12:07:27 AM] sheree.dill: yeah, hasn't paid taxes in like, 7 years
[10/30/2010 12:07:38 AM] Christie Aphrodite: so they are after him too?
[10/30/2010 12:07:40 AM] sheree.dill: yep
[10/30/2010 12:07:43 AM] Christie Aphrodite: ouch
[10/30/2010 12:08:02 AM] sheree.dill: i'm telling you, i wanted out, but because of the show, i couldn't without being publicly humiliated
[10/30/2010 12:08:14 AM] sheree.dill: and he's such a damn good liar
[10/30/2010 12:08:29 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I agree! lol
[10/30/2010 12:08:33 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I understand.......
[10/30/2010 12:08:42 AM] sheree.dill: i'm sorry, i need to go smoke a cigarette
[10/30/2010 12:08:45 AM] sheree.dill: have to go outside
[10/30/2010 12:08:58 AM] sheree.dill: i'm crying a bit, tell the others i'll brb
[10/30/2010 12:09:14 AM] Christie Aphrodite: okay, honey, it's okay, I'm sorry......I wont tell you any more if you don't want to know, I don't want to hurt you
[10/30/2010 12:25:04 AM] sheree.dill: it's ok, i'm just about to go to sleep, actually--it's been a rough day. just please, keep what i told you between us...for now, at least. I've been in a lot of pain the last few days, and I need some rest. I just want to let you know that I never hated you or wanted revenge on anyone, not even with chris now. I wish him all the best, although I dream about him sometimes and wish he'd been a good guy.
[10/30/2010 12:25:50 AM] Christie Aphrodite: I undeerstand that....but when one door opens, another one opens....you do not need to settle! Wait for your prince charming! :)
[10/30/2010 12:26:36 AM] sheree.dill: i'm not even hoping for that, i'm just hoping for healing at this point
[10/30/2010 12:26:58 AM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly, and you don't need to hope for it, just do it! :) it's happening whether you like it or not! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:09 AM] sheree.dill: i love myself enough to know that i deserve better than what i got the past year
[10/30/2010 12:27:17 AM] Christie Aphrodite: AMEN! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:29 AM] Christie Aphrodite: that's what it takes and when you don't feel that way, we can remind you! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:35 AM] Christie Aphrodite: eat lot's of ice cream too! :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:38 AM] Christie Aphrodite: and chocolate :)
[10/30/2010 12:27:40 AM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/30/2010 12:27:42 AM] Christie Aphrodite: lol
[10/30/2010 12:27:44 AM] sheree.dill: i will, thanks
[10/30/2010 12:27:47 AM] sheree.dill: good night
[10/30/2010 12:28:07 AM] Christie Aphrodite: nighty night! sweet dreams!
[10/30/2010 12:28:15 AM] Christie Aphrodite: write them down too if you can! :)
[10/30/2010 5:27:52 PM] sheree.dill: hey, I think I'm gonna have to turn you down on that offer for the show. It seems like the idea's upsetting a lot of people, and I don't want to make any enemies
[10/30/2010 5:28:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: oh wow, what do you mean by that?
[10/30/2010 5:28:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: who would care who you do a show with?
[10/30/2010 5:28:49 PM] sheree.dill: it's nothing against you, or danny, or anyone else, I just don't think i can handle the pressure right now, and i don't want to hurt anyone
[10/30/2010 5:30:01 PM] sheree.dill: well, a few of my friends, some of my past friends, and it looks like i'm going to have to work on getting a job really soon, and so, i'm gonna be pretty busy
[10/30/2010 5:30:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: okay, I understand...very cool for you! :)
[10/30/2010 5:30:34 PM] sheree.dill: not really, but thank you for understanding
[10/30/2010 5:30:40 PM] sheree.dill: :)
[10/30/2010 5:30:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: not really? you don't sound to sure of yourself...are you happy?
[10/30/2010 5:32:45 PM] sheree.dill: um, i'm not really anything right now...i'm happier than when I was with chris, but I feel kind of numb
[10/30/2010 5:33:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm sorry...
[10/30/2010 5:33:33 PM] Christie Aphrodite: are you doing what's best for YOU every moment each day? :)
[10/30/2010 5:33:48 PM] sheree.dill: i'm trying to
[10/30/2010 5:33:54 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what is stopping you?
[10/30/2010 5:34:56 PM] sheree.dill: i don't know...well, i do know but i can't really talk about it freely
[10/30/2010 5:35:44 PM] sheree.dill: it's supposedly the reason why chris stopped loving me, but it's the only thing that keeps me from being a crazy person
[10/30/2010 5:36:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: chris didn't stop loving you, he doens't even know what love is...that was not LOVE, despite his baseless words
[10/30/2010 5:36:42 PM] sheree.dill: well, it's what he told everyone, anyway
[10/30/2010 5:36:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol, yeah, he's a pretty good manipulater :)
[10/30/2010 5:37:15 PM] sheree.dill: but anyways, i've tried herbs and supplements and stuff, but i still go crazy sometimes
[10/30/2010 5:37:31 PM] sheree.dill: like, certifiably insane crazy, like what ya'll saw that day
[10/30/2010 5:37:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we ll relying on herbs, medications or anything other than the self/God within will never work...we must realize all those are crutches
[10/30/2010 5:38:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are not crazy Sheree
[10/30/2010 5:38:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's programmed
[10/30/2010 5:38:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that was not YOU!
[10/30/2010 5:39:00 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know, i guess everyone has their own demons, except mine are self-destructive, instead of wanting to destroy others
[10/30/2010 5:39:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, they are because you believe they are :)
[10/30/2010 5:39:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it all starts in the mind
[10/30/2010 5:39:40 PM] sheree.dill: yes, it does
[10/30/2010 5:39:47 PM] Christie Aphrodite: all dis-ease is due to what we THINK in our mind first
[10/30/2010 5:40:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: we must change that if you want to be completely free of the things you are trying to change
[10/30/2010 5:40:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and BELEIVE, not just belive, but KNOW YOU CAN!
[10/30/2010 5:40:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you are stronger than this other BS...isn't God stonger than anything?
[10/30/2010 5:40:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: God is within YOU TOO!
[10/30/2010 5:40:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: rely on HIM!
[10/30/2010 5:40:45 PM] sheree.dill: i do now
[10/30/2010 5:40:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: a pill is not smaerter than God! :)
[10/30/2010 5:40:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: YOU WILL OVER COME!
[10/30/2010 5:41:00 PM] sheree.dill: that's funny that you mention that, the guy at church the other day said the exact same thing
[10/30/2010 5:41:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: because it's true! :)
[10/30/2010 5:41:28 PM] sheree.dill: that we rely on everything but God to give us our strength
[10/30/2010 5:41:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yup
[10/30/2010 5:41:56 PM] sheree.dill: the only catch in the church is that you have to be a christian to have that god
[10/30/2010 5:42:03 PM] sheree.dill: which i don't believe
[10/30/2010 5:42:30 PM] sheree.dill: but i'm a christian because it's the closest thing to true love that i've seen in a long time
[10/30/2010 5:42:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I understand the feeling...
[10/30/2010 5:42:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: churches are hard, but you know what God is, so that's all that matters :)
[10/30/2010 5:43:16 PM] sheree.dill: just the idea of loving someone so much, that you would do whatever it took to show that love, including dying for them...you don't see that on earth anymore
[10/30/2010 5:43:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, that's not true...we must wait for the right person, not just jump in and hope... :)
[10/30/2010 5:43:38 PM] Christie Aphrodite: God is greater than that :)
[10/30/2010 5:43:44 PM] sheree.dill: i know
[10/30/2010 5:43:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there are some people who love no matter what
[10/30/2010 5:44:17 PM] sheree.dill: i still love my parents, even though they abandoned me when i was 2
[10/30/2010 5:44:29 PM] sheree.dill: i still love chris, even though he did what he did
[10/30/2010 5:44:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there are many different types of live
[10/30/2010 5:44:52 PM] Christie Aphrodite: love
[10/30/2010 5:45:56 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, but sex isn't love
[10/30/2010 5:46:12 PM] sheree.dill: it can be an expression of love, i guess, but i never had that with anyone
[10/30/2010 5:46:37 PM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly and that's why I usggest waiting
[10/30/2010 5:46:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it will be owrth it
[10/30/2010 5:47:03 PM] sheree.dill: friendship is also an expression of love, but even people who aren't my friends--or who are my self-proclaimed enemies-- i still love
[10/30/2010 5:47:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: exactly
[10/30/2010 5:48:35 PM] sheree.dill: i just want to love the world, and everything and everyone in it...and when i die, i want to leave behind a legacy of love so that people understand that love is really all that we have
[10/30/2010 5:49:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and that is why finding out what love really is, and isn't is part of the path...what you ahd with Chris, sorry, was not love...
[10/30/2010 5:49:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it was control
[10/30/2010 5:49:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: manipulation
[10/30/2010 5:49:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: possession
[10/30/2010 5:49:14 PM] Christie Aphrodite: obsession...
[10/30/2010 5:50:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sensory stimuation
[10/30/2010 5:52:34 PM] sheree.dill: well, i wish that that night hadn't turned out like that. i wish i would've just said no to the whole idea to begin with, i'm so embarrassed
[10/30/2010 5:53:21 PM] sheree.dill: i was trying to make him happy, and not only did he miss the point entirely, he went further and accused me of messing around with you while he was downstairs, lol
[10/30/2010 5:53:44 PM] sheree.dill: funny, huh?
[10/30/2010 5:54:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/30/2010 5:54:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, I was there... :D
[10/30/2010 5:54:32 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I had no idea that he was encouraging you to try to get naked with me...that must not have felt good...I'm sorry
[10/30/2010 5:54:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I really had NO IDEA!
[10/30/2010 5:54:45 PM] sheree.dill: omg, really?
[10/30/2010 5:54:47 PM] sheree.dill: wow
[10/30/2010 5:55:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have never had a thought cross my mind where I would even look at a boy that was in a relationship, so I honestly had NO IDEA he was interested in me likfe that or I never would have been there!
[10/30/2010 5:56:04 PM] sheree.dill: wow, he said the exact opposite
[10/30/2010 5:56:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lmao
[10/30/2010 5:56:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I NEVER HAD ANY SUCH CONVERSATION WITH HIM!
[10/30/2010 5:56:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED AND SURPRISED!
[10/30/2010 5:56:22 PM] sheree.dill: i need a cigarette, i'll brb
[10/30/2010 5:56:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO....
[10/30/2010 5:56:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k
[10/30/2010 5:56:33 PM] sheree.dill: i'm so sorry
[10/30/2010 5:56:48 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I would have never gone there in the first place if I tought he was going to try to lure me in to a situation like that
[10/30/2010 5:57:06 PM] sheree.dill: it was humiliating for me, but i felt like it would maybe prove to him how much i loved him
[10/30/2010 5:57:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: it's okay, it's not your fault...but it was a little interesting...haven't been in quite that type of situation before...I was only trying to please everyone and be there for you becaus eI could see you didn't like it either.
[10/30/2010 5:57:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, well girl, you need to know you NEVER HAVE TO DO ANYTHING AGAINST YOUR WILL TO PROVE TO A MAN YOU LOVE HIM!
[10/30/2010 5:57:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that is degrading!
[10/30/2010 5:57:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you want a man who can lift you up! NOT PUT YOU DOW AND FORCE YOU TO DO THINGS YOU DON"T WANT TO DO!
[10/30/2010 5:58:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I ahve felt horrible
[10/30/2010 5:58:09 PM] Christie Aphrodite: like WTF was he thinking?
[10/30/2010 5:58:19 PM] sheree.dill: about himself
[10/30/2010 5:58:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and to think he could use me to make you jealous or manipulate you??? or anyone for that matter?!?!?
[10/30/2010 5:58:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's insane!
[10/30/2010 5:58:32 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know
[10/30/2010 5:58:45 PM] sheree.dill: i'll brb though, i need a cigarette really bad
[10/30/2010 5:58:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm glad you are away and I promise you will heal and be even stronger than you could ever imagine...
[10/30/2010 5:59:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I rememeber feeling how you felt...been there, done that :)
[10/30/2010 6:06:25 PM] sheree.dill: well, i've been keeping myself busy researching this eugenics shit...and collaborating on it with research from a friend of mine i've known since our prison planet forum days...but the pain's gotten really bad lately and so i can't really read anymore. i'm stuck watching movies and typing for about an hour max...so i guess maybe that's what's making me think about this whole chris thing more lately
[10/30/2010 6:07:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I see...I understand...
[10/30/2010 6:09:07 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well, if there is anything I can do, let me know! :)
[10/30/2010 6:10:48 PM] sheree.dill: thanks
[10/30/2010 6:11:26 PM] sheree.dill: i think i want to come on lots of different radio shows, just not as a co-host or host, at least not right now
[10/30/2010 6:11:38 PM] sheree.dill: want to see the basis of what i'm researching right now?
[10/30/2010 6:11:41 PM] sheree.dill: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2876658/?tool=pubmed
[10/30/2010 6:12:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good for you! :)
[10/30/2010 6:12:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you might find some very good information in our forum...we've done plenty of those shows and have another doc coming on soon... :)
[10/30/2010 6:12:58 PM] sheree.dill: apparently, the vaccine manufacturers think it's ok to let retroviruses in the vaccines
[10/30/2010 6:13:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, and they even laugh about it
[10/30/2010 6:13:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: like aids, merck
[10/30/2010 6:13:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: bayer
[10/30/2010 6:13:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: ets
[10/30/2010 6:13:20 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, i know, but usually they're not this blatant about it
[10/30/2010 6:13:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: well they ahve been for some time :)
[10/30/2010 6:13:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: even according to the cdc's very own stats, no vaccine has EVER helped anyone
[10/30/2010 6:14:00 PM] Christie Aphrodite: their own statistcis even prove that when they introduced the vaccines, the disease rate went up!
[10/30/2010 6:14:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: even on what they vaccinated for!
[10/30/2010 6:14:15 PM] sheree.dill: i've been reading ed hooper's "the river" and i think i've thrown up about 5 times this week over something i've read in there
[10/30/2010 6:14:19 PM] sheree.dill: lol
[10/30/2010 6:14:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I don't know what that book is :)
[10/30/2010 6:15:03 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you want to meet another woman who understands? she said she liked your voice
[10/30/2010 6:16:02 PM] sheree.dill: really? you've never read it? omg, lemme get the link
[10/30/2010 6:18:02 PM] sheree.dill: http://books.google.com/books?id=to_6KdWh07gC&pg=PP1&dq=ed+hooper+the+river&hl=en&ei=VrXMTOe0KcGC8gbf8ZGlAQ&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CDMQ6AEwAA#v=onepage&q&f=false
[10/30/2010 6:18:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I did a talk at a womens center about vaccines and pharmaceuticals a couple years ago
[10/30/2010 6:18:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: made some fliers, passed out to thousands of people
[10/30/2010 6:18:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I can send you some of my notes if you like
[10/30/2010 6:19:08 PM] sheree.dill: btw, i hope this doesn't make you angry or anything, but i told chris i'd come on his show on the 13th for a eugenics show...but with a disclaimer that if he tried to turn it into some kind of lovey-dovey reunion, i'd hang up
[10/30/2010 6:19:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: lol, okay, so did you tell him about doing a show with us maybe?
[10/30/2010 6:20:53 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, but not what time, lol
[10/30/2010 6:21:10 PM] sheree.dill: just that i was asked to do a roundtable with a group of women
[10/30/2010 6:21:21 PM] sheree.dill: and he immediately supposed that it was going to be about him, lol
[10/30/2010 6:21:34 PM] sheree.dill: i was like, are you THAT narcissistic?
[10/30/2010 6:21:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so you told him you talked to me?
[10/30/2010 6:21:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm not sure that was the wisest thing to do...
[10/30/2010 6:22:19 PM] sheree.dill: he talks shit about everyone nowadays, i just kept changing the subject
[10/30/2010 6:22:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: hmmmmmmm do you want to talk to a female shaman?
[10/30/2010 6:22:46 PM] sheree.dill: i do
[10/30/2010 6:22:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you have time now, I'm on with her on chat
[10/30/2010 6:23:03 PM] sheree.dill: right now? cool
[10/30/2010 6:23:09 PM] sheree.dill: gimme the link
[10/30/2010 6:23:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, let me call her
[10/30/2010 6:23:34 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I sent you her link last night
[10/30/2010 6:23:39 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the one about psychic vampires
[10/30/2010 6:24:40 PM] sheree.dill: oh ok, she's the one who wrote that?
[10/30/2010 6:24:51 PM] sheree.dill: cool
[10/30/2010 6:24:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yes, she is VERY wise
[10/30/2010 6:25:01 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and she has also been there...
[10/30/2010 6:25:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Christie Aphrodite is away. This is an auto-reply message.
[10/30/2010 6:25:21 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's not true, I'm here
[10/30/2010 6:25:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: don't know why that popped up lol
[10/30/2010 6:25:37 PM] sheree.dill: i don't want to talk about chris, though, i'm trying to stay neutral on the whole thing
[10/30/2010 6:25:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: wnat me to call you now, we can call her too
[10/30/2010 6:25:56 PM] sheree.dill: sure, i just need to get a drink of water real fast
[10/30/2010 6:26:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, me too...I'll brb, going to get some toast or something :)
[10/30/2010 6:26:19 PM] sheree.dill: ok
[10/30/2010 6:34:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k, I'm back, just muching away
[10/30/2010 6:34:47 PM] sheree.dill: lol, we could do it tomorrow night if you want, i'm kind of tired right now
[10/30/2010 6:35:40 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, maybe, who knows...? Maybe we will be here...looks like her skype is acting up right now too...so.....who knows when we will be able to all hook up :)
[10/30/2010 6:38:14 PM] sheree.dill: that's ok
[10/30/2010 6:40:27 PM] Christie Aphrodite: yeah, her skype quit working just as she went to plug in her headset...lol I guess it's not meant to be tonight :)
[10/30/2010 6:41:02 PM] sheree.dill: yeah, and my neck's starting to hurt a bit anyway, and we have to pray in a little bit
[10/30/2010 6:41:07 PM] sheree.dill: we pray as a family every night
[10/30/2010 6:41:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: sound nice and it sounds like they care about you very much! :)
[10/30/2010 6:42:18 PM] sheree.dill: they really do
[10/30/2010 6:42:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and that's what you need... :)
[10/30/2010 6:42:56 PM] sheree.dill: enough to get me the medical help i need, anyway--until DARS gets their shit together and helps me out
[10/30/2010 6:43:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: whats DARS?
[10/30/2010 6:47:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Well Sakti is back...did you want to talk with her?
[10/30/2010 6:48:41 PM] sheree.dill: i'm on the phone with my mom, sorry
[10/30/2010 6:48:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: k
[10/30/2010 7:15:15 PM] Christie Aphrodite: http://www.way-of-the-wild-rose.com/obstacles_98.html
[10/31/2010 11:10:41 AM] sheree.dill: hey, how's it going?
[10/31/2010 12:47:54 PM] sheree.dill: christie, you need to apologize to chris for sending those transcripts out. seriously. he's gone crazy and is going to post something that you sent him
[10/31/2010 12:48:36 PM] sheree.dill: did you ever send nude pics of yourself?
[10/31/2010 12:48:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Christie Aphrodite is away. This is an auto-reply message.
[10/31/2010 12:49:28 PM] sheree.dill: well, if you did, he's about to send them to everyone...plz just make peace with him--that's all i want, and i know that's all you want, too
[10/31/2010 1:04:30 PM] sheree.dill: ok, i made him promise not to do it
[10/31/2010 1:42:27 PM] sheree.dill: i stood up for you...but just to let you know, i'm going to drop off the radar again for a while. i just want it all to stop...i want people to stop posting other people's IM's, stop backstabbing each other, stop trying to break people's relationships up, stop all the fighting, and eventually live in peace, working together to save whatever's left of this fucking hellhole we call earth
[10/31/2010 1:43:45 PM] sheree.dill: i'm not accusing you of anything, this is something that i'm sending out to everyone
[10/31/2010 2:31:30 PM] Christie Aphrodite: dude, this is insane...why can't Chris move on??? I'm sooo tired of this garbage and if I hear one more thing about this I have a blog that is set to go up about him...with everything I learned, everything you told me and everything we experienced
[10/31/2010 2:31:38 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so, if I hear one more thing, the blog is posted
[10/31/2010 2:32:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I did nothing other than tell him no, he is the one wasting time going around talking to everyone...now it's time for me to strike back, I will not stay silent much longer
[10/31/2010 2:32:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: end of story, so you can go tell him whatever the hell you want, but I want nohtihng to do with either of your games! ggod bye and good luck, thank you
[10/31/2010 2:32:37 PM] sheree.dill: no, seriously...we're not attacking you
[10/31/2010 2:32:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm done, listen to my words
[10/31/2010 2:32:50 PM] sheree.dill: i stood up for you
[10/31/2010 2:32:51 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I ahve not lied to you yet and I am not lying now
[10/31/2010 2:33:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: if you want to protect your boyfriend, you tell him to forget about me now or the blog goes up
[10/31/2010 2:33:10 PM] Christie Aphrodite: all I ahve to do is push the buttn
[10/31/2010 2:33:11 PM] sheree.dill: ok, done
[10/31/2010 2:33:21 PM] sheree.dill: he's not even my boyfriend anymore
[10/31/2010 2:33:37 PM] sheree.dill: but he's stopped talking about you
[10/31/2010 2:33:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and your stories sheree will ALSO get posted
[10/31/2010 2:33:57 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so please mark my words and please calm him the fuck down
[10/31/2010 2:33:57 PM] sheree.dill: about what?
[10/31/2010 2:34:06 PM] Christie Aphrodite: he is the only one goping around making up stories trying to make life hell for me
[10/31/2010 2:34:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: this is my last warning
[10/31/2010 2:34:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you calm him down or you both are exposed
[10/31/2010 2:34:22 PM] Christie Aphrodite: thank you and have a good day :)
[10/31/2010 2:35:03 PM] sheree.dill: ok ok, we're calm...just, please, hear me out
[10/31/2010 2:35:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: there is nothing to hear out...I'm tired of all the drama ou two have brought in to my life
[10/31/2010 2:35:41 PM] Christie Aphrodite: here I am thinking you guys are friends, but all your trying to do is recruit me into some crazy sex cult
[10/31/2010 2:35:43 PM] Christie Aphrodite: come on
[10/31/2010 2:35:45 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm tired of this
[10/31/2010 2:35:53 PM] Christie Aphrodite: every day has been interruted with sopmething about you and Chris
[10/31/2010 2:35:59 PM] Christie Aphrodite: can I please have my life back?
[10/31/2010 2:36:02 PM] sheree.dill: not by me
[10/31/2010 2:36:05 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm about to spill the beans
[10/31/2010 2:36:16 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Sheree, you can't be trusted, come on....you told Chris everything so don't lie to me
[10/31/2010 2:36:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm not stupid
[10/31/2010 2:36:35 PM] sheree.dill: i told chris what chris vortex sent me
[10/31/2010 2:36:38 PM] sheree.dill: that's all
[10/31/2010 2:36:58 PM] Christie Aphrodite: do you see how you guys atarted all this shit the past couple months?
[10/31/2010 2:37:01 PM] sheree.dill: and he went on a rampage and wanted to post a bunch of shit about you and I STOOD UP FOR YOU AND SAID TO LEAVE YOU ALONE
[10/31/2010 2:37:02 PM] Christie Aphrodite: is this faur to me?
[10/31/2010 2:37:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: Sheree, I've had enough of your games
[10/31/2010 2:37:23 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I am going to press the button if I hear one more thing about Chris
[10/31/2010 2:37:27 PM] sheree.dill: i'm not playing games
[10/31/2010 2:37:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: the blog is up, I only have to press the button
[10/31/2010 2:37:44 PM] Christie Aphrodite: literally every damn day has been distrubed by you and Chris and your drama
[10/31/2010 2:37:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you have both tried to use me to get to the other
[10/31/2010 2:37:56 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I am not going to ahve any more of it
[10/31/2010 2:38:42 PM] sheree.dill: i haven't. i don't know what else to say but i'm sorry if i ever offended you. i thought that you were my friend
[10/31/2010 2:38:55 PM] sheree.dill: i thought that i could trust you
[10/31/2010 2:39:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I thought to soo Sheree, then you went and told Chris everything because ultimately you are not well and you want to be with him
[10/31/2010 2:39:08 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I was there for you
[10/31/2010 2:39:11 PM] Christie Aphrodite: have been there for you
[10/31/2010 2:39:18 PM] Christie Aphrodite: an d I'm not going to continue this destructive cycle
[10/31/2010 2:39:21 PM] sheree.dill: no i didn't
[10/31/2010 2:39:25 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now he is using you to get to me and I ahve had enough
[10/31/2010 2:39:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: that's bullshit Sheree
[10/31/2010 2:39:31 PM] Christie Aphrodite: don't liei to me
[10/31/2010 2:39:35 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I'm not Chris
[10/31/2010 2:39:50 PM] sheree.dill: chris vortex sent me the transcripts, no one else
[10/31/2010 2:40:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: what does that have to do with you telling Chris
[10/31/2010 2:41:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: stop changing the subject, I'm not having any more of your garbage infecting my7 life
[10/31/2010 2:41:17 PM] Christie Aphrodite: one of these days you guiys will grow up
[10/31/2010 2:41:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I told you know, I told yOU BOTH no and you ahve hauinted me ever since
[10/31/2010 2:41:36 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I do not deserve this and I'm not going to take it anymore
[10/31/2010 2:41:42 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I hear one more thing and I promise the blog is poste
[10/31/2010 2:41:49 PM] Christie Aphrodite: dand if you want to know why I sent the transcripts....
[10/31/2010 2:41:55 PM] Christie Aphrodite: for back up because of exactly this!
[10/31/2010 2:42:04 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you and Chris tag teaming me, not listeing, making shit up
[10/31/2010 2:42:13 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I feel like you guys must be wokring for jim and them
[10/31/2010 2:42:28 PM] Christie Aphrodite: I have never met anyone who could turn my life upside down so quickly just because I said NO
[10/31/2010 2:42:50 PM] Christie Aphrodite: so............sorry you ahve a problkem with that, but it's YOUR lies you gueys have to watch out for...I was an innicent bystander who was there to help
[10/31/2010 2:43:12 PM] Christie Aphrodite: now, I'm done, my hands are washed of you two....and I promise if I here ONE MORE THING ABOUT CHRIS MAKING SHIT UP THE BLOG IS POSTED!
[10/31/2010 2:43:19 PM] Christie Aphrodite: and I promise it is complete!y
[10/31/2010 2:43:26 PM] Christie Aphrodite: you can pass that on to your boss/handler
[10/31/2010 2:43:29 PM] Christie Aphrodite: good bye
[10/31/2010 2:54:15 PM] *** Christie Aphrodite blocked sheree.dill ***

Since I know you're too chicken to allow this post, I am copied the whole thing and posting the docs on my blog. :-)

Thank you for the fun!
LOL

JUDGE ORDERS NO MORE PHOTOS WHILE IN STATES CUSTODY!

Judge James Justus of Associate Circuit Judge, Division 2, presiding over our state kidnapping case in Taney County, Missouri ruled yesterday, June 4 that I am not allowed to post any more photos of my children while they are in states custody, from April 12 on.
How interesting is that given that the photos are clear signs of abuse and neglect on their part. Is he trying to cover it up for the kidnappers who rake in 96 K per year per child they steal? What would they have to hide?

We all know when a judge orders censorship, it is to cover up their crimes, not to protect anyone. Protecting someone from the truth is like fornicating for virginity.

Could it be that they don't want you to see my childrens burns, their new found illnesses, their poor choice in clothing while in their care, their horrendous make up given to them by the "teachers" in charge, the lack luster in their eyes due to their mind control and drugging and forced psychiatric "treatment" which we all know is TORTURE. Are they trying to hide the fact that my childrens souls are being ripped away in this barbaric use of forced compliance by a state that has NO EVIDENCE of the allegations that necessitated their "emergency removal" of my children while on my show April 12, which they testified to under oath in court yesterday, June 3? Interesting that I'm still being charged with those 5 "felonies" even though the reporters denied reporting what caused them to file the charges against me almost 24 ours AFTER they came to my home without an investigation, without warrant, without indictment, without charges. If they didn't write the reports and they now admit none of their "charges" even happened, why were they so quick to talk to the media and assist in the SPLC's slanderous hitpiece against me here and here? And why hasn't the media continued to cover this story now that the truth is out of the bag?

You would think their admission of no such evidence, and their retraction of their initial reports would be enough for the judge to release my children back home where they belong, but instead he's more concerned with the public perception of their photos which are evidence of their abuse, neglect and malnutrition.

While we wait for up to 30 days for his decision, my children are hidden from me in foster care, being forced upon others that have been known to steal and sell children for profit.
Additionally I have no scheduled visits and to date have not been allowed to talk to them over the phone, although one of the absent "fathers" who refused to take care of his responsibilities and obligations as a father and husband, who left me for a man while he abandoned his sweet innocent little baby at birth is allowed to talk to my baby 3-4 times per week. It is also highly suspicious that my "father" Frank Czajkowski, former SEAL, SS and high level ONI black ops trained killer has not only been able to visit them, but is the ONLY one that they have received mail from.
How interesting being that he has NEVER even written me one letter in my life, not one phone call and throughout the course of my life not one Christmas or birthday card after abandoning us when I was 3 and has refused to make any contact with me or return any emails, letters or phone calls throughout the course of my life. This is the same man who refused to help when he learned that I was in a wheelchair, had been shot at and my children burned.

Click here to hear more about the complete story about what happened in court and some of our past with these "fathers"

Judge Justus, will you do the right thing or will you tow the line for your criminal cohorts and further this conspiracy of kidnapping, violation of rights under color of law and numerous other criminal and civil charges you will be forced to answer to if the right decision is not made in a timely manner?

Until further notice, I am not allowed to post any more photos of my babies in their care over the internet, but I cannot be responsible for what anyone else does with our photos. In fact, I highly encourage everyone to post and send around to your families, your lists, groups, shows, etc. as I give full permission to anyone who wants to use our photos for their site, news letters and media.

Click here for names, addresses and phone numbers of those involved in this kidnapping and please let them know you know what they are doing to families like ours!

MY CHILDREN NEED HELP!

SEND MY CHILDREN HOME NOW! THEY ARE NOT BEING DETAINED BECAUSE I'M A BAD MOM OR BECAUSE THEY ARE ABUSED! THIS IS KIDNAPPING!!! YOU ARE ABUSING MY CHILDREN AND YOU WILL PAY IN THE HIGHEST COURT!

I am being questioned on my belief systems, which of course are backed up by medical science and experience, but apparently, those who are on drugs think everyone else needs drugs and if you refuse, they will force you after they steal your children as leverage!!!

STOP CHILD KIDNAPPINGS BY THE STATE! They are the ONLY child abusers I know!

Full story here: http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/

Please write them letters to they don't lose their connection with the outside world!

Please add this myspace page and send out to all on your lists! WE NEED HELP GETTING THE WORD OUT AND EXPOSING THEIR CRIMES AGAINST FAMILIES!

http://www.myspace.com/freechristiesgirls

Thank you!

Blessings and Love,
Christie

Night of the Living Dead Beats

I wanted to share this interesting twist in the kidnapping of my children by the state due to false allegations by those who do not even know us....of course they have big names, badges and a lot to hide...so my children are being held captive by the state till they find the highest bidder to sell them to.

You know the funny thing is we always wanted a dad. So did I, as it was something I never had.
They would hide in the wings trying to sabotage everything we have ever done or tried to do, but never took care of their responsibilities as fathers. I have to admit, this is something that has hurt me to this day, and although my children pretend they don't care, I'm sure it's just a cover for their true emotions. I used to say I didn't care.

After years of tears, begging, and even pleading the sperm donors involved with creating my children we gave up and just tried to make the best with what we had. That might not be much materially and financially, but we always had a lot of love. We've tried repeatedly, getting the states involved for child support and other court ordered obligations, but not one state could ever find them...even when Samantha's father James Keddington, Mr Norad computer gamer lived 1/2 block away!

Now, out of the blue, they muiracualously know where to find them! WOW, after all these years?!?!? Why couldn't you find them when we needed help?

The social worker assigned to our case called me yesterday to let me know that they all were found and another big surprise...they even know where my dad is! WOW, Mr G Man, Mr, I'm too important to be a daddy because I'm too busy training people to be assassins to further the destruction of our country in my special secret black ops projects with the ONI, SEAL's and SS, never mind the children we steal, sell and use in our secret projects.

Yup, that "dad" then one who left when I was 3, the one who NEVER sent me one birthday or christmas card, the one who has never even talked with my children that I have raised ALONE all these years. And alone was not by choice, but it's what you do when you are abandoned...
Well, apparently he flew here to visit MY babies even though they don't even know each other. Not once has he even acknowledged that they exist!
Hmmmmm.....I wonder if he has another special project in mind, or perhaps a politician buddy to sell them to?

This is also the same "father" who after I was shot at and was sure that it was feds involved, had evidence backing it up and knew of his ability and connections to get certain drug traffickers off scott free, I figured maybe he could make up for not ever being a father and get them off our back. His response to me was, "If that is their job, I cannot interfere."
Gee, what a great father and grandfather! NOT!

What impeccable timing! All these people around all of a sudden out of the blue. The same people that ABANDONED us and not only just abandoned, but actively worked against us to make life as difficult as could be. Gee, I wonder if that means we get all of that back child support that was never paid?

In all honestly, although Thom Dives, Amberly's "father" did not do the things to us that James and Frank, my "father" did, but he NEVER had any interest, never supported us with even one penny and has never sent a birthday, christmas card or even picked up a phone to call us. Not once.

Hmmmm...I never understood how men could do that and I'm not beating up men, because I have also seen "women" do the same thing, but in our case, it happens to be 3 men, 3 dead beats and now all of a sudden they have an interest in my children???

It's funny because when I was pregnant with Samantha, my husband James would say, "How could a father leave his daughter like that? I would never do that!" Then I heard the same thing from Thom.........I guess it's just something they say when they are trying to get you naked. James left while I was pregnant and Thom left when Amberly was just a few months old, however that was only after coming back for a short period of time because just like James, he left while I was pregnant.

So why is it that these people are involved all of a sudden? How about my medicated "mother" who takes over 20 different pills (DRUGS) each day just to be able to get out of bed with her 300 pound body and move her ass to the chair so she can be hypnotized by the boob tube all day every day...The same "mother" who has tried force drugging her daughter more than once. Has anyone every wondered why people on drugs think that everyone else needs drugs???
My mother was the one who dropped me off at an abortion clinic when she found I was pregnant with Amberly and told me she would disown me if I had her. My "mother's" hate for Amberly was obvious for everyone to see. Christmas time would come and Samantha would be given at least 5 times more than Amberly. My "mother's" friends would even apologize to me and her about how she would treat Amberly...no amount of talking could make her change her mind, so after years of emotional abuse by my mother towards my children, I decided enough was enough. My children didn't like going over there at all, but I thought having some "family" however medicated would be better than no family. After my children came home with a new vocabulary, asking me what words like prostitute meant because she was calling me that behind my back and trying to brainwash them that I am evil, my daughters said they did not want to see them anymore. I was not about to force them to be with people that made them uncomfortable and Amberly always suffered because grandma would treat her less than human.

I always wanted my children to have family so I allowed them to be with the extended family of the ex since the father had zero interest. Of course that was until they got caught lying to me, working against me and forcing the children to eat their dinner half naked so they didn't get their shirts stained.
They also begged me to not make them go see those people again. Of course I obliged. See, we're not in to force here. We are not in to forcing people to spend time with abusers. We are not in to forcing people on drugs, calling the thought police because you don't think as we do. We like to live and let live and encourage others to thrive. Interesting how the people in to FORCE are the ones that say we are abusive and backwards...Hitler, Stalin and Mao would be proud...

I also find it curious that all these years even we didn't know where any of these people were. The states said they couldn't find any of them for their financial obligations, yet all of a sudden they are here and talking with MY children, whom they don't even know without my knowledge or consent?
I guess the bright side would be that maybe I can start collecting some of that back child support and other financial obligations...?

How do you people live with yourself? Is that why you have to take those drugs? Is that what's necessary to go around hurting people that don't think exactly like you?

Very interesting that all these people trying to hurt us are on drugs, yet claim that we are the ones that need them?

Words of advice! DRUGS KILL!!!!

Here's some info about your drugs and if you intend on stealing my babies you better know this because if you don't, they will educate you on them and the chemical lobotomy you paid for. Don't you dare even think of force drugging my children! See, I can't sue the little stalkers because they have nothing, but if you harm my children I guarantee we will take every penny you have.
The evidence shows what these drugs do. One would think you would look at yourself to see what drugs do to people.
I promise if you put any drugs in my babies bodies you WILL pay for it with what you love most. Paper, paper money......your God.

Educate yourself before you are beyond repair!

The Conscience of Psychiatry with Dr Peter Breggin

The Great Psychiatry Scam with Dr Colin Ross

Psychiatry: Stop The Madness - Radio Show Highlights
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,752.0.html

Doctor: Dangers of Psychiatric Drugs
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4993.new.html#new

Say No To Psychiatry
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4990.new.html#new

The Effects of Haldol, Prolixin, Thorazine, Mellaril, and Other "Antipsychotic" Drugs
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4994.new.html#new

Drug Company & the FDA Finally Admit Paxil Causes Increased Suicide Risk
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4994.new.html#new

Don't Get Addicted To Anxiety Drugs - Try Herbs Instead!
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4989.0.html

Your drinking water causing depression?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,5010.new.html#new

Science Proves Antidepressants Addictive. Withdrawal Unbearable For Some
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4994.new.html#new

MEDICAL ERRORS, THE FDA, AND PROBLEMS WITH PRESCRIPTION DRUGS
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4996.new.html#new

Flu Drugs: Hallucinations, Bizarre Behavior And Death
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1678.0.html

Hospitals Flush 250 Million Pounds of Expired Drugs Into Public Sewers Every Year
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,3205.0.html

OUR WATER: Antibiotics, anti-convulsants, mood stabilizers and sex hormones
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,893.msg1291.html#msg1291

Physical Activity Offers Hope for Fatigue and Depression
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/board,27.0.html

The Links Between Sugar and Mental Health
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4923.0.html

Why do they poison our water?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,2340.0.html

The Truth About 'Fluoride'
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,3069.0.html

Bipolar Disorder: Epidemic Without a Disease.
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1721.0.html

Shocking Facts About the Pharmaceutical Industry
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1194.0.html

ADHD Drug Dangers And Safe, Natural Treatments
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1028.0.html

How Vaccines Can Damage Your Brain
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,737.0.html

How Poisonous Are Your Mercury Fillings?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,609.0.html

Psychiatric drugs behind 75 percent of all female suicides
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,605.0.html

Allen Jones, Psychiatric Whistle Blower
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,603.0.html

http://psychrights.org/Drugs/AllenJonesTMAPJanuary20.pdf

Best Cancer Prevention: Sunshine
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4956.0.html

Could This 'Forbidden Medicine' Eliminate the Need for Drugs?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4922.0.html

THE CAUSE OF FIBROMYALGIA
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4730.0.html

Healing Properties of Frankincense
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4978.0.html

Children, Antidepressants And Ritalin: Generation Rx
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4991.new.html#new

My Interview: Why I Left Mainstream Medicine
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4992.new.html#new

KIDNAPPED BY THE STATE - Update and Facts

So the time has come... thought I could get away from the stalkers, but I guess not. They made good on their promises, after years of trying to find me, posting my address online and encouraging others to find me, making friends with my neighbors and having them carry out their plan to have my children removed, here we are again...
Please pray for my children.
_______________________________________________________

First off I want to thank everyone who contributed to our get out of jail fund. I apologize I do not have a list of those who donated to personally thank so please accept my apology and gratitude. I am more than grateful and thank each and everyone one of you during our time of need.

Of course this is where the battle begins. I am out of jail, yes, but my children are still being held captive in Springfield, MO at Boys and Girls Town http://www.bgtm.org/programs/emergencyshelter.htm

We are posting updates here: http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/

Who Is Christie?
Bio
Audio/Video/Written Work
References
Media Coverage
Update’s From Christie
You Either Love Her or Hate Her

Who Are the Girl’s?
the Girl’s Talk

Who Are Their Stalkers?
Top Level
Middle Level
Local Level

and on my facebook page at: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/christieczajkowski?ref=profile

I have been completely overwhelmed with supportive emails so please forgive me for not being able to get back to every single one in a timely manner.

They gave me a mailing address if anyone is interested in writing them, but it goes to the "workers" first and then them. The address is:
Samantha and Amberly
2720 Shepherd of the Hills Expwy
Branson, MO 65616

I also want to thank everyone who has tried to get this story out! It appears there is a bit of confusion here as I see a blog from 2 years ago was posted as this event. Just to clarify, yes, I was harassed, beat up and shot by the police with laser weapons when they came to my door live on the air, but the date on that event was March 11, 2008. Link here: http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,933.0.html

This has been ongoing harassment since actually before that date, but I do want to clarify that is not what happened this time.

What did happen this time:
(how could charges be filed on Friday, April 9?)

Saturday, April 10, my children decide to not do their homework and run to their friends that they are not allowed to see, that say that reading over the summer or on weekends is child abuse...the same people, the Bayer family, works for the county that has refused to protect us who has caused a lot of damage to our property, garden, home vehicle, have broken in to other homes on the property and have killed 8 animals that we know of. The same people we've been complaining about to the landlord who has been well aware of their assaults and threats towards my family...Photos here:

( Share this album with anyone by sending them this public link: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100050&id=649434926&l=1f7d288821 )

Throughout the weekend we were playing cat and mouse, they were coming in to the home to get whatever they wanted while they were playing their independence game. We had spoken to each other several times, no screaming, yelling, physical violence, force or abuse. Kids simply being kids. They were not forced out, locked out or tied up as the media claimed.

Monday, April 12, 7:26 PM central time Deputy Darien Carter came to my door with a social worker named Emily. When I saw who it was, I said give me a minute, I’ll be right out to see what you need. He had already gone through one of my doors at that point, including opening my outside fence. As I turned around he opened the next door and grabbed me, twisted my arm and tried putting me in a head lock. He informed me I would not be going back upstairs. I told him I had a show, I want to talk to him, but I need one minute and will be right back. He proceeded to follow me in to my house; I asked if he had a warrant. He said no. So I suggested one more time that he let me go back upstairs handle my business so the producers know I won’t be right back. He then grabbed my arm and twisted it behind my back as he knocked me on to the furniture chest by the front door, which a clump of hair still sits. He stepped on my right foot and used his foot to my left knee pushing me down. My children and I were screaming and Amberly ran to the neighbor’s house. They ran over here immediately and asked what was going on. Carter let me go and grabbed his tazer and threatened to taze them. No force was used by anyone other than Carter. After we talked sense in to him and he knew he broke the law bursting in my home with no warrant, no charges, no evidence he let me go back upstairs to do the show. By the time I got outside, both neighbors were arrested and handcuffed, they grabbed me immediately and took my video camera which the police escorted my children to return upstairs in my camera bag which I found when I got out of jail. So they unlawfully entered my home again. No miranda rights read, no charges at the time, no warrant.

I sat in the car for at least an hour as they took the children to the side of the building to talk. The girls came over to me asking where I’m going, why, where they were taking them, Amberly opened the door, kissed and hugged me. When I asked Emily what was going on and why all this, do I get to know what I supposedly did wrong, she said I kicked out my daughters and tied them up in the woods. Amberly said, “No she didn’t, that’s a lie.” She was told to be quiet and close the door.

Show archive here: (forward to about 30 mins)

http://truthbrigade.com/radio/04-12-10_DrBettyMartini-Bitter-SweetTruthChristiesShowInterupted_32k.mp3

Tuesday April 13 they came up with charges, trying to scare me with 50K and 31 years, on top of the one year they were going to leave me in solitary investigative hold for not giving them my social security number. This is where they informed me that I supposedly locked my children out of the house and tied them up in the woods, or "ordered" someone else to do so. This person has not been named and no arrests have been made by this person who supposedly did this.

All my phone calls were blocked except to the bondsman who informed me that the station had put up a chip in for donations for bail. I found this out on Wednesday, April 14.

Thursday, April 15, Bond reduction hearing, from 50K to 10K meaning we only needed 1K. I was released a few hours later and chased by 5 media cars for one hour and one half. Found out I was front page news…well, not really me, but the character they are trying to sway you that I am.

Who are we really???

http://aphroditechristina.blogspot.com/
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/christieczajkowski?ref=profile

Friday, April 16 Judge Justus of the Juvenile court deems the children must stay in protective custody at least till our court date June 4, 2010.

Monday, April 19 FST meeting, where I find I can see my children one hour per week supervised and their location. Boys and Girls Town, Springfield.

http://www.bgtm.org/programs/emergencyshelter.htm

Wednesday, April 21 I met with the girls for the first time in Branson, 2720 Shepherd of the Hills Expressway.

Update Report before

April 21, 2010

Update Report after

April 21, 2010

Tuesday, April 27, get to meet with my children at another facility in Ozark, MO one hour supervised.

Update Report

April 27, 2010

Next visit May 5

Updates will continue to be posted:

http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/


So for over 3 years we've been asking for help by those stalking and terrorizing us to numerous agencies, filing repeated false reports ranging from me abusing my children, to prostitution, to trafficking my own children, child pornography, bombing buildings, hacking govt computers, murder, vandalism which resulted in a raid on my house 2/8/07 after I exposed a sex trafficking ring in San Diego.
more about Detective Lenhart (please follow links for full story)

So if it's about the children, why would they REFUSE to help us? From the local police, sheriff, fbi, cps, judges for orders of protection, lawyers and even "family."

Record of attacks and false reports in audio, written and video by the perpetrators who have been threatening to have my children taken away for the past 3 years:
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/board,36.0.html
start here and read blogs from this month and after... http://blog.truthbrigade.com/2007/09/19/proof-of-repeated-harassment-by-psychoterrorist-stalker.aspx
or here:
http://truthbrigadelovesronpaul.blogspot.com/2007_11_01_archive.html


News reports/blogs/media:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mr2W3oTdu3I&feature=youtu.be
http://bungalowbillscw.blogspot.com/2010/04/minute-man-and-internet-radio-host.html
http://bungalowbillscw.blogspot.com/2010/04/christie-czajkowski-questioning-taney.html
http://bungalowbillscw.blogspot.com/2010/04/christie-czajkowski-out-of-taney-county.html
http://www.kspr.com/news/local/90785824.html
http://www.kspr.com/news/local/90902819.html
http://www.kspr.com/news/local/90989039.html
http://crotchshotradio.com/2010/04/15/james-stachowiak-is-a-traitor/


I speak:
Christe arrested, children kidnapped
Christie Czajkowski guest on Global Freedom Report
Christie Czajkowski on Buckshot Survival Hour
Christie Czajkowski on Truther Girls

I will be speaking:
Christie Czajkowski on Freeman Radio
Christie Czajkowski on Irritate the State



I realize this is a lot of information and I may have left something out. If you have any further questions about this, please feel free to contact me.

WAYS TO HELP:

- Pray
- Expose the wrong doers and this story
- Write letters/affidavits of your knowledge of our family, how long you’ve known us and what you’ve observed within the family, the endless threats, harassment and stalking and any other relevant information regarding this current situation.
- A ruthless lawyer who works out of the goodness of his heart or who is cool with trading cleaning, cooking, fresh grown organic food and herbs, advertisement, and money donated for our legal defense AND offense!



Thank you so much for your Loving prayers and Blessings,
Christie, Samantha and Amberly