Night of the Living Dead Beats

I wanted to share this interesting twist in the kidnapping of my children by the state due to false allegations by those who do not even know us....of course they have big names, badges and a lot to hide...so my children are being held captive by the state till they find the highest bidder to sell them to.

You know the funny thing is we always wanted a dad. So did I, as it was something I never had.
They would hide in the wings trying to sabotage everything we have ever done or tried to do, but never took care of their responsibilities as fathers. I have to admit, this is something that has hurt me to this day, and although my children pretend they don't care, I'm sure it's just a cover for their true emotions. I used to say I didn't care.

After years of tears, begging, and even pleading the sperm donors involved with creating my children we gave up and just tried to make the best with what we had. That might not be much materially and financially, but we always had a lot of love. We've tried repeatedly, getting the states involved for child support and other court ordered obligations, but not one state could ever find them...even when Samantha's father James Keddington, Mr Norad computer gamer lived 1/2 block away!

Now, out of the blue, they muiracualously know where to find them! WOW, after all these years?!?!? Why couldn't you find them when we needed help?

The social worker assigned to our case called me yesterday to let me know that they all were found and another big surprise...they even know where my dad is! WOW, Mr G Man, Mr, I'm too important to be a daddy because I'm too busy training people to be assassins to further the destruction of our country in my special secret black ops projects with the ONI, SEAL's and SS, never mind the children we steal, sell and use in our secret projects.

Yup, that "dad" then one who left when I was 3, the one who NEVER sent me one birthday or christmas card, the one who has never even talked with my children that I have raised ALONE all these years. And alone was not by choice, but it's what you do when you are abandoned...
Well, apparently he flew here to visit MY babies even though they don't even know each other. Not once has he even acknowledged that they exist!
Hmmmmm.....I wonder if he has another special project in mind, or perhaps a politician buddy to sell them to?

This is also the same "father" who after I was shot at and was sure that it was feds involved, had evidence backing it up and knew of his ability and connections to get certain drug traffickers off scott free, I figured maybe he could make up for not ever being a father and get them off our back. His response to me was, "If that is their job, I cannot interfere."
Gee, what a great father and grandfather! NOT!

What impeccable timing! All these people around all of a sudden out of the blue. The same people that ABANDONED us and not only just abandoned, but actively worked against us to make life as difficult as could be. Gee, I wonder if that means we get all of that back child support that was never paid?

In all honestly, although Thom Dives, Amberly's "father" did not do the things to us that James and Frank, my "father" did, but he NEVER had any interest, never supported us with even one penny and has never sent a birthday, christmas card or even picked up a phone to call us. Not once.

Hmmmm...I never understood how men could do that and I'm not beating up men, because I have also seen "women" do the same thing, but in our case, it happens to be 3 men, 3 dead beats and now all of a sudden they have an interest in my children???

It's funny because when I was pregnant with Samantha, my husband James would say, "How could a father leave his daughter like that? I would never do that!" Then I heard the same thing from Thom.........I guess it's just something they say when they are trying to get you naked. James left while I was pregnant and Thom left when Amberly was just a few months old, however that was only after coming back for a short period of time because just like James, he left while I was pregnant.

So why is it that these people are involved all of a sudden? How about my medicated "mother" who takes over 20 different pills (DRUGS) each day just to be able to get out of bed with her 300 pound body and move her ass to the chair so she can be hypnotized by the boob tube all day every day...The same "mother" who has tried force drugging her daughter more than once. Has anyone every wondered why people on drugs think that everyone else needs drugs???
My mother was the one who dropped me off at an abortion clinic when she found I was pregnant with Amberly and told me she would disown me if I had her. My "mother's" hate for Amberly was obvious for everyone to see. Christmas time would come and Samantha would be given at least 5 times more than Amberly. My "mother's" friends would even apologize to me and her about how she would treat Amberly...no amount of talking could make her change her mind, so after years of emotional abuse by my mother towards my children, I decided enough was enough. My children didn't like going over there at all, but I thought having some "family" however medicated would be better than no family. After my children came home with a new vocabulary, asking me what words like prostitute meant because she was calling me that behind my back and trying to brainwash them that I am evil, my daughters said they did not want to see them anymore. I was not about to force them to be with people that made them uncomfortable and Amberly always suffered because grandma would treat her less than human.

I always wanted my children to have family so I allowed them to be with the extended family of the ex since the father had zero interest. Of course that was until they got caught lying to me, working against me and forcing the children to eat their dinner half naked so they didn't get their shirts stained.
They also begged me to not make them go see those people again. Of course I obliged. See, we're not in to force here. We are not in to forcing people to spend time with abusers. We are not in to forcing people on drugs, calling the thought police because you don't think as we do. We like to live and let live and encourage others to thrive. Interesting how the people in to FORCE are the ones that say we are abusive and backwards...Hitler, Stalin and Mao would be proud...

I also find it curious that all these years even we didn't know where any of these people were. The states said they couldn't find any of them for their financial obligations, yet all of a sudden they are here and talking with MY children, whom they don't even know without my knowledge or consent?
I guess the bright side would be that maybe I can start collecting some of that back child support and other financial obligations...?

How do you people live with yourself? Is that why you have to take those drugs? Is that what's necessary to go around hurting people that don't think exactly like you?

Very interesting that all these people trying to hurt us are on drugs, yet claim that we are the ones that need them?

Words of advice! DRUGS KILL!!!!

Here's some info about your drugs and if you intend on stealing my babies you better know this because if you don't, they will educate you on them and the chemical lobotomy you paid for. Don't you dare even think of force drugging my children! See, I can't sue the little stalkers because they have nothing, but if you harm my children I guarantee we will take every penny you have.
The evidence shows what these drugs do. One would think you would look at yourself to see what drugs do to people.
I promise if you put any drugs in my babies bodies you WILL pay for it with what you love most. Paper, paper money......your God.

Educate yourself before you are beyond repair!

The Conscience of Psychiatry with Dr Peter Breggin

The Great Psychiatry Scam with Dr Colin Ross

Psychiatry: Stop The Madness - Radio Show Highlights
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,752.0.html

Doctor: Dangers of Psychiatric Drugs
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4993.new.html#new

Say No To Psychiatry
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4990.new.html#new

The Effects of Haldol, Prolixin, Thorazine, Mellaril, and Other "Antipsychotic" Drugs
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4994.new.html#new

Drug Company & the FDA Finally Admit Paxil Causes Increased Suicide Risk
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4994.new.html#new

Don't Get Addicted To Anxiety Drugs - Try Herbs Instead!
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4989.0.html

Your drinking water causing depression?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,5010.new.html#new

Science Proves Antidepressants Addictive. Withdrawal Unbearable For Some
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4994.new.html#new

MEDICAL ERRORS, THE FDA, AND PROBLEMS WITH PRESCRIPTION DRUGS
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4996.new.html#new

Flu Drugs: Hallucinations, Bizarre Behavior And Death
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1678.0.html

Hospitals Flush 250 Million Pounds of Expired Drugs Into Public Sewers Every Year
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,3205.0.html

OUR WATER: Antibiotics, anti-convulsants, mood stabilizers and sex hormones
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,893.msg1291.html#msg1291

Physical Activity Offers Hope for Fatigue and Depression
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/board,27.0.html

The Links Between Sugar and Mental Health
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4923.0.html

Why do they poison our water?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,2340.0.html

The Truth About 'Fluoride'
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,3069.0.html

Bipolar Disorder: Epidemic Without a Disease.
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1721.0.html

Shocking Facts About the Pharmaceutical Industry
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1194.0.html

ADHD Drug Dangers And Safe, Natural Treatments
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,1028.0.html

How Vaccines Can Damage Your Brain
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,737.0.html

How Poisonous Are Your Mercury Fillings?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,609.0.html

Psychiatric drugs behind 75 percent of all female suicides
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,605.0.html

Allen Jones, Psychiatric Whistle Blower
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,603.0.html

http://psychrights.org/Drugs/AllenJonesTMAPJanuary20.pdf

Best Cancer Prevention: Sunshine
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4956.0.html

Could This 'Forbidden Medicine' Eliminate the Need for Drugs?
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4922.0.html

THE CAUSE OF FIBROMYALGIA
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4730.0.html

Healing Properties of Frankincense
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4978.0.html

Children, Antidepressants And Ritalin: Generation Rx
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4991.new.html#new

My Interview: Why I Left Mainstream Medicine
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4992.new.html#new

KIDNAPPED BY THE STATE - Update and Facts

So the time has come... thought I could get away from the stalkers, but I guess not. They made good on their promises, after years of trying to find me, posting my address online and encouraging others to find me, making friends with my neighbors and having them carry out their plan to have my children removed, here we are again...
Please pray for my children.
_______________________________________________________

First off I want to thank everyone who contributed to our get out of jail fund. I apologize I do not have a list of those who donated to personally thank so please accept my apology and gratitude. I am more than grateful and thank each and everyone one of you during our time of need.

Of course this is where the battle begins. I am out of jail, yes, but my children are still being held captive in Springfield, MO at Boys and Girls Town http://www.bgtm.org/programs/emergencyshelter.htm

We are posting updates here: http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/

Who Is Christie?
Bio
Audio/Video/Written Work
References
Media Coverage
Update’s From Christie
You Either Love Her or Hate Her

Who Are the Girl’s?
the Girl’s Talk

Who Are Their Stalkers?
Top Level
Middle Level
Local Level

and on my facebook page at: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/christieczajkowski?ref=profile

I have been completely overwhelmed with supportive emails so please forgive me for not being able to get back to every single one in a timely manner.

They gave me a mailing address if anyone is interested in writing them, but it goes to the "workers" first and then them. The address is:
Samantha and Amberly
2720 Shepherd of the Hills Expwy
Branson, MO 65616

I also want to thank everyone who has tried to get this story out! It appears there is a bit of confusion here as I see a blog from 2 years ago was posted as this event. Just to clarify, yes, I was harassed, beat up and shot by the police with laser weapons when they came to my door live on the air, but the date on that event was March 11, 2008. Link here: http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,933.0.html

This has been ongoing harassment since actually before that date, but I do want to clarify that is not what happened this time.

What did happen this time:
(how could charges be filed on Friday, April 9?)

Saturday, April 10, my children decide to not do their homework and run to their friends that they are not allowed to see, that say that reading over the summer or on weekends is child abuse...the same people, the Bayer family, works for the county that has refused to protect us who has caused a lot of damage to our property, garden, home vehicle, have broken in to other homes on the property and have killed 8 animals that we know of. The same people we've been complaining about to the landlord who has been well aware of their assaults and threats towards my family...Photos here:

( Share this album with anyone by sending them this public link: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100050&id=649434926&l=1f7d288821 )

Throughout the weekend we were playing cat and mouse, they were coming in to the home to get whatever they wanted while they were playing their independence game. We had spoken to each other several times, no screaming, yelling, physical violence, force or abuse. Kids simply being kids. They were not forced out, locked out or tied up as the media claimed.

Monday, April 12, 7:26 PM central time Deputy Darien Carter came to my door with a social worker named Emily. When I saw who it was, I said give me a minute, I’ll be right out to see what you need. He had already gone through one of my doors at that point, including opening my outside fence. As I turned around he opened the next door and grabbed me, twisted my arm and tried putting me in a head lock. He informed me I would not be going back upstairs. I told him I had a show, I want to talk to him, but I need one minute and will be right back. He proceeded to follow me in to my house; I asked if he had a warrant. He said no. So I suggested one more time that he let me go back upstairs handle my business so the producers know I won’t be right back. He then grabbed my arm and twisted it behind my back as he knocked me on to the furniture chest by the front door, which a clump of hair still sits. He stepped on my right foot and used his foot to my left knee pushing me down. My children and I were screaming and Amberly ran to the neighbor’s house. They ran over here immediately and asked what was going on. Carter let me go and grabbed his tazer and threatened to taze them. No force was used by anyone other than Carter. After we talked sense in to him and he knew he broke the law bursting in my home with no warrant, no charges, no evidence he let me go back upstairs to do the show. By the time I got outside, both neighbors were arrested and handcuffed, they grabbed me immediately and took my video camera which the police escorted my children to return upstairs in my camera bag which I found when I got out of jail. So they unlawfully entered my home again. No miranda rights read, no charges at the time, no warrant.

I sat in the car for at least an hour as they took the children to the side of the building to talk. The girls came over to me asking where I’m going, why, where they were taking them, Amberly opened the door, kissed and hugged me. When I asked Emily what was going on and why all this, do I get to know what I supposedly did wrong, she said I kicked out my daughters and tied them up in the woods. Amberly said, “No she didn’t, that’s a lie.” She was told to be quiet and close the door.

Show archive here: (forward to about 30 mins)

http://truthbrigade.com/radio/04-12-10_DrBettyMartini-Bitter-SweetTruthChristiesShowInterupted_32k.mp3

Tuesday April 13 they came up with charges, trying to scare me with 50K and 31 years, on top of the one year they were going to leave me in solitary investigative hold for not giving them my social security number. This is where they informed me that I supposedly locked my children out of the house and tied them up in the woods, or "ordered" someone else to do so. This person has not been named and no arrests have been made by this person who supposedly did this.

All my phone calls were blocked except to the bondsman who informed me that the station had put up a chip in for donations for bail. I found this out on Wednesday, April 14.

Thursday, April 15, Bond reduction hearing, from 50K to 10K meaning we only needed 1K. I was released a few hours later and chased by 5 media cars for one hour and one half. Found out I was front page news…well, not really me, but the character they are trying to sway you that I am.

Who are we really???

http://aphroditechristina.blogspot.com/
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/christieczajkowski?ref=profile

Friday, April 16 Judge Justus of the Juvenile court deems the children must stay in protective custody at least till our court date June 4, 2010.

Monday, April 19 FST meeting, where I find I can see my children one hour per week supervised and their location. Boys and Girls Town, Springfield.

http://www.bgtm.org/programs/emergencyshelter.htm

Wednesday, April 21 I met with the girls for the first time in Branson, 2720 Shepherd of the Hills Expressway.

Update Report before

April 21, 2010

Update Report after

April 21, 2010

Tuesday, April 27, get to meet with my children at another facility in Ozark, MO one hour supervised.

Update Report

April 27, 2010

Next visit May 5

Updates will continue to be posted:

http://truthbrigade.com/LeaveChristieAlone/


So for over 3 years we've been asking for help by those stalking and terrorizing us to numerous agencies, filing repeated false reports ranging from me abusing my children, to prostitution, to trafficking my own children, child pornography, bombing buildings, hacking govt computers, murder, vandalism which resulted in a raid on my house 2/8/07 after I exposed a sex trafficking ring in San Diego.
more about Detective Lenhart (please follow links for full story)

So if it's about the children, why would they REFUSE to help us? From the local police, sheriff, fbi, cps, judges for orders of protection, lawyers and even "family."

Record of attacks and false reports in audio, written and video by the perpetrators who have been threatening to have my children taken away for the past 3 years:
http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/board,36.0.html
start here and read blogs from this month and after... http://blog.truthbrigade.com/2007/09/19/proof-of-repeated-harassment-by-psychoterrorist-stalker.aspx
or here:
http://truthbrigadelovesronpaul.blogspot.com/2007_11_01_archive.html


News reports/blogs/media:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mr2W3oTdu3I&feature=youtu.be
http://bungalowbillscw.blogspot.com/2010/04/minute-man-and-internet-radio-host.html
http://bungalowbillscw.blogspot.com/2010/04/christie-czajkowski-questioning-taney.html
http://bungalowbillscw.blogspot.com/2010/04/christie-czajkowski-out-of-taney-county.html
http://www.kspr.com/news/local/90785824.html
http://www.kspr.com/news/local/90902819.html
http://www.kspr.com/news/local/90989039.html
http://crotchshotradio.com/2010/04/15/james-stachowiak-is-a-traitor/


I speak:
Christe arrested, children kidnapped
Christie Czajkowski guest on Global Freedom Report
Christie Czajkowski on Buckshot Survival Hour
Christie Czajkowski on Truther Girls

I will be speaking:
Christie Czajkowski on Freeman Radio
Christie Czajkowski on Irritate the State



I realize this is a lot of information and I may have left something out. If you have any further questions about this, please feel free to contact me.

WAYS TO HELP:

- Pray
- Expose the wrong doers and this story
- Write letters/affidavits of your knowledge of our family, how long you’ve known us and what you’ve observed within the family, the endless threats, harassment and stalking and any other relevant information regarding this current situation.
- A ruthless lawyer who works out of the goodness of his heart or who is cool with trading cleaning, cooking, fresh grown organic food and herbs, advertisement, and money donated for our legal defense AND offense!



Thank you so much for your Loving prayers and Blessings,
Christie, Samantha and Amberly

Happy New Year!

I sincerely wish you all the best in the New Year. Let us not forget our role in orchestrating our reality. Once we realize this and take responsibility, all our dreams WILL come true!

Get to your know your self, your higher self, your spirit, your soul and be true to your heart always.

Be Blessed and Loving and Lovable...let it penetrate every moment of everyday in every way...this is one key to magic.

This is what I wish for the New Year...

Abundant Blessings and Love Eternally,
Christie

Why I Hate Christmas

Oh no, here we go again, first she bashes males, then females, now Jesus?!?!?

To be clear, I am not bashing Jesus the Christ or any other child of God (Creator/Spirit), what I hold utter disdain for is government mandated corporate holy days and the illusion around them that is shoved down our throats...and even being used against those who choose not to celebrate the traditional lie.

We are brought up to believe that Santa Claus is coming to town, after of course he's been watching you every second of every day all year to see if you are "naughty or nice" or are deserving of more toxic plastic toys produced by child slave labor in China.
Who do you think has more super powers? God or Santa? Or could they even be referring to big brother?

So, according to this first lie, the so called "poor" kid who's parents don't have credit cards to max out, courtesy of foreign banksters, obviously was naughty that year or santa would have crawled through their chimney and dumped a bunch of gifts under your dead lighted tree. Can you say fire hazard?
Well, what if they don't have a chimney? What if you don't feel like killing a tree or simply couldn't afford one? What if you can't afford the extra couple hundred dollars per month to decorate your home and dead trees with lights and flashy iconic holiday cheer?

Then what?
According to the way we are taught to celebrate, my children would obviously have been in the "naughty" category.
What a miserable way for a child to grow up. The rich ones of course are deluded even further since they are rewarded with their every little frivolous desire for being "nice" all year....which of course we know is not true...

Could this be considered rewarding bad behavior? Could it have something to do with the entitlement mentality so prevalent in our society today?

Why is it that we hold so dearly to these lies? Why is it that those who choose not to participate are considered some kind of threat and are even reported to "authorities" for not celebrating the lie?

Look, I'm not trying to piss in anyone's cheerios, but I think we need to look more closely at our roles in purporting delusion and bad habits, which of course I believe contribute to the chaos in this perfectly managed society and have nothing to do with the true spirit of Christmas.

I have to admit I'm a bit anti-establishment and are not programmed by the boob tube or the radio, but occasionally while I'm driving through a city, I will turn on the radio to see what people are saying. For a month now, all I've been hearing is "Tis the Season to Shop and be Jolly."

WHAT?!?!?
So it's December and I'm supposed to shop? Why? What if I don't have extra money to throw around to try to impress the Joneses? What if I simply just don't want to? What if I am content with knowing all our needs are met and do not want for anything? What if we are just happy being together and sharing love every day of the year and talking about the REAL SPIRIT, not just the one day we're supposed to put on a smiley face and pretend we love or have a relationship with perfect strangers who happen to be part of our family, however disconnected it might be the other 364 days of the year?
Is this the day where all of a sudden every thing will be magical and this spirit we refuse to recognize will automatically repair whatever damages has been done throughout the rest of the year?

I will admit here that I might be coming from a negative vantage point, but I am positive my upbringing is not uncommon, so I will share it with you.

The day after Thanksgiving, the day where we are supposedly celebrating the natives and newcomers getting along to form this new land in peace and harmony, not bloodshed, genocide and greed, we had to wake up early to go shopping at all the spots that we were told to shop at on tv or on the radio. If we weren't the first one there, we wouldn't get the deal we have been waiting for all year...so we so harmoniously do what everyone else in the matrix does, get stuck in traffic, stand in really long lines where fights actually break out because someone cut in line or took too long to write their check or because the light turned red. If this is the season for the spirit, why all the haste and anger? People were not smiling and I have to say, nothing on that front has changed over the years.
People are honking their horns, screaming at each other, then go home to scream at their children or loved one because they spent too much money they never had and cannot afford to pay back......but what the hay? Every body is doing it, at least we are part of the cool crowd.

Now Christmas is approaching...a week or more in the kitchen preparing for guests, guests that you never had time for the rest of the year, but now feel you need to impress to make up for the guilt of not being a good friend of family member the rest of the year and of course gorge ourselves like little gluttons, which was really confusing because I thought that was a sin...hmmm, so we sin to celebrate Christ? As you can imagine, this could cause a lot of confusion for a curious child.
In my house, it was all screaming, yelling, blaming and stress, up to the minute where the first guest arrived where the spirit would miraculously make it all disappear and change it to love and smiles in an instant. Until uncle Tommy came over, he was the most despicable human in the world, but put on that fake smile as soon as the door rings.
The meals were not prepared with love, the gifts were not bought or prepared with love and in most cases the guests were not invited out of love, it was called obligation, guilt and one upmanship.
Of course, nothing some sparkling wine or spiked egg nog couldn't take care of for the evening.

As a child, I apparently was one of the "nice" kids who santa made a special trip to see and fill up half of the living room with toys and clothes to show his appreciation for our good behavior all year...sure, doesn't that sound like a dream come true? I was kind of bummed that I never actually saw santa, but I was amazed his taste was obviously very similar to my mothers.
Imagine my surprise when I was all of a sudden getting yelled at for santas credit card bill!!! Of course it was my fault that my mother had to max her credit cards for Jesus...or was it the Joneses...?
I was constantly reminded how she was going to be in debt for 20 years because she HAD to max her credit cards for us to show her love and contribute to the lie of the system. Damn, what a naughty child I must have been to make her do that.
Honestly, I never wanted all those gifts, in fact it was obvious to everyone who entered our home. I felt it was a big waste and almost felt guilty myself because santa obviously didn't love anyone else the way he loved me, I mean come on, we totally scored (if material counts in your world).
My favorite thing to do was gather gifts, clothes, books, homemade cookies or whatever was around to bring to the people in Mexico which loved in cardboard boxes. I would even spend whatever was given to me at toys r us to bring to children who never received a Christmas gift in their lives. I couldn't understand why santa didn't love them too. But the beauty, spirit and love of the exchange when I saw the look in their eyes of gratitude filled me up, enough to want to continue to play santa for those in need most of my adult life. Then I woke up and scrooge (and truth) reared his ugly head...

What I always wish those toys could have been replaced with is LOVE. I wish there was a TRUE spirit of giving that wasn't reserved for one day per year. I simply wanted to be told I was loved, I wanted to find out where santa lived, how he did it completely unnoticed, and more importantly learn about Christ who we were supposedly celebrating that one day per year.
Do you think Jesus, Christ, God, Creator, Divine Spirit or whatever you call it was ever mentioned??? I was told we were Christian, so why no Christ in Christmas???
Not once...it was all about the hustle and bustle, keeping up with the Joneses and living the lie. The stress was unbearable, even for a younging who didn't even know what stress was. All I knew was that it didn't feel good.
I almost felt like I was being bought. I WAS being bought! I will give you this and max my credit card for that if you promise to be a good little slave all year long...imagine their surprise when I actually said PLEASE DON'T BUY ME ANYTHING!!!
Of course I said that because all year long I heard about how broke we are, how the payments would never be made and that with interest, she could be paying for those same dumb gifts for the next 30 years which would make us homeless. Even as a child that didn't make sense. So after one of these breakdowns I asked my mother to return my violin and cancel my classes. I think it was about 12 per week at the time, but to me that was a phenomenal amount of money and I wanted to do whatever I could to help reduce the stress and bring in the spirit of the season.....
Of course I failed at that because as soon as she canceled the classes and returned my violin, it was replaced with more plastic. Sometimes I think I should have kept the violin.

I don't really want to moan and groan here, but come on, I know I'm not the only one that went through that same kind of dark holiday celebration.
And I know this tradition is still being continued today.

I'm not going to go in to the religious debate here in this blog, but we are going to do a show tonight with Tobias Lars about the Real Story of Christ if you want to learn more about that. What is the season about anyway? Is it about reporting me to CPS because I don't celebrate Christmas or other corporate holidays the way you do? Is it about treating me like a terrorist because I really don't feel like killing a tree and bringing the fire hazard in to my home to light up and triple my electricity bill?

Is it time to recheck the old ways that have permeated society, leaving us feeling empty while supporting the corporations we know are not only not serving our interests, but using child slave labor to produce a material society where whoever has the most toys wins?

Sorry, I don't see the spirit in that.....

My prayers for the season are that we come to an understanding of the powers that be. No, I'm not talking the elitist genocidal maniacs trying to control the world, I'm talking about the REAL POWERS THAT BE, the ONLY REAL POWER on the planet and that is LOVE! That's it! There is no power in darkness and lies. That is force. Force to conformity, force to feel and believe a certain thing, force to possess, which includes also being possessed. There is no spirit in force
Give of yourself, yes, but that doesn't mean you must spend yourself in to debt for one day a year where corporations make between 70 and 90% of their sales for the year. What about a true gift from the heart? Your time, your understanding, your unconditional love?
What about giving that of yourself every day of the year?

What about honoring mother nature and the beautiful abundance she is longing for us to appreciate?
What about honoring your family and loved ones, those in your community or lending a hand to those in need?
You don't need to look far to find one in need. My guess is you could start with those you share a roof with, then branch out to your neighbors. Perhaps they may not be in need of something material, but might need a little love or companionship...?
I would be willing to bet you have a street nearby where homeless people reside and would love nothing more than for someone to go share with them a smile, conversation or a hug....yes, even homeless and financially challenged individuals also need and deserve love.
Nothing compares to helping someone less fortunate than you and is also one of the best way to lift your own spirit. The spirit of giving, the spirit of love can be so beautiful if exchanged in it's natural state. Consider de-commercializing it for a day and see what beauty you can bring in to your life.
You are not a better person because you have more credit cards. You are not a better person because you bought more junk for your children and paid a higher electricity bill and look down upon others who do not. You are a better person because you are true to the spirit, your soul, the divine spirit within every day of every year and strive to be a Blessing in others lives.
May you Be Blessed and Be a Blessing to others this holiday season and may all your dreams come true in the coming new year!

MOVE OVER STEPFORD WIVES!

In case you haven't listened to our show, it is time to realize that I am an equal opportunity offender.
I do not discriminate and and I not a man hater, I am an evil hater.
So you pretty little women giving me high five for calling the weak little men out, stand back because now it's your turn...
:-)
As I mentioned in my previous blog, I am not blaming men for controlling the current power structure. We women are just as guilty for allowing this to happen. Not only that, how many of us have succumbed to this false position of power or authority and not only facilitated it, but encouraged it?
Look, before you you say, "I didn't do that, it's not my fault" I would like for you to clearly look in the mirror.
I am not too proud to admit that I myself took place in that matrix. I bowed down to false authority, based on fear and ignorance, lack of confidence, sense of self and education.
I played the whole game. I spent the 3 hours in the mirror each day trying to make myself pretty enough to be seen in public, worried about every little hair I felt had to be in it's proper place, buying the latest fashions because the magazine, billboards or industry I was in demanded it.
Yup, I actually thought that was what life was all about...
Women, make sure you're pretty (and shallow) so that you can get a man to marry you and rescue you from yourself, you little damsel in distress...

Of course after you are lucky enough to attract a shallow man in lust with the fake persona you were able to dust on with a makeup brush, chemical products and stilettos, you found he only wanted you for your body.......well DUH!!! How much time did you spend on your heart and mind in your beauty routine? Beauty is only skin deep.
So you battle it out, blame him for using you as a toy, feel worse about yourself then perhaps even trap a man with pregnancy, thinking that would be your key to locking a man.
Well, that didn't work, so let's dress up like a whore and go prancing around town in hopes to find a drunk man that will love how I look...for tonight.
What does this tell men about women? And I'm just touching the tip of the iceberg here.
You bought the lying media about what life is supposed to be about. You bought the fact that you need a man to save you. You bought the Hollywood movies portraying women as worthless little sex toys who would do anything to keep a man, then you complain about the results of you mirroring this disgusting behavior.
Blame the male, right? They are all weak, they are all shallow, they are all out for themselves...
Come on ladies! We need to look at our role in this situation!
You act like a slut, dress like a slut and bring another man home every other night for a temporary boost of confidence, then get mad that they treat you like a slut. If it walks like a duck, talk likes a duck, it is a duck! Why is it that we women refuse to accept that?

We often settle for less because of our own insecurities and inability to look within for power and truth. We handed our authority over because we were taught if you did not have a man that you were less than. Yes, maybe men have said it, but YOU BELIEVED IT!
YOU LIVED IT! YOU FOLLOWED THE SAME PATTERNS THAT NOT ONLY DEGRADED YOU AND OTHER WOMEN, ALSO MEN!
What are these men supposed to think when we are the ones that turned ourselves in to this piece of meat/trophy or stepford wives?
Would you like a man that thought all he had to do is look good to get a woman or love?

So, now you have the man, the kids, the house.....you sign up at the country club or gym and spend hours each day on your beauty routine or work out, while your nanny takes care of the children you gave birth to, then you send them to public or private school, giving up your authority to the establishment, trusting they know what's best for your children, or perhaps you are just too lazy to deal with the responsibilities it takes to raise them properly. Many of you don't even show up in the classroom to check on your children and see what they are or not learning because you are too busy driving around in your SUV or spending your husbands paycheck on frivolous fashions to keep up with the Jones. You have a purse full of colorful pills to create whatever mood you want because you are too weak to face the truth. You cover it up with drugs and alcohol. You've made anxiety, depression and bipolar fashionable and glamorous...
You are not home cooking good quality and healthful meals for your family, tending to the chores and responsibilities of keeping a good household. You are dining out, eating junk food or buying TV dinners which of course is contributing to all the dis-ease going around today due to lack of nutrition. You took them to their wellcheck appointments, instead of weighing and measuring your own child, poisoned them with vaccines even though you had no idea what was in them and gave them sugar every time they cried or asked for it.
When the children are home, you plop them in front of the boob tube, the back up babysitter and hand them some video games to keep them out of your hair so you can tend to your own selfish desires. If the children act up, you take them to a doctor for a psychotropic drug instead of taking a look at how you are contributing to this so called abnormal behavior. Then you sit around with the rest of the stepford wives complaining about what an awful life you have because you bought the lie that your children had a mental illness and use them as your token conversation to prove how strong you are for being able to put up with all you created.
Ladies, I want to ask you, how do you feel when you are ignored? Do you think perhaps you would act out somewhat too? These are children and they are YOUR responsibility!
Did you consider that before you brought them into this world?

Maybe some of you are in abusive relationships and are of the belief that you don't deserve anything better. And maybe that's true, at the time, due to your choices, but did you know you can turn that around? You make excuses like, "the children need a father", "I'm too stupid or too weak to raise them on my own", "I need his money to feed my children"....whatever the excuse may be. So you stay in a destructive abusive relationship and cower in your own SELF IMPOSED FEAR that you are weak and you need a man. Not to mention the fact that you are instilling this dysfuntional behavior in your children only to be repeated over and over rather than take part in breaking the cycle. This of course leads to what? More abusive relationships, physical and mental issues, which of course lead to more hate and fear. You think you despise what someone else did to you, when ultimately you despise yourself.

Yeah, I know that mirror doesn't look so good sometimes and truth is not always an easy pill to swallow, but you MUST if you expect anyone to respect you! You must respect yourself first!

Yes, we covered the existing power structure and it is fact that it has always been led my males, but really, is it their fault?
Wouldn't it be fair and truthful to assess ourselves and how we have contributed to this imbalance?

I received many emails yesterday about my blog, mostly good, I must say and I thank you all for your contributions and sharing your beliefs. I believe this is a topic that needs to be addressed, but are we ready to look in the mirror?

I happen to love the proverbial mirror, not because I like looking at myself, but because I do not like to stagnate. I am a full time student of life and prefer to work towards improvement. Denial will get you exactly what you've always had...nothing. You've been down that road...isn't it time to change it up if you are hoping for better results?

Some of the feedback pointed out the weaknesses and horror stories of women and for those who have experienced this type of abuse, I am truly sorry. Just as some men make men look bad, some woman also make women look bad. And you know what, just as I said yesterday...MOST PEOPLE ARE TO BLAME! MOST WOMEN AND MOST MEN!
The only way to fix the problem is to face it.

You women out there wasting your whole life away on bagging a man, whoring around, cheating, selling out for a paycheck or those with the entitlement mentality are doing all woman an injustice! Not only that, your children! The wellfare women popping out more babies for more government handouts....well, I have addressed you on my show, but to reiterate, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!

If it will make those I offended in my post about men feel better, I will share some of my stories about women with you...
I shared with you some insight to my upbringing and the male influence, what you may not be aware if is I have a mother too! :-)
Would it shock you if I told you how much she was to blame for the existence we lived?
She not only chose the path, but insisted that it was for the better. She discouraged me from ever speaking my mind or butting heads with authority. She didn't teach me I had any worth, only that to have a good life, we must do what men tell us to do. "Women should be seen and not heard" was her favorite line. In fact, all the times I was beat up or raped, she blamed me! She said I deserved it because it must have been something I said. "You are not to challenge men," she would say, "shut up and smile."
She believed that if only I shut up and married a man for money that life would be great and I would have everything there is to live for. Another good one she used to say is, "Never marry for love, marry for money."
Wow, that seemed really dark, but hey, she's my mother, she must be leading me in the right direction...
Although I knew something was wrong, I couldn't put a finger on it, after all, I only knew what I was taught. Men are smarter and stronger and woman and stupid, quiet and pretty and must compromise our own ideals to please a man.
How shallow is that? In fact she actually took part in coming after me for them men I ran away from because of their abuse. Yup, she honestly thought she was doing the right thing by doing her part in keeping my life controlled.
I remember before my marriage, I told her I really didn't want to marry him. Her response was, "Well, you can always get a divorce...at least he will have to help you financially."

Now I have to honest with you about that. I personally believe that if you make a commitment you keep it. Unless it's extreme conditions, abuse or influences, you stay married...after all, you made that promise. Love is a decision, not a temporary feeling and sometimes that means it isn't easy. Getting a divorce was not something I would have ever done on my own volition, so I am thankful that my husband left me, because I would have continued to justify the abuse to maintain the status quo. After all, I didn't deserve any better, I made my bed. Which is true, but that doesn't mean it is concrete.

WE HAVE THE POWER TO CREATE OUR OWN EXISTENCE! We don't have to sell out, give in or tolerate any abuse! EVER!!!
Why do we do this to ourselves? So is it the men we attract that are abusing us or is it a reflection of how we feel about ourselves?
We believed we didn't deserve any better, and we had a lot at stake in the false reality. After all, we were the ones that brought it on ultimately with OUR OWN BEHAVIOR!

Remember the ducks? Quack quack! Now it's time to do something about it!

Do you want to be loved by a real man? Well it's time to learn what love is and what a man is. A man is not solely attracted by your charm and physical beauty. Plastic tits look like toys. If you don't want to be a toy, stop acting like a toy or pumping up your body with silicone.
Consider putting the same time (or even more) into your emotional and spiritual beauty than your face or clothes. Get back in the kitchen. Yup, I said that. And it is your (one of your) place(s) in the home. Accept that!
I'm not saying you need to be barefoot and pregnant and that a man can't be in the kitchen in fact many men are magical in the kitchen, but if you want a man to take care of you, you must take care of him too and every REAL woman knows the way to reach a mans heart is through his stomach, Not his dick!
If you seek to attract the lust of his member, do not expect that to last. If you use sex as a tool to get a man, you are equally to blame for being treated like a whore. Don't be mad at him for not showing you the respect you can't show yourself by spreading yourself around in this manner. You are giving part of your soul to each person you engage in this act with. Think about that and how thin you want to spread yourself.

It's no wonder we are all screwed up these days. Everything we thought we knew about ourselves, the opposite sex, love, power were totally backwards! The issues have been perverted in the media, yet we continue to accept that as reality or go to some other "expert" to tell us how to be ourselves...LOL Think of the irony of that! WE ASK SOMEONE ELSE HOW TO BE OURSELVES? What do they know about you? They know you are human and that you NEED the approval of others in this existence, based on the current power structure. How about looking inward and cleaning out our false ideals, purifying our soul and practicing self discipline? Mastery of the self is the key to freedom. Know thyself and to thine own self be true. You are your own authority. You do not need to rely on anyone else to fix yourself or to make you free.

Truth is freedom! Time to not just talk the talk, but walk the walk. A REAL woman questions authority and teaches her children they should do the same. You know how to think for yourself and don't NEED anyone else's approval. You teach your children how to think for themselves and honor your husband, and yourself.

Stop treating yourself like less than and watch your reality change around you. It is time to get real...

And a little treat for those who think I am coming from a self righteous standpoint, please start pointing your fingers now.
I was one of these women. I was the stepford wife, I stayed with the mobster king pin...after all, I thought my children needed a father...and you thought I was just picking on you... ;-)

Been there, done that, now let's do something different!

Just an excerpt from a book to be...

There comes a time where one has to ask at what expense do I give in for evil to prevail? What am I willing to give up for an illusion of safety or protection?

Holing up in a cave might protect you from some rain, some bad weather, even some random crazy people you might have run across if you were out. But how many good people, experiences and magic will you miss entirely?

I guess if you never knew it, you wouldn’t miss it, and holing up doesn’t sound so bad, especially with all the threats there are out there to fear. But do we cower in fear because of outside forces inducing fear or are we afraid of ourselves? When you are afraid of love, giving and receiving, it’s easy to use the excuse of other outside threats entering your world. So, being used to fear and pain, we block out the unknown to willingly accept the status quo. Well, it might not be all there is to be had, but I know it, I’m familiar with it, I’m comfortable with it, so I will take it. No one wants to walk alone in the dark. They want to clearly see the path ahead of them ,which gives them a sense of control over their environment, which of course only leads to more of the same. Those walls, although invisible are as sure as the bricks your house was built with.

How do we step outside those walls? How do we learn to break free from fear and pain? Pain is inevitable, no magic pill or safety net, or running out to the woods to hide in a cave will protect you from pain. It’s how you deal with that pain and what you do about it. You can cover it up, bury it in the toxic waste dump, but those toxins aren’t going anywhere. They are still there, being piled upon by more toxins that will eventually erupt, perhaps even getting it to the water supply to poison the community. This works the same in your emotional body. Covering it up doesn’t work! Protecting yourself from feeling will not work either! You must feel it to set it free. Enjoy it, love it, embrace it, erase it…this is part of your path, your journey into the unknown realm of true freedom here in your physical body. Is it safe? Are you here? You’ve made it this far! Get out there, take a step, simply avoiding what could be painful will not release it, it will not cover it up, it will just boil beneath the surface preventing other systems to flow freely and seep into other areas of your life until you can embrace and release these illusory fears. It will show up where you least expected it and force you to deal with it, no matter how much you run. And no matter how fast you run or how far you run, you will always be there. Face it, feel it, free it, fuck it and have fun with it. Love yourself all the way through. Of course it’s different. That doesn’t mean it’s bad.

The Future of TruthBrigade Radio

Hi there! It's time for me to make decisions about my radio show and thought I would share some of my personal situation with you...

I have been on the air, literally working 7 days per week for 2 years to bring you the best guests on a wide variety of topics that you will not here anywhere else. We have focused on a solution oriented format that will only uplift and empower you and give you the tools necessary for total freedom, sustainability and breaking through the false paradigm system that has governed the world for so long.

I am a single mother who home schools her children and volunteers full time. We grow our own organic garden, thanks to Big John of http://www.survivalistseeds.com/ , and herbs, and do most things for ourselves to reduce our cost of living to the absolute minimum.

In this time, 3 people have donated to our show to help keep it going...perhaps that is my fault for not going out and getting sponsors even though I have no idea how, and that I've never really told anyone our real situation of living day to day.

I also work in the community to heal people and animals from a variety of conditions from cancer to diabetes and just about any other ailment you can think of. Not to toot my own horn, but I am batting 1000....I do this because I love it and feel that it is needed, it is my gift, and judging by the feedback we get, you feel the same. Now it's time to ask, how important is our show to you?

It is important to keep in mind that the universe is governed by laws that make reciprocity a necessity. Within each and every interaction, each and every relationship, each and every exchange there must be reciprocity. Therefore, we ask that you consider making a donation so that all will be in balance.

There are many ways you can help! You can send our show to your email lists, facebook pages, twitter and myspace accounts, and tell your friends, family and community about our shows, products and advertisers. If perhaps you have a business or something to advertise, you could consider sponsoring our show or doing a banner exchange...?

Did you know that I make organic tobacco? (That means you can smoke all natural clean homemade tobacco and can drop the chemical laden poison you are purchasing from our gangster government that loves you so much)

Did you know that I make herbal smoking blends? (Think ceremonial blends, restful sleep, relaxation to assist in lucid dreaming and self awareness?)

Did you know that I am a master blender when it comes to healing oil? (Are you suffering from psoriasis, eczema, skin cancer, pain, sprains, cuts, burns, etc)

Did you know I create meditation and massage oils? (Are you interested in stimulating your pineal gland, deeper meditation and self awareness)

Did you know that I am nutritional coach/natural healer?

Did you know that I now have in stock to sell the sea weed product that saved my life and in the 2 years I've known about this I have personally seen it CURE cancer, aids, ms, fibromyalgia, diabetes, heart disease, blindness, heavy metal and radiation poisoning such as DU, DEW's, agent orange and vaccines?

While I would love to heal the world for free, continue to produce our show to provide free information for our growth and spiritual development, it has come to the time where I need to consider why I am doing this?

The biggest road block here is that it does take money to accomplish these things, never mind the fact that my emails and sites get blocked, youtube and myspace pages deleted (15 +) and links broken when they do allow me to post. My children need to eat and shoes really come in handy...unfortunately I am not going to be able to continue working 7 days per week for free. (FYI, there are no alimony checks or govt handouts going on here.)

I have been looking for a "real" job and I have sadly come to the place where I am going to have to seriously consider taking a regular job full time and drop the show and alternative healing.

I am asking you, if you love our show and what we are doing to please contribute or come to the realization that we will not always be here.

Of course the archives will always remain so you will be able to access the information as you need it.

I am dedicated to keeping the truth alive, but I do need your help as I am only one person.

Thank you for your continued support and encouragement throughout this amazing time. It has been one of the greater Blessings I have received in this lifetime and would like to continue to Bless others in their path. Can you Bless our show so we can continue to Bless others?

Christie

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